Longer I stared into them,
The deeper I fell into their depth of mariana trench.Blue was not my favourite colour,
But it just took just one look to change it from then.Love was not experienced by me before.
But those eyes forced me to fall deeply and madly in love with them.Her purity was a curse ,
To my evil eyes who were blinded by the light of goodness in them.Yes I was evil,
Evil like a deadly beast who killed for content.Evil like a villain who ordered the death of innocents.But for her,
I wanted to be a hero .A hero who will save his heroin in distress.I just know one thing that,
Those eyes were holding me captive.And I was willing to be captivated forever in them.They were the most beautiful in the world,
As I saw my soul mate in them.......
Ezra's pov
It was 4 am and still, my eyes had no sleep.
I was trying but those hazel eyes kept staring at me whenever I closed my eyes.The adoration, beauty and promises those eyes had conveyed,made my nights sleepless and my days restless.
I tried to forget them.
I tried
But my subconscious mind kept replaying them.
I was still 17
There can be a possibility that he is my mate.But this thought made matters worse.
His aura screamed power.
And powerful wolves are more possessive than others.They are more dominating and demanding.They consider them superiors and bound their mates in restrictions.And I don't follow restrictions
I break them with the first opportunity I get.Especially when they block my plan, my mission, my goal in life.
His hands showed me what safety felt like.
His eyes showed me what adoration felt like.And I know he can show me what even love meant like.
But the question here is can I forget what happened with my family?Can I forget the revenge for which I planned my entire life?Can I be selfish for once?
My answer is no.
I can't
Those screams of innocents will not leave my mind unless I give them peace.
Multiple sleepless nights later
I decided to go to school.I was taking out my books from my locker when I felt like someone was watching me.
I turned around and my eyes met with Eric's.
He was talking to a girl but his eyes were set on me.I closed my locker and turned to leave when he blocked my path.
His face was neutral.
There was something going on in his mind which I couldn't put my finger on.He was a complex personality
Understanding him was difficult and this scared me a bit."See that day I- "
"Shhh.."
He stopped me"Only speak when I ask you to and acknowledge me with some respect, I am not your childhood buddy"
I looked down and nodded showing that I didn't wanted to disrespect him.
"Which pack are you from?"
"Silver cross sir"
"Name and position?"
"Ezra, an omega sir"
"Ezra learn to respect us or else you might end 6 feet deep down, yesterday you managed to dodge my guards, I was impressed by it so consider this your last warning.
You may not get so lucky next time.Now go but as a punishment, you will be at my beck and call for next few days.Serve me and pay for your disrespect.Got it?""Yes, sir"
"Okay then get started, go get my schedule from the office"
Bloody basket!
Ordering me as if I am his servant!But I can't do anything right now.If I want to live here I need to do this.The entire day I was running from one place to another
Right now I was standing with his lunch tray while he was chatting with his girlfriendsOne of them was that blonde beauty who bullied me on my first day here.
"Poor girl, just look at her, I bet even beggers look better than her.
Don',t you feel disgusted when you look at yourself in the mirror?"Everyone was laughing while my grip on the tray tightened trying to bear with her.Eric had a wide smile on his face
He made me his servant so that he could humiliate me furtherHe wanted to show me my status .I stood silently in this crowd of unknown people.
Getting humiliated and made fun of .Just like every other girl dreamed of a fairytale,
I also wanted a knight in shining armour to come and save meI also wanted my prince charming.We all want it deep in our hearts even if we deny it.
But you know these false expectations hurt us the most in the end.
When we don't find one hand to help us.
But a hundred hands to push us down.When we don't find a person who holds us and says I love you.
But find hundreds who point fingers at us and say we hate you.When we unconditional love others and only get reprimanded in return.
When our hero turns villain .
Then it breaks our heart.
