ANDREA.
I woke up late, and it was all Caspian's fault. He kept me awake all night.
I chuckled as I walked with a faster stride through the corridor of my dormitory.
It wasn't Caspian's fault, it was all mine. I couldn't help thinking about him, especially after the way we talked on the phone last night. By the time my mind was tired, it was almost dawn. I only got a couple of hours of sleep as a result, but I wasn't complaining. It wasn't every night that I got to hear his voice. In fact, it was only last night that I got to talk with him, so let me enjoy the moment while it lasts.
Because it wasn't going to last long.
"Andrea!" I heard a voice calling after me.
I spun around and saw Celeste approaching, a big smile on her face as she batted her eyelashes at me.
Celeste worked as the receptionist in my dormitory, and since I didn't really hit it off with humans my age, I tried making friends with humans who were older than me. And Celeste was one of them.
"Good morning, Celeste! I would really love to chat with you, but I'm running late." I was shifting on my feet, ready to dash off but she wasn't letting me go.
"I know that! Because I've been waiting here for you to pass by since thirty minutes ago."
"Why? Did I do something wrong?" My mind flew to the girl last night, did she tell the headmistress of the dormitory that I was on the phone too long?
"You and your pessimistic mind. Of course, there's nothing wrong! But lover boy is here!" She pointed at the small waiting room on the other side of the reception hall, her brows wiggling so that I couldn't stop my eyes from rolling.
There was only one lover boy that got Celeste all hyped up. Riley.
I let out a deep breath and looked at her, "I'll be late then for my first class. Would you mind making an excuse letter for me? Anything to save my ass. I want to graduate next week. Please."
"Anything for you, my dear! Now go! And don't keep the hot guy waiting! Or his eyes might falter and land on me!" She giggled and made her way back to her desk as I let out another sigh before heading to where Riley was while clutching my bag tightly.
How I wish Riley's eyes would wander somewhere else, anywhere but on mine.
Riley opened the door even before I could make my presence known. He must have been watching from the glass wall.
Riley could make any girl turn her head at him just by merely standing, and I wondered why he was wasting his time on me. He was good-looking, sporting long, sandy brown hair, a perfect chiseled nose and jaw, and a body everyone would die to touch. Except me.
There must be something wrong with me.
"Hi!" I smiled weakly and sat on the single couch inside the room. "What are you doing here?"
"Just thought of visiting my Luna."
"Riley, please."
"It's bound to happen, Andrea. Why are you trying to avoid it?"
"Not until I'm 18. So please don't pressure me. At least, let me have a choice while I still can."
"Fine. So about your Graduation Ball..."
"Caspian is coming with me?"
"Why?" It didn't slip my eyes when a scowl formed on his face.
"He's my guardian," I replied nonchalantly although my heart was beating faster.
"I don't think your classmates will bring their father or uncle to the Ball."
"I don't understand why I needed to explain it to you."
"I'm your future Alpha, Andrea."
"You said it yourself. Future Alpha. Not yet. I still get to decide for myself. So, please... " I let out another sigh. "I need to go now. I'm late for my class."
"Don't let Caspian touch you, Andrea. I swear if he ever lay a finger..."
"Shut up, Riley! Caspian isn't like that. And besides, he never thought of me that way. I'm just simply a sister to him or worse a burden."
"And you, Andrea? What is he to you?" He was gritting his teeth. He knew the answer and I wondered why he kept asking the same question over and over.
"I guess the answer doesn't matter at all. It will never change anything. I'll go to my class now." I stood up, clutching my bag as I made my way towards the door.
"I'll see you then, at your Graduation."
"No! You're not coming on my graduation!" I spun around abruptly, my eyes glaring at him.
"And why?" His brows furrowed, lips pursing into a thin line.
"Because I said so."
"And how the fuck would I know what happened to you after graduation? How would I contact you? Besides, I told you, you could come home with me."
"I have a pack, Riley. I will go home to that pack. And besides, I don't think Caspian will ban you from going to or calling to his pack. You can visit me there!"
"Andrea... Please don't make it hard for me."
"And me? Do you think this is easy for me? You're leaving me with no choice!" I snarled at him before walking out of the visitor's room.
All these years, I tried my hardest to be nice and respectful to Riley, but the closer to my eighteenth birthday, the more difficult it became to control my outburst.
There was nothing wrong with Riley.
Through the years, he had never shown me anything but understanding and respect. He agreed with the boundaries I set for us, even if he was not okay with them.
And I tried to hold on to that because it was the only thing left to me - to make a decision for myself until I turned 18.
After that, I would no longer be me. I would be owned by someone I never wanted to be with.
My family used to belong to the Silver Moon Pack under Alpha Melvin, Riley's father.
My father was an ordinary warrior and was mated to my mother, an Omega of the pack.
