Chapter 8

As we grew older we became more mature to our feelings. We already know how to read between the lines. We think first and internalize the actions of other towards us and think for it for a long time. We became too cautious and too protective to ourselves.

As we grow old we guarded our hearts from people. We were no longer the young teens prioritizing love, begging love…mostly be easy on love. If a certain person shows any attention to me, I would leave right away.

But one thing I haven't learned in all these years is that I don't want to speak up or say what I want. I'd rather keep my mouth shut than say something hurtful to that person. Maybe that's why my ex-girlfriend found it so easy to used me and hurt me because she knows I won't hurt her no matter how badly she hurt me. That was also why she left so easily, because she knew I'd rather let her go than keep her with me, even though I knew