But remember expectation from others can hurt you
While expectation from yourself can make you love yourselfDon't find someone who will love you
First, love yourself so others can love youDon't look for a hero when you yourself can be your own saviour
I also wish right now that those hazel eyes look at me, those firm hands support me, that deep powerful voice speaks up for me and protect me from the harsh words of these people but I also know this is just a wishful thinking.
"Eric , couldn't you find a better servant ?I mean just look at her,she doesn't even deserve to serve royalty like you, if you say I can serve you in much better ways than her"
She says running her hands down his arm seductively.Disgusted, that's what I felt on seeing her.
How desperate can they be?
I hate girls like her who serve their self-respect on a platter to royals like him.Sure, I was bought up in poverty.
With pennies in my pockets and serving trays in my hands, but never ever have I degraded this low to gain the attention of someone or to get money.I always managed with the little I have.
The little I saved while working in a cafe nearby .And I would never steep so low no matter how worse my situation was.
I would never do such a thing to get someone's attention or money.
She had everything I didn't.
Riches, beauty, figure but she lacked one thing that every girl should have.Self-respect
"Kylie babe don't worry she is not serving me, I am just training her how to treat us with respect, her punishment will be served but not from my hands but by the hands of Xavier King himself."
Everyone around looked as shocked as I was .
Kylie asked Eric to clear all doubts and I gulped.
"Xavier Black as in THE XAVIER BLACK, is he coming here?"
"Yes ! He is joining tomorrow "
Girls started shouting like crazy.
But I was oblivious.My blood went cold on hearing this newsNo, he can't be here
No..No.My plans will be ruined with his arrivalXavier Black
Son of Alger Black.
With looks of a Greek god
But deeds as evil as the devil himself.He was known to kill without mercy.
Cries of pain thrilled him while cries of mercy irritated him.
He didn't trust anyone except himself.
He didn't love anyone except himself.He had no enemies as no one dared to get on his bad side.
He had no friends as no one dared to joke with himHe was the most powerful wolf who trained each day of his life to reach where he is today.
People adored him not for his position but for his strength .
He was a merciless beast .
With no heart
No emotions and
No mercy
Girls wished to be his mate but he ignored and hated them with passion.
Girls cried for his attention but he only used them like tissues to be dumped as waste.
He was the only person I was scared of.
He was more deadly and powerful than his father.My revenge plan was going smooth.
Till this news made it go wll haywire.Damn man!
This is bad.Xavier king was the only obstacle to my path.
Eric was staring at my scared face with a smirk on his lips.
He knew I was afraid of Xavier and he was enjoying this.He made his way towards me and whispered in my ear
"Your punishment has not even started yet, Xavier will teach you a lesson not to mess with his family especially his dear friend, he will break you into so many pieces that you will be a broken soul disliked by all!
Get ready cupcake because from tomorrow onwards each day of yours will resemble hell!"With this, he was gone leaving me afraid for the first time after so long.
Everyone around me was cheering on his arrival, whereas I was dreading the day I decided to disrespect Eric To get on the bad side of not only him but also my future Alpha king.
Now only time will tell.
Next day.....
Today there was a different atmosphere in the school.
Girls were dolling up with makeup, some were literally jumping with excitement, others were even pulling up their skirts waist to show off their long legs.Boys were gossiping about him, warning each other not to mess with him, to respect him.
Not only students but even teachers were excited about his arrival.
It looked like a king was arriving
Which was true as Xavier King was our future king.
Our first period started and I felt relaxed knowing that he hasn't arrived yet..
But this was very short-lived.
The next second Eric entered the room.
His next words made everyone to stand up on their feet in attention position,to greet."He is here!"
The teacher herself stood up and bowed down to him while he stood outside the door.
"Your majesty!! My greetings!! Please do enter "
Before he entered his aura gave away his presence.
It was a dangerous and powerful ,one which made everyone bow down their heads except me.I was preoccupied with something else.
I was trying to recognise this aura.I was sure I had felt it's dominance before.
But where?
I got my answer when he stepped in the classroom and my eyes linked with those hazel ones.