After my mother died, my father did everything he could so he could transfer to another pack. And he has chosen Caspian's pack. Caspian's father, Alpha Gustav, was the Alpha for the Blue Meadows Pack at the time.
My father and Alpha Gustav became life-long friends, so it didn't puzzle me when he chose to transfer to his pack.
But it was only when it was time for us to leave Riley's pack that the real reason unfolded why he wanted us to move away.
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FLASHBACK
Andrea - 14 years
ANDREA.
"Hurry up, sweetheart. Alpha Gustav's men are already waiting by the border. And you will get to see Alia every day." My father's voice was happy, and it made me glad as well.
He hasn't been the same since my mother died. And I fully understand him. I was lost without her too, and we were just trying to get by and survive without her.
I smiled as I picked up all the bags that I was supposed to carry and glanced up at the living room I grew up in. I would miss everything about this place, especially since it was the only place I had memories of my mother, and now I would be letting it go completely.
But I was happy to move away.
I never really felt that I belonged in this pack. I never had friends here. Girls my age were ignoring me all the time, or worse, throwing insults my way when there was no one around us. It was only because Riley, the Alpha's son, was vocal about his feelings for me, and it was riling up the other girls who were crushing on him.
Not that I cared. I never liked Riley that way.
My eyes were set on only one boy, the next Alpha of the Blue Meadows Pack, Caspian. And it was the reason I was happy to go away from here and move to Caspian's pack.
"I see you're ready to go." A booming voice snapped me out of my thoughts as my head spun towards the door. I saw my father freeze in his spot before he bowed his head in respect to the man by the door.
"Alpha," My father's voice was shaking, and it baffled me.
Why was he afraid of the Alpha? He always seemed to be a nice man to me.
Alpha Melvin nodded at my father in acknowledgment before his eyes drifted to mine. I smiled at him and bowed down, to which he returned with a warm smile.
"I want a word with you," The Alpha's attention was back on my father, and my father just nodded before he turned around and ordered me to go to my room.
Without any words, I walked towards my room and closed it, but I didn't close it enough so I could hear their conversation. I wanted to know why my father sounded scared of the Alpha.
"You know, leaving my pack doesn't mean you can undo what is bound to happen."
"Alpha, please. I would do everything and just let it slide. I was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing."
"What's done is done. Once she turns 18, I want her back in my territory. And make sure she's untouched."
"Alpha, please. We could destroy the blood pact with another blood pact. I will offer my life in exchange for Andrea."
"You're free to go. Your service is no longer needed here." The Alpha's voice was cold as he turned around and left without any more words.
My father was still frozen in his spot, and as much as I tried to understand their conversation, I was still lost.
Were they talking about me? What would happen once I turned 18?
"Papa..." I called for my father, my voice breaking as tears fell down from my eyes.
My father was crying, and it was breaking my heart.
"I'm sorry, I failed you. I'm sorry." Papa mumbled under his breath as he clutched his hands on his chest, his body dropping to his knees.
"I don't understand, Papa. Did you sell me to the Alpha?"
My father shook his head, and I let out a sigh of relief, only to be crushed more.
"I entered a blood pact, Andrea. I committed you to Riley once you turn eighteen as his Chosen Mate."
My whole body shook as his words sank in. No! No! Not Riley! Please!
"I'm sorry. I was too drunk. I didn't know what I did. I'm sorry..."
I didn't hear the rest of his words as my body hit the ground and, soon enough, darkness took over.
END OF FLASHBACK
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CASPIAN. I combed my sandy blonde hair with my hand before I smoothed the shirt I was wearing and got out of my car. I went directly to the back seat door and picked up the bouquet of flowers I bought for Andrea. Today is her graduation day, and I was on my way to attend the ceremony. And then, later tonight, I would be accompanying her to her graduation ball. I couldn't conceal the happiness radiating within me at the thought of seeing her. Although she didn't call back like she said she would, I was still in high spirits. That one conversation with her was enough to build my confidence back. I would do everything to woo her and make her my Luna. I opened my mindlink as I made my way to the school auditorium. I wanted to see her before the ceremony started. 'Andrea? Are you around? I'm on my way to the auditorium.' I sent her a mindlink and I could sense her mind was open. But she didn't reply. It might be that she was busy or that she was talking with someone. Mindlinking so
ANDREA.I couldn't keep still in my seat throughout the ceremony. I could feel my neck burning and I knew it must be Caspian staring at me.When I told him to pay attention to me, I didn't mean keeping his eyes glued to my back for the whole ceremony. But I wouldn't deny that the thought of him staring directly at me was making me giddy.I should be scared right now, right? Because it's a creepy act to keep staring at someone, but it was far from what I was feeling.I wanted his eyes on me.When I saw Miss Shannon talking with him earlier, I was beyond furious. Jealousy was eating up my senses. She was well known throughout the campus for opening her legs to good-looking men who wanted to get into her pants. And Caspian is definitely good-looking.My blood was boiling from the way she was staring at Caspian. She was making her move, and I wasn't sure if Caspian found her attractive, because even if I didn't like her, I woul
ANDREA. I was rushing Miranda and Kate because I wanted to go to the ball on time, but they were still not done with their preparation. In the end, we arrived late. The party had already started, and most of our batchmates were already eating and dancing. My eyes wandered around the big ballroom, searching for one person. My Alpha. I knew I could easily mindlink him if he was here, but a part of me wanted to see if he kept his promise not to pay attention to anyone but me. And then I saw him. Alone, not minding the crowd around him, hewas already looking at me as if I was the only person in the room. My heart dropped, and I guess my underwear too, at the sight of him. Caspian was wearing a light blue shirt under his suit. It almost matched the color of my gown, and it did nothing to hide the bulkiness of his chest. He looked perfect! His hair was perfectly brushed up and he shaved his face, making him look way y
ANDREA. I didn't know what took over me. My heart was thudding loudly when Caspian told me that Miss Shannon was on her way to us. I was jealous and frantic. All I knew was that I wanted her away from Caspian. And even though I knew that Caspian might scold me later, I took the risk. And I was glad I did. The moment his lips touched mine, the world stopped. I forgot why I was doing this. All I could feel was his soft lips brushing against mine. Caspian didn't move his lips, he wasn't kissing me back, and my confidence was already slipping away, but I knew I wanted this. We might not end up together, but what do I have to lose now when I didn't have anything to begin with? He couldn't be mine, but I didn't want him with Shannon or any other female. So I kept kissing him, parting my lips as I sucked gently on his, enjoying the taste of his warm and soft lips. I was about to back away when I felt his ha
CASPIAN. I opened the door and let her into the room. Her eyes scanned the whole room, and I didn't miss the way she swallowed as her eyes fell on the big bed on the other side of the room. She was still stuck in her place when I approached her. My hand landed on her back again, pushing her gently forward. "What's wrong?" I asked. She shook her head and walked towards the table where the wine and a box of chocolates were sitting. "Are these yours? Can I?" She took a chocolate truffle from the box and wiggled it at me. "You can eat those. They're complimentary wine and chocolates from the hotel." "You don't need to pay anything if I drink this wine?" I chuckled at her innocent question as she picked up the wine bottle and looked at it. She was worried about money all the time. But I couldn't blame her. She didn't have the same privileges Alia and I had growing up. "No, it's free." I grabbed it from her hand and set it back on th
CASPIAN. I ran as soon as I was out of the hotel. I ran without direction, without knowing where I was headed to. I just kept running until I found myself in a secluded park. It was already past midnight and the place was almost free of humans, except for one couple cuddling up on a bench under the starless night. I guess the heavens were mourning with me. No stars were out tonight, and the moon was hidden behind the clouds. I took a seat on a nearby bench and let the night air calm my broken heart. It was cold. The temperature was low tonight, just by the look of light frost on the leaves of the bushes beside the bench. But it doesn't bother me. My heart was cold enough to feel anything at all. My wolf, Zion, faded into obscurity in the back of my mind the moment I walked out of the hotel room. I wasn't sure if he didn't care or if he was hurt. He was giving me no hints, but if I based it on his reaction when Andrea told me that Riley would c
ANDREA. After Caspian left, I stayed in the same position in the middle of the bed, hugging my knees. I was hoping he would come back soon. But he didn't. Why did I have to ruin everything tonight? We were in a good place but then I couldn't keep my stupid mouth from talking. I wanted to tell him about Riley blackmailing me, about the blood pact from our parents so he could claim me, but the words got caught in my throat when he started growling. I got scared. I didn't know what I was scared of. I was sure I wasn't scared of Caspian. Maybe I was scared that if he felt something for me too, we would both get heartbroken. And he was the last person I wanted to hurt. As Riley told me, there was no way out of this pact. I was stuck being his forever. There was no possible way I could have Caspian for myself. I didn't have the energy anymore. I just wanted the floor to eat me up. I kept checking the window to see if he was s
CASPIAN. Her arousal was swirling around me, andI was slowly losing all my control. I wanted to satisfy the hunger I felt for her all these years as I devoured her lips. I wanted all of her. I wanted her to be mine. And then she started moving her hips, grinding herself against my throbbing erection. I couldn't suppress the growl from forming in my throat before I grabbed her ass, squeezing them harder while pressing her covered pussy into my thickening dick while I continued to feast on her neck, sucking, lapping, and biting her soft skin. When holding and squeezing her ass wasn't enough anymore, I ripped my boxers off of her, leaving her naked and my cock pointed directly at her pussy. I wanted to just plunge it in, but I held on to the little sanity that was left to me. I tried to breathe slowly as I rested my forehead on hers. "I want to fuck you, Andrea..." My voice was hoarse, almost pleading. I was desperate. I wanted to f