Fear
The only feeling I want everyone to have for me.You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain.This brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.
Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heart
But it dosen't matter to meTheir words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.I was not meant to be born
My birth itself was a curse which made me loose my mother.She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise, we are just puppets in her hands.It's not that my father dosen't love me.
No instead ,he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours I can't help but hate myself for his pain.Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that, because I also hate myself.
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"Xav she is defiant I am telling you!""Eric you saw her, she was so scared, I don't think she is capable of even speaking to me let alone defy me""Okay then lets provoke her to see ""Eric do whatever you want to, I am busy right now ""Okay! But please come to the canteen in the lunch time to see the show"I ignored him and continued my work.After completing my work I went towards the canteen to get something to eat.As I entered I saw a circle of students gathered around something rather someone.They saw me and cleared the way for me.What I saw was unexpectedEric was enraged with anger, his aura had a deadly vibe to it and his eyes were fixed on his target which was struggling to break free.Erics hand was squeezing her tender neck leaving huge red marks on it and breaking her air supplyShe was struggling under his grip,she was desperate for releaseAs desperate as a goldfish in
Ezra's povSeconds turned into minutesMinutes turned into hours.The visibility of the day was followed by the horrifying darkness of night.Everyone left hours ago not daring to help me by going against the Alpha kings son's order.My lips were getting cracks from dryness ,forcing me to moisten them with my tongue again and again.My arms which were tied behind me around the bark, were now numb with pain and rigidity.I closes my eyes to escape from this harsh reality .When a person gets caught in a hopeless scenario as mine one usually thinks of the happy memories one has,those smiling faces cross their minds ,those giggles enter their ears ,and memories of those who love him give him strength.But in my case those little happy times I had in my 17 years of life were eclipsed by the horrers I had faced .I was too young to remember those happy memories I spent with my family.I try to remember the
Xavier black's povI was doing my regular workoutSweat was dripping like water from my forehead as I did my push ups.999.10001001...My face was facing the mirror in front of me where I was watching my muscles flex with my every movement.I was angry and I had to release it one way or the other.That defiant girl was the reason.I slapped herDammit!!I slapped a girl!!How could I??A real man never raises his hand on a girl .I moved on to the punching box and continued to hit it with full force.My actions got controlled by my emotions and I hated it when I loose control.My knuckles were turning red but I did not care.I had to punish myself and this was nothingNext I heard Chris enter the room"Exercise at this time?Xav man are you alright??"I didn't paid heed to what he was sayingThat girls face kept coming in front of my eyes
The biggest fear a child has is of getting lost and loosing his parents.I experienced it at a very young age of 6 when my world collided with his.Flash backThe thunder was striking and the swords were clashing.Mama was holding me tightly in her arms shielding my eyes from the inhuman acts going on around me.Screams of pain around me were making me fear only one thing.DeathNot mine, no I didn't cared for myself as much as I cared for them.They were my life.And without them I was no oneThey were my mama and daddyAnd I feared their death."Ezra baby go with uncle Dan ,I will meet you in a few minutes at our favourites placeOkay?"She said looking into my blue eyesI refused to leave her still clinging onto her not releasing my grip"No mama!!!! Please take me with you!!!""Mama loves you sweety and I will never leave youI promise I will meet you there
I was not normal.I realised this till now.Those blue lights I saw around me eliminating from my body were far from normal.There was something about me which even I didn't know and this was scaring me .Am I ill?Am I even a wolf?Or Am I just a human?I was standing in front of the mirror staring at the thunder birth mark on my chest.Mom asked me to hide it from everyone but she never told me why?The mark I beared was never heard of before.No one was ever born with special marks .Then why was I?Was I a freak of nature?I looked at my face in the mirror to see blue eyes staring back at meBlue just like the clour of light that surrounded me in the forest that day .I closed my eyes remembering the dayMoon goddess what am I??Please tell me!!I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear someone else enter the room.Only when warm hands engulfed me fr
I walked around the forest butMy thigh could still not hold my weight for long timeDoctor asked me to not put pressure on my leg or else my wounds would re openI have decided my escape.I can't let things repeat themselvesI can't let him come closer to meMy plan is to kill his father , the present king and till he is in picture I can't do it.He won't let me do it.I came close to Eric just to enter the palace and kill the king and now when Xavier could bring me so close to the palace,to the king I just can't take my revenge.I need to leave and take my revenge as Ezra and not as Xavier's mate.Right now Xavier is busy with his meeting5 guards are guarding my roomI have tied the bedsheets together and tied them near the window.Slowly I descended and once I jumped from the tied bedsheets my body landed with a jerk sending sharp pain to my wounded thigh.I made my way out of his t
As the car came to a halt past memories resurfaced.Those giggles and laughsThose multiple rides on my fathers backThose warm cuddles and loving kisses my parents showered over me.Overwhelmed with past memories I placed my first step back in the place where my life started.A warm hand engulfed my cold ones.I looked up to see Xavier passing me a smile of assurance."Don't worry my dad may seem cold at first but he is good at heart,Just be yourself..okay?"I noddedAs we entered the ceremony hall at the centre stood the chair which belonged to the king.The same chair on which I used to sit with the crown of my barbie princess on my head and imagine my self as the real princess.The same chair on which my Dad used to sit with me on his lap .Now the chair was still the same with it's beatifull gold plated back with an intricate design and blood red cushioned seat but
6 months laterI never knew what being loved felt like but now when he loves me like no one has ever loved me beforeI feel like I am trappedTrapped between my revenge and his loveI am not a good person and surely not a good mate but still he made all my flaws look beautifull.Right now his arms are encircling me in their safety as he is sound asleep but my eyes are fixed on the full moon .In these 6 months he showed the world what I meant to himHe treated me like a true princessAnd I will never forget what all he did for me.Those endless times he made me smile and those numerous times he stood behind me as a rock for my protectionHundreds of those against whom he stood to prove me being human didn't made me weakThe day he told his father to never say a word against me or else he will forget he is his fatherAnd especially that confession on the boardwalk under the shining starsThe nu