But this time his eyes had something else .
The eyes which earlier held admiration and love were now giving me a deadly look of hate and disgust.
I looked around to see that everyone bowed in respect for him while I was disrespecting him by staring at him.
My eyes looked down to show respect.
But it was too late already .Everyone was astounded to see me disrespect him so openlyIt was a mistake, I didn't intend to disrespect him but it just happenedI could feel his angry glare on me and right then I wished the ground could swallow me.
To make matters worse I heard Eric whispering something in his ear and I already knew what it was.
He just signed my death certificate by telling him that I even disrespected Eric before."Everyone please....take your seats."
I heard that beautiful voice speak with authority.
My trembling legs were going to sit down like everyone but his next words made me still
"Except you!"
I closed my eyes thinking that maybe he was telling someone else.
But when Eric called my name my worst fear came true.I lifted my eyes a bit to see him making his way towards me.
My hands were turning cold and heart was beating beyond its normal rate with each step he took towards me.
When he neared my table his voice made me jump up in fear.
"Move!"
He said in a low deadly voice making my face lose its colour.
I hurriedly stepped aside
He sat on my seat and with a swift movement of his arm threw all my belongings on the floor.
Without thinking I sat down to collect them.
I was picking up my pencil box when he placed his foot on my hand.I muffled a scream that escaped my lips.
He continued to apply pressure while I refused to make a sound.Everyone was looking at us but no one could do anything other than watch this show.
I didn't wanted to show him that I am weak by crying with pain and begging for forgiveness.
So I endured with it
This continued till involuntarily teardrops escaped my eyes and landed on his polished black boots.
There was no stop to them as they landed one by one.
He was the same man who held me so protectively that day.
The man who gave me hopeThe one who saved me.Then why was he behaving like this today?
Maybe he didn't identify me, how could he, he only saw my eyes that day.
When my pain got numb and I couldn't feel my hand anymore he lifted his foot.
I couldn't even move my fingers.
The pain was increasing with every muscle I moved."Learn to bow next time "
Was his simple warning but we all knew the depth of his threat
I lifted myself up and during the whole class, I was ordered to stand by his side with a swollen hand and teary eyes.
The class ended and everyone waited for his exit.
He stood to his full height towering over me.He left without even looking at me .
I thought he would leave me for today but little did I knew that our next meeting will make me lose the only thing I had valued more than anything till date.
My self-respect
Xavier Black's povFearThe only feeling I want everyone to have for me.You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain.This brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heartBut it dosen't matter to meTheir words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.I was not meant to be bornMy birth itself was a curse which made me loose my mother.She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise, we are just puppets in her hands.It's not that my father dosen't love me.No instead ,he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours I can't help but hate myself for his pain.Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that, because I also hate myself.But,Those be
"Xav she is defiant I am telling you!""Eric you saw her, she was so scared, I don't think she is capable of even speaking to me let alone defy me""Okay then lets provoke her to see ""Eric do whatever you want to, I am busy right now ""Okay! But please come to the canteen in the lunch time to see the show"I ignored him and continued my work.After completing my work I went towards the canteen to get something to eat.As I entered I saw a circle of students gathered around something rather someone.They saw me and cleared the way for me.What I saw was unexpectedEric was enraged with anger, his aura had a deadly vibe to it and his eyes were fixed on his target which was struggling to break free.Erics hand was squeezing her tender neck leaving huge red marks on it and breaking her air supplyShe was struggling under his grip,she was desperate for releaseAs desperate as a goldfish in
Ezra's povSeconds turned into minutesMinutes turned into hours.The visibility of the day was followed by the horrifying darkness of night.Everyone left hours ago not daring to help me by going against the Alpha kings son's order.My lips were getting cracks from dryness ,forcing me to moisten them with my tongue again and again.My arms which were tied behind me around the bark, were now numb with pain and rigidity.I closes my eyes to escape from this harsh reality .When a person gets caught in a hopeless scenario as mine one usually thinks of the happy memories one has,those smiling faces cross their minds ,those giggles enter their ears ,and memories of those who love him give him strength.But in my case those little happy times I had in my 17 years of life were eclipsed by the horrers I had faced .I was too young to remember those happy memories I spent with my family.I try to remember the
Xavier black's povI was doing my regular workoutSweat was dripping like water from my forehead as I did my push ups.999.10001001...My face was facing the mirror in front of me where I was watching my muscles flex with my every movement.I was angry and I had to release it one way or the other.That defiant girl was the reason.I slapped herDammit!!I slapped a girl!!How could I??A real man never raises his hand on a girl .I moved on to the punching box and continued to hit it with full force.My actions got controlled by my emotions and I hated it when I loose control.My knuckles were turning red but I did not care.I had to punish myself and this was nothingNext I heard Chris enter the room"Exercise at this time?Xav man are you alright??"I didn't paid heed to what he was sayingThat girls face kept coming in front of my eyes
The biggest fear a child has is of getting lost and loosing his parents.I experienced it at a very young age of 6 when my world collided with his.Flash backThe thunder was striking and the swords were clashing.Mama was holding me tightly in her arms shielding my eyes from the inhuman acts going on around me.Screams of pain around me were making me fear only one thing.DeathNot mine, no I didn't cared for myself as much as I cared for them.They were my life.And without them I was no oneThey were my mama and daddyAnd I feared their death."Ezra baby go with uncle Dan ,I will meet you in a few minutes at our favourites placeOkay?"She said looking into my blue eyesI refused to leave her still clinging onto her not releasing my grip"No mama!!!! Please take me with you!!!""Mama loves you sweety and I will never leave youI promise I will meet you there
I was not normal.I realised this till now.Those blue lights I saw around me eliminating from my body were far from normal.There was something about me which even I didn't know and this was scaring me .Am I ill?Am I even a wolf?Or Am I just a human?I was standing in front of the mirror staring at the thunder birth mark on my chest.Mom asked me to hide it from everyone but she never told me why?The mark I beared was never heard of before.No one was ever born with special marks .Then why was I?Was I a freak of nature?I looked at my face in the mirror to see blue eyes staring back at meBlue just like the clour of light that surrounded me in the forest that day .I closed my eyes remembering the dayMoon goddess what am I??Please tell me!!I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear someone else enter the room.Only when warm hands engulfed me fr
I walked around the forest butMy thigh could still not hold my weight for long timeDoctor asked me to not put pressure on my leg or else my wounds would re openI have decided my escape.I can't let things repeat themselvesI can't let him come closer to meMy plan is to kill his father , the present king and till he is in picture I can't do it.He won't let me do it.I came close to Eric just to enter the palace and kill the king and now when Xavier could bring me so close to the palace,to the king I just can't take my revenge.I need to leave and take my revenge as Ezra and not as Xavier's mate.Right now Xavier is busy with his meeting5 guards are guarding my roomI have tied the bedsheets together and tied them near the window.Slowly I descended and once I jumped from the tied bedsheets my body landed with a jerk sending sharp pain to my wounded thigh.I made my way out of his t
As the car came to a halt past memories resurfaced.Those giggles and laughsThose multiple rides on my fathers backThose warm cuddles and loving kisses my parents showered over me.Overwhelmed with past memories I placed my first step back in the place where my life started.A warm hand engulfed my cold ones.I looked up to see Xavier passing me a smile of assurance."Don't worry my dad may seem cold at first but he is good at heart,Just be yourself..okay?"I noddedAs we entered the ceremony hall at the centre stood the chair which belonged to the king.The same chair on which I used to sit with the crown of my barbie princess on my head and imagine my self as the real princess.The same chair on which my Dad used to sit with me on his lap .Now the chair was still the same with it's beatifull gold plated back with an intricate design and blood red cushioned seat but