I heard loud voices outside my room, someone was screaming like a banshee. I really don't want to know who it is.
After the delicious lunch with mama, I went back to my room. Throughout lunch mother seemed out of it. Like she was sad about something. I told her stories about the academy and about Lydia and Chloe.
When I asked what was making her distracted or sad, she smiled and covered it up. I just have a feeling it'd be something related to father. Was he cheating on her again? Or mistreating her. She wouldn't tell me anything. In my family it's pretty normal for men to have mistresses. Expected even.One time when I was twelve and looking for my mama, I didn't see her in her bedroom where she prefers staying or in the library downstairs so I decided to ask Father. I walked in on him with another woman in his study the cloth she was wearing looked like a servant uniform.
Later that day I told mother about what I had seen. She simply smiled and told me it helped him relax.Now that I think of it, mama didn't seem surprised in the least or even sad. Bothered, but never sad.
So, God forbid I marry a man from the family.
Deciding to see what the hell was going on, I rolled out of bed slipped on my flip flops and walked downstairs.
What was it they say again? curiosity killed the cat. Well in my case it'd be curiosity killed the Lola.
My feet padded down the stairs as I walked towards the living room in the first floor. In Here the voices were so loud.
Just as I stepped on the bottom stair something flew past my Head and smacked the wall. Shattering into a dozen pieces. Was that a phone?
"What the hell Father!!!" a high pitched voice screamed followed by the sound of another glass object breaking
Now in the living room I see two blond figures standing in the middle of the room. Katharina and her equally devilish mother.
"I'm the one who should be getting married not that whore!" Katherina yelled.
Who is kat calling a whore? That name was usually reserved for me.
I don’t know how she can get away with speaking like that, especially in front of her father.
"I am older that she is. That good for nothing! she cannot marry before me! it is an insult on my honor and pride as a woman!"Katerina yelled, stomping her foot. Well, that's a first.
"You? Pride? Kat really?" Carlos mocked, if I was closer to him. I'd have asked him for a high five. I was just thinking the exact same thing.
"What's going on here?" Someone asked form behind me and I yelped turning around to see my father.
"Dolores" he said in a flat voice.
My father is a handsome man, well fit in his mid forties. light brown hair cut short, from where i'm standing, i see he has more gray hair than he used to, dusting his temples. his sharp brown eyes which always gave me a whip like feeling stares at me even now.
You'd think he'd be a tad bit pleased to see me after not seeing me for almost three years.
When I was little, I always wanted to please him. I would assist mama in preparing dinner and make sure to do well in my studies so he'd smile at me even once but he never did. Always begging for his attention but he'd just say and I quote: "Go bother your mother Dolores" That broke my little heart. But now, I'm already used to it."Father" I replied in an equally flat voice.
My mother is standing beside him.
"You stupid Bitch!" I quickly turned around to see Katherina making her way towards me only to be intercepted by her mother.
"Not now my dear" my Aunt Sara says.
"Hello Kat" I greet with a small smile as my gaze scan the room.
At the end of the room sat Manuel Kat's father, my uncle in his usual black suit, white dress shirt and black tie. i don't think I've ever seen him in anything other than a suit in my seventeen years of life. Sorry, eighteen actually. I keep forgetting i just turned eighteen.
Sitting on the other send of the couch is his son, Carlos Kat's younger brother, and my favorite cousin.
"You dare to raise your hand on me" I snapped my gaze back on Kat who is now pointing at me with one perfectly manicured nail. Everyone turned to look at me.
Okay I've been thinking of ways to get out of this. I knew there was no way she'd let it pass.
In the Mafia, hitting someone higher than you either by rank or age is just... wrong. In fact, it's not done at all, like ever.
That's why her and her mama Sara always mistreated me and my mama and got away with it. I've thought about playing ignorance and act like she was crazy.
"What are you talking about? I just got here" I said with a confusion crawling all over my face, it's the same look I use when I'm sneaking back into the hostel after curfew and get caught by security.
There's no way I'd admit to hitting my cousin. I wouldn't just get punished for being disrespectful but I'd have to explain why I was in a certain night club.
"Don't you dare play dumb I saw you in a club two nights ago!" She snapped stumping her feet almost making me laugh. Real mature there. She looked so ridiculous in her yellow summer dress and read heeled slippers.
"A night club? You were in a night club?" I gasped acting surprised. Wow when did I become this convincing a liar?
"You were in a night club?" Manuel asked in a deadly voice. Now everyone was looking at Katherina.
"Mm n-no of-of course not Father" she stammered out realizing her mistake.
I fought the smile tugging at my lips, I would grin if it wouldn't give me away.
"Don't you dare lie to me Katherina what have I said about whoring around?" Manuel glares.
She wanted to put me in trouble. Now the table are turned.
"It's this bitch's fault." she points at me.
"How is this my fault?" I asked.
"We have more important things to do Manuel, discipline your daughter later" Father said from behind me as he walked towards the couch taking a sit. Mama followed and pulled me along. she tugged me to sit by her on the couch.
She makes a sound of distaste at the state of my hair then runs her fingers through the ends hanging around my face. I've missed this, her fussing over me. and me acting like she was being a bother.
"You need hair treatments dear" she said when I finally bat her fingers away.
"Hey Lola, looking good" Carlos said. He'd always being kind to me unlike his mum and sister.
"Thank you, Carlos," I smiled.
"Dolores?" I looked up at Manuel when he calls me.
I smiled at him. Not really knowing what to say.
Everyone was quiet for a moment. it was awkward alright... Really."How are your studies?" Manuel asked. I could see he was struggling with what to say. Manuel hast really talked to me much, like I could literally count the amount to times he's spoken to me even if we lived in the same house since i was born.
