Clementine
When I entered the house, I went straight down the hallway and into the tiny bathroom for a shower. I needed to wash the sweat off me and the disgusting, skin-crawling sensation of what almost happened.
What kind of person threatens sexual violence against another? And what kind of person just stands by and watches? No, not only watches, but eggs it on. What the hell was wrong with those people?
Then there was the wolf. I had never seen a wolf before. I grew up in central Vancouver, and wolves didn’t tend to come into the city. In fact, I was probably one of the only Canadians who could say that the largest and scariest animal they had ever seen had been a deer. The only other animals I had interacted with had been squirrels and chipmunks. I even avoided my friend’s cats and dogs thanks to allergies. And one time, when there was a bear on campus, I walked the opposite way than the crowd. I had an adverse fear reaction to anything that could eat me.
Seeing that wolf had thrilled me as much as it had terrified me. It was a huge culture shock, and a reality check. I wasn’t in the city anymore. I’d seen a wolf! A real-life wolf who jumped out of the thicket to save me.
No! Don’t be stupid, Clem. Wolves don’t act like that. We probably stumbled onto its territory, and it was giving us a warning or something.
It had all been very bizarre.I scrubbed myself with fragrance-free hypoallergenic soap and rinsed myself off before stepping out of the shower, wrapping myself in a towel. I picked up my dirty clothes and walked into my bedroom, quickly moisturised, then dressed in a fresh pair of denim shorts, a white camisole, and a cream-coloured lace cardigan. I studied myself in the mirror. My hair was still in its perfect braid, and my eyes seemed to pop vividly behind my glasses. I took my mother’s medallion necklace from the dirty clothes pile and returned it to my neck.
After disposing of my dirty laundry in the hamper, I went in search for something to drink.
“Vinny get off to school, okay?” Dad asked as I entered the clean kitchen.
Surprisingly, all the boxes had been unpacked, dismantled, and stacked neatly by the mudroom door. Dad was up on a ladder repairing the kitchen light fixture.
I gently moved around his ladder and toolbox, making my way toward the fridge to get a cold glass of much-needed water.
“School? I thought you told me to drop him off at a biker bar. When I left, he was getting a skull and crossbones tattoo on his back. Those bikers seemed like such nice guys! They weren’t even going to charge him.” I smirked.
Dad shook his head and threw me a grin that twinkled in his eyes.
“Speaking of bars. How did you get on at the bar and grill place?” he asked.
I placed the cold glass against my cheek, trying to get some relief from the blistering heat.
“I never got there. I got lost.”
“You got lost,” my father repeated slowly. “In Blackfern Valley?”
“Dad, there are barely any street signs, house numbers, or navigational tools around here. It’s like they want people to get lost.” I gave him a small smile and watched him as he fiddled with an exposed wire.
“But you obviously found your way back, okay.”
I nodded, then reluctantly told him the next part. “Yeah. I ran into a little bit of trouble though.”
“What kind of trouble?” His voice sounded deeper than usual.
I looked into his green eyes encased with silver and instantly regretted saying anything. He didn’t need the added stress. “Nothing really. Some guy gave me a hard time.”
“What guy?”
“I don’t know, Dad, some idiot and his Barbie girlfriends,” I said exasperatedly.
Not only did I not want to give my dad the added stress of knowing someone had bullied me, but I also didn’t want to tell my dad what had almost happened. My mom was the one I could talk to about personal stuff. My dad was a little more challenging to have those conversations with. It’s not that he didn’t try. He just wasn’t Mom.
“What happened, Clemmy?” he asked again, climbing down from the ladder.
“Nothing, Dad.” He stared at me and waited. “Honestly.” I started to twitch under his scrutiny. “Okay, fine! I think the guy was about to attack me, and his two bimbo friends were egging him on. I think they were going to let him…” I shivered at the thought. “Anyway, this big fucking wolf scared him off. It was enormous. I didn’t know wolves could get that big. I thought it was going to eat me, Dad. But it disappeared back into the bush straight after it scared off this Lincoln guy.”
My father was furious.
I thought he would start asking questions about the wolf. Surely the fact that his daughter was next to a dangerous wild animal would bring out a red-riding-hood style lecture, but he didn’t seem to give it another thought. Instead, he seemed more worried about the guy who had almost attacked me.
“Lincoln. As in Lincoln James?”
“How would I know?”
“That guy is trouble. Stay away from him.” His voice reverberated against the kitchen walls, and I could feel the anger rolling off him in waves.
“Trust me, Dad, I don’t plan on going anywhere near him.”
Dad closed his eyes and started to take deep breaths through his mouth. My father wasn’t a violent man, but he appeared to be trying hard to keep his anger in check.
I knew he didn’t need this extra stress.
When he opened his eyes, he suddenly pulled me into a fierce hug. If he squeezed any tighter, bones would start snapping. I felt him sniff at my hair. He pulled back, gave me a bizarre look, and then sniffed again.
“What? Do I need to wash my hair?” I took the braid and brought it up to my nose to take a whiff. It smelt fine to me, with subtle tones of shampoo which indicated that it had been a day or two since it had last been washed.
“No, not at all.” He shook his head and looked like he wanted to say more, then changed his mind. “It’s nothing. Don’t worry, Clem.” He avoided looking at me and started digging around in his toolkit, deep in thought.
“Okay. I’m going to head back out and explore and maybe find that bar.”
Dad dropped his tools again. “I can finish this later. You and I can go out and explore together. Maybe head down to the university. It’s about an hour’s drive from here.”
“Dad!” I put as much warning into my voice as I could.
“Look, we can pop by the bar and get you a job application too.” He placed his palms up in a peace-keeping gesture.
“I’m pretty sure I can do that myself,” I scoffed.
“If you can find it,” he retorted.
I responded by flipping him the bird, but I knew this wasn’t about my lack of coordination here. This was still about Lincoln.
“Dad, I’ll be fine. If I start going out with my father as a chaperone, that Lincoln guy wins.”
***
I walked into Lupus’ Bar and Grill and flicked my braid over my shoulder.
“Can I help you?” I spotted a tall and willowy brunette. Her hair was in romantic curls, and her makeup was immaculately shaded and highlighted. She was wearing a black top with an outline of a wolf on her left breast and a name badge on her right breast. April. A bottle green apron was pinned around her tiny waist, which made her look almost naked from the waist down, but I could make out the outline of denim cut-offs poking out from underneath the hem of the apron. She had the longest brown legs I had ever seen.
I put on my best customer-service smile and tried to ignore the inferiority complex threatening to make an appearance. “Hi, April! I’m here for a job application. Is the manager in?”
She gave me a once over, and I felt dread solidify in my stomach. Her perfect little nostrils twitched, and she wrinkled her nose. “You…want to work…here?”
“Um. Yes?”
“There are no jobs available,” she snipped.
“Oh, but I saw a sign in the window–”
“Yeah, okay, so there is a job opening.” She rolled her eyes. “I’m just trying to save you the rejection.”
I bristled. “How do you know I will be rejected?”
“People like you always are.”
“People like me?” Something inside me shifted. “You know what, April, you’re probably right. But unless you’re the manager, I don’t actually give a fuck about your ideals or opinions. So how about you stop being rude to your clientele and fetch the manager.” Please, please don’t let her be the manager.
April glared at me and then spun on the heel of her sneakers, and I watched as she pressed her French tips into her palms. I scanned the room’s tasteful decor and wasn’t surprised that there were very few patrons. It was two o’clock, so the lunch rush was likely done, and the after-work drinks and dinner rush would not start until at least five.
A middle-aged woman with short, cropped blonde hair and hazel eyes approached me. “Hi, my name is Tina. April said that you were looking for a job?”
“Hi. I’m Clementine. And yes, I just moved here and am looking to find work.”
Tina took a deep breath through her nose and looked at me curiously. “I see. Do you have experience?”
“I used to bartend at the university bar back in Vancouver.”
“Oh, yeah? Well, this job will be both bartending and serving food from our kitchen.”
“Yes. There was a little bit of waitressing at the university bar too.”
“I see.” She looked me over again. “The truth is, Clementine, I don’t want any trouble. And with you here, I know it’s going to cause just that.”
“Why would she cause you trouble?” a smooth voice asked.
I spun around slowly and found the guy I had bumped into outside Vinny’s school.
What’s his name again?
“Liam!” Tina said, taking half a step back and lowering her eyes slightly.
“Tina.” He nodded. “Why would hiring Clementine cause you trouble?”
The woman looked at me, then back at him, then back at me again. Her eyes flashed to him, and a vacant expression washed over her face. After a few strange but quiet moments, she looked at me and sighed. “What size are you, honey?”
My brows furrowed in confusion. “Usually an eight or a ten,” I offered quietly, “why?”
“Well, I don’t have any female uniforms in that size.” She gave me a look over again. “All of my girls are a lot smaller.” I felt my hackles rise. I had no idea how to respond to that. “Maybe you will fit one of our men’s shirts?” She looked at me and nodded. “Wait here. I’ll go grab you a few samples.”
Tina disappeared, and I got my first decent look at Liam. I was so embarrassed this morning that I rushed away as fast as possible, hoping I would never see him again. But now that he stood before me, I was glad hope hadn’t come to fruition.
He was at least six feet tall, with a sculpted body that could have been made from marble. His eyes were a warm mocha, and his hair was cropped short at the back and sides. The hair on top of his head was longer and a caramel brown in colour. It looked like it had natural tones of dark blond mixed in, but it could have been a trick of the light. His jaw was strong, chiselled, and covered in a well-groomed scruff, which emphasized his elegantly straight nose, full lips, and perfect cupid’s bow.
Wow!
“If you’re going to keep staring at me like that, you could at least buy me a drink,” Liam commented.
I felt my face grow hot. He smiled at me, flashing his perfect white teeth. This man didn’t have one flaw. He was beautiful. He was perfect. And he was still waiting for an answer. My mouth went dry.
Crap!
Liam I could hear her heart pounding in her chest as she opened and closed those soft-looking plump lips, trying to figure out something to say. “Come on,” I said with a flick of my head. I led her toward a booth and threw two fingers up to Ryan, my best friend, and the bartender on duty. He nodded at me and started pulling a beer from the tap. Clementine shuffled her feet as she sat down. “Nervous?” I asked her. Her shuffling instantly stopped, and she glared at me. “No,” she lied. It would have been flawless if I couldn’t hear her heartbeat giving her away. Ryan came over with the drinks himself. “I wasn’t going to trust April not to spit in it.” he mind-linked me. I nodded my gratitude and slid a beer across to Clementine. She stared at it like it was an alien entity. “Not a beer drinker?” I asked. She picked up the glass and took a sip. A small amount of head lingered on her upper lip. “I was just curious as to what the catch was,” she said as she licked the remaining foam
Clementine I raced out of that bar as fast as my feet could carry me. My hand was still tingling with a strange sensation, like hundreds of little water droplets were running over its surface. Liam must have some weird static electricity thing going on. It was the only thing that made sense. I had lost myself in the warm brown hue of his eyes and the gentle caress of his voice, but most of all, I had lost myself in his kindness. Guys who had god-like features like Liam were rarely nice. I was beginning to find myself laughing at his dry humour and wit. I felt comfortable. And then I looked around the bar and noticed three things: The first was that there was not one ounce of fat on any of the people in the bar. Every single person was slim and gorgeous. The women all looked athletically fit and like they should be on the runway for Victoria’s Secret. The men all had bulging muscles, their arms corded and their abs hard. There must have been a gym around here that everyone went to be
Liam I woke in my bed. The sun was glittering through the crack in the curtains and streaming right into my face. I groaned and tried to cover it with my pillow. “Good morning.” The voice startled me out of my sleep delirium. I sat up and saw a mane of red hair, long bronzed legs and a black t-shirt barely covering her ass—my black t-shirt. “Morning, Cassie,” I murmured. She bounced back from the ensuite doorway and rejoined me on the bed. Leaning in slowly, she brushed her lips against mine. Her cinnamon and vanilla scent wafted around me, and I felt Lucian rumble happily. I smiled as she pulled away from the kiss. After Clementine left the bar and grill last night, Cassie managed to be a beautiful distraction, and I soon was laughing and partying with her. After a few rounds of pool and plenty of alcohol, we managed to tumble back into my bed in the early morning hours. “What are your plans for today, Alpha?” she asked. Lucian puffed himself up proudly. “I am not alpha,” I gen
Clementine Crash. Bang. Slam. The sound of a loud, angry voice rang out. More crashing, more banging. I rolled over in bed and looked up at the ceiling. I knew I had to get up and deal with this—go play referee. I hated playing the arbitrator. I rolled out of bed with a groan, shoved my glasses on my face, and padded out of the room. I walked down the hallway to find my brother in the kitchen, slamming cupboards. My father was nowhere in sight. “What the hell is going on?” I snarled. “What do you mean?” Vinny asked. “I heard you yelling at Dad.” “I wasn’t yelling.” He looked at me curiously. The silver flecks had gone from his eyes, but his green eyes were red and glassy once again. “Yeah, you were. You woke me up.” “I didn’t mean to wake you, Clem.” “So you weren’t just calling him an asshole and still ranting about the fact that Murdoch deserved it?” I asked. Vinny looked at me curiously. “Well, yeah, I did. But I was talking to myself, Clem. Dad isn’t even here.” “What?”
Clementine I walked into the salon feeling a little nervous. A kind woman with blue-grey eyes smiled at me. “Hi, I was wondering if I could book an appointment to cut my hair,” I rushed out. I felt the tears in the back of my eyes, and my lip started to wobble. “Hi, honey! Of course, you can. I have time now if you want?” “Oh yes! Please!” “My name is Steph.” She offered her hand for me to shake. I reached out and shook her hand. “Clementine. Clem.” I studied Steph, who was middle-aged and reminded me so much of my mother. She had the same wheat-coloured hair and a short stature with a petite figure. Steph led me to a chair and wrapped a black smock around my neck before running her fingers through my hair. “What would you like done?” “Just shorten it. It usually sits around my shoulders, but my mom got sick, and I got distracted.” “Oh, honey! I’m so sorry.” She reached around and gave me a quick hug, her eyes tearing up ever so slightly before she continued to run her finge
LiamRyan moved just before my fist connected with his face. Dirt and dust kicked up where his feet bounced off the ground. “What the hell, dude?” he growled as he dodged. Lucian didn’t care. He was out for blood. “Lucian, stop!” I commanded. He wasn’t going to. I had no control: left punch, right punch, front kick. Ryan was blocking as Lucian charged forward in my body. “Lucian!” I shouted, wrestling to regain control. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” “Liam! Get control of your wolf,” Ryan snarled as he defended himself. I pushed Lucian back with all my might, just long enough to grit out three words. “Knock. Me. Out.” “You can’t be serious?” Ryan’s arms tried to encase mine, but getting a good hold was proving impossible. Lucian was frothing at the mouth, trying to come forward. “Now,” was the last word I managed to grit out before Lucian took over again. Ryan looked perplexed as he kept defending Lucian’s advances. Suddenly, Ryan’s eyes blazed, and his fingernails changed
Liam Ryan and I nabbed a booth around lunchtime and ordered a couple of burgers with a side of Gary’s infamous poutine. As soon as the beers flowed, we laughed and joked, and it was as if the fight at the training grounds never happened. Ryan’s sister Sophie came in with a bunch of textbooks and one of her friends, Stacey. It was apparent they had come in to study together, but when Sophie noticed us sitting there, that plan hit a roadblock, and Sophie and Stacey joined us. The textbooks were pushed to the side and forgotten as the beer flowed. Sophie was cute. She had light brown hair that waved into the middle of her back, blue eyes, and the warmest smile you’d ever seen. The light smattering of cinnamon-coloured freckles on her nose and over her shoulders popped against her suntanned skin under her white shoe-string camisole. She looked me over with those big blue doe-like eyes, but even I wasn’t enough of a jerk to break the bro-code, no matter how hot Sophie was. Stacey on the o
Clementine “Okay. Sure. Sounds fun.” My heart thumped in my chest. Did I just agree to go to a party? I had never really been to a party before. Shit. Why did I say this sounded like fun? It sounded