I smoothed my hand over my yellow dress. I was feeling uneasy from last night. I hated the smell of roasted food. At the dinner table, all the men's eyes were on me, waiting for me to tell them about Carlos King.
'Yes, I'm running away from the topic. I want him to find me. I don't wanna bang on his door and announce... Hi! I didn't forget you. Can I expect this from you too? '
Lorraine pushed the chair back and got on her feet, "You look pale," She added, looking at me.
I smiled, "I'm fine, Lorry." I whirled on my feet and walked away from the mirror. We were wearing the same design's gown. Her pregnancy had made her more beautiful. I had heard it but I didn't imagine it to be true.
A moment later, Jasper appeared. His navy blu
PART TWO : ' There's definitely a connection between us. ' I couldn't forget her. She was married and off limits. I would never forget her mesmerizing eyes. How her skin felt under my calloused fingers. I could feel it. Her skin was softer than it looked. Regret passed through my chest. I shouldn't let her go. I didn't give a f***, that she was married. Her marriage wasn't ever essential for her. I could only guess it from afar. But it was true. It was written all over her face. I had hardened my heart for other women after that. No one could touch me the way she had. A surge of lust for her hit me hard. But she wasn't around. I didn't know where she was until a week ago. I saw her in Askin's building.  
The receptionist guided me to a dark door. Miss Susan, Mr Spencer's PA wasn't visible around. She was a cheerful lady. With a puff of a small breath. I pushed open the door with a nervous smile, "H..." My words died in my throat when my gaze rose from the floor to the chair behind the desk. I froze. My heart began to thud. My skin began to tingle. I had tried to find him everywhere, on the internet, on every passing face, but I couldn't show courage to come in front of him, meet him. I blinked many times. ' I think about him every second of my life. My head never gets tired of thinking about him. ' I glanced at him. He's still sitting there. It can't be. He can't be here. He should be in London. I dug my nails in my
My phone chimed. I grabbed and clicked on it to unlock it. There was a message from Jasper. He was dropping Aiden. ' He doesn't know about Mr Spencer. Otherwise, he wouldn't have allowed me to go and attend the meeting. I'm feeling shameful. How will I tell them? It ended like our first time.' Hot tears rolled down my cheeks. I wiped them immediately. Aidan couldn't see me like this. I shoved the phone on the coffee table. I spun as it began to ring. I thought to skip it first but Aidan might have wanted to talk to me. We talked last night. Grabbing it again, I stared at the unknown number. My brows furrowed a little. I clicked on the green. "Hello," I was still lost deep in my thoughts when I spent time with Carlos. 
As I came out of the shower. I heard my phone ringing. It was the third time. My phone was ringing. I didn't want to answer it. An hour ago, before it began to ring, Jasper took the kids to school. I sighed in relief when it stopped ringing. The doorbell rang. I trotted at the door. I opened the door hurriedly hoping it would be Jasper in case of kids forgot something. My eyes rested on an old man wearing a dark suit, "Good morning, ma'am." He nodded his head slightly. "Yes," A stylish black Mercedes was parked behind him, "Mr King sent me to pick you up." He said. &
His blue eyes met mine. I blinked and forced my gaze down. I stared at his branded dark shoes as he halted in front of me."I..." I opened my mouth but we were interrupted by a female voice."Darling! I missed you this weekend," She greeted him in a sickeningly sweet voice.I took a step back and rolled my eyes. She was Meghan Hunter. I had seen her on the cover of the latest magazine that Lorry was carrying last week.She hugged him and kissed his cheek. I strongly felt like vomiting on her Aldo heels.
The room was silent for a few seconds as our breathing calmed. He pulled up his slacks. I turned to the window. My coat was still laying on his chair behind the desk. It was dark. I could see only lights gleaming as far as my eyes darted. Aidan was going to stay at Elliot's place today. So I wasn't worried about him. "We can't do this?" I said. I wasn't sure. Was he hearing me or not? He placed a soft kiss over the side of my neck. It made my stomach clenched again, "I haven't touched another woman." He whispered in my air. "I wasn't even thinking that," I whispered again. ' I'm worried about something else. I don't want him to take our son away. He's my life, my everything.
He wasn't the man who only wanted to be in my pants. I never thought he would remember every single second spent with me. I didn't want things to be a mess. I could only hope Jasper wouldn't freak out. The business I was the owner of today, my parents wanted him to be the owner. It was because of him. My phone pinged. I swivelled my neck. I advanced my hand and took it in my hand, "Carlos," I smiled. Once there was a time when I was begging for this moment. I wanted his name to pop up on the display. A beautiful simple love story. "Good morning, Angel. Can't wait to see you," I giggled like a teenage girl as I read it out loud. My cheeks felt heated to me. I couldn't resist the feeling. It would be impossible to control my emotions when he would
I took a deep breath. He was out for a meeting and I was sitting in my cabin with a small heap of files. Abruptly, I felt a hand on my wrist. I smelled his cologne. I recognized him before even looking at him. There was nothing to panic about. Without sharing a word, he pulled me out of the chair and walked out of the cabin. He stopped out of his private elevator. I glanced at him. My skin was feeling electric waves with his touch. The elevator dinged and the doors swished open. We darted inside, "You can't suddenly make a decision." I told him. "I can, Angel." He smiled at me, "It's a business trip. We'll be back in two days." He said. "Two days," It had been thirty hours. I hadn't seen my son. He will be back home tonight with Elliot from Harry's home. I shook my head, "I have my business to tak