"It was Fine Sir" I replied
"Thats good" he says a moment later his black hair slicked back.
We went back to the awkward silence when I couldn't take it anymore I blurted out "Well whose getting married?" I ask also wanting to change the topic.
Everyone snapped their gaze to me. Why was everyone looking at me?
"Should I tell her or who wants to do the honors?" Kat sneered.
what's up with her? I mean except from the slap but she deserved it.
"Tell me what?" I look around.
"You are getting married Lola. The one getting married is you" Carlos said.
I freeze. A laugh escaping my lips.
"That was a joke, right?" I asked in a small voice when the others didn't join me.
No one said anything. They're lying. They have to be."Mother?" I said looking at my mother and getting up from the sofa.
"Am so sorry baby" she replied her eyes glittering with tears.
"Please tell me this is a lie?" I plead
"You're all lairs!" I yelled.
Now tears were trailing down my cheeks.
"Am so sorry lol-"
"THIS IS CRAZY MOTHER! Insane! You're all crazy!!!" I yelled.
"Don't talk to your mother like that-"Father started but I cut him off.
"I don't care. This is stupid. I'm not getting married! Do you hear me?" I spat.
Mama was already crying. Manuel looks bored Father looked mad, Carlos face was expressionless. Kat and her mother seemed to be enjoying this, of cause they are.
"You will watch your tongue Dolores" Father said
"I'm just getting home, why are you sending me away again?" I cried I don't wait for their reply. I turned around walking away running to my room
This cannot be happening. It just can't.
I'm not getting married.
Last night as I walked away from the living room, I told myself that I wouldn't cry and that it wasn't true, it couldn't be true. I told myself That I'd be strong. But as soon as I walked into my room and locked my door. The water works started coming. Loud sobs from deep inside me. Because I knew, I just knew that it was true. I was getting married and there's no two ways about it. So, I cried my heart out until my eyes closed and I slept off.
"Good morning, Beatrice" Carlos said and I am reminded of his presence. "Carlos, I didn't see you there" mother replied. "I should get going. You two have a nice day." He said as he stood up and walked out leaving his cup on the table no doubt expecting someone to get rid of it. "You wanted to talk honey?" I snapped my gaze back to mother. "Mmm. Yes" well where do I start. "Well, who is it?" I asked am not even sure I want to know anymore. "Who?" Mother asked feigning ignorance This time I shot her a glare. "I'm going to assume you mean your future husband" she said calmly. I was anything but calm He's not my future husband! I wanted to shout but decided to keep shut. "His name is Dominko Salvatore" mother said dropping the bomb. My heart jumped. I inhale, knowing his name doesn’t make me feel different. This still doesn’t feel real. "Hmm, Salvatore?" I thought out loud. That doesn't make any sense. Last night before I slept off, I tried to remember
"What is this mother?" I asked as soon as I saw her. Immediately I left my room I walked straight to the kitchen where I knew mama would be assisting with dinner.She froze for a moment before she slowly turned to face me. Like she's being preparing for this confrontation. "I'm sorry Lola. But it could not be avoided or prolongedfor much longer" she said slowly. “Its not like its happening next week for God sake” “Actually dear, it is…” she drawled out Swallowing a lump in my throat I pinched the bridge of my nose “Next week? Next week?” I drew in a deep breath needing to yell. “are you people kidding me?” “I’m trying to come to terms with the news I just got, what? Two days ago? And now this? what’s with the rush?” “We cant keep them waiting any longer. You turned eighteen two months ago you know how things are” I burry my face in my palms. I refused to cry, I feel like I’ve being crying nonstop for da
Now grandfather Alonzo and I walked arms and in arms to my bedroom on the second floor."You have grown so well in this two years Delores. Almost good enough to eat" grandfather Alonzo said just as we got to the second floor. Yuck! What do you say to that? "Er mmm thanks?" It came out more like a question. He chuckled, his walking cane making a tap-tap noise as we walked down the empty hallway. “Answer me Dolores, did any of those little boys give you a hard time? Touch you? I would be happy to make them loose it” "Nothing I couldn't handle" Touch me? Weird. Glad we were already at my door. Wouldn't have to answer any questions."You are so special my dear Lola. So very special you have no idea" grandfather Alonzo whispered. "Grandfather Alonzo could you please tell my mother I decided to retire for the evening?" I asked, a sweet smile tugging at my lips. "Of course my dear" he said
Looking at the mirror I see a dark gray eyes, perfectly plucked eyebrows and pink painted lush lips. A perfectly beautified face. My dark black brown hair was pulled into a slick bun at the top of my head. My hair looks shiny like soft silk.
For the next three hours I was introduced to so many people from my new family. I'd just manage to escape saying I needed a drink. Snatching off a glass of brown liquid. I took a sip and almost choked almost spat it out. "Well, hello there beautiful, you look smoking" a guy said from walking in front of me. He was quite young, around my age. But really attractive
Dominko closed the door soundlessly behind him before letting me down. Not wanting to be so close to him I moved away looking at anywhere else in the room but him. He walks towards me with lethal grace, it was everything I could do to not pray for the earth to open up and swallow me. I let out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding when he walked past me to the other side of the room. But damn him! he was just d
I realize my fingers are trailing up his strong shoulders then into his thick soft black hair, my lips followed the movement of his, Pure instinct took over. Our lips moved together. When his tongue licked over mine, the action coaxing, I mimicked the action, slowly at first trying to follow his lead. He groaned against my lips, I couldn't stop the moan that escaped my lips when he bit down gently on my lower lip.