Chapter 5

Maybe I was wrong when I said I didn't know why my best friend Julie and my pal Rico broke up. Maybe that's why Rico is still enraged because I was the cause of their breakup. I had no idea Julie used Rico to get away from me. I had no idea Julie had developed feelings for me. I didn’t know that Julie used Rico to move on from me. I didn’t know that in the first place that Julie develop her feelings towards me.

And I realized why men and women can't be friends for lengthy periods of time: one may develop sentiments while the other is unaware.

Maybe I didn’t want to fight back or depend myself to them because I know I am the reason why they broke up. I am at fault for being too heartless for not feeling her, for not looking her the way she looks at me.

I'm not sure if I'm just stupid, naïve, an idiot, or a heartless because I don't want to say anything because my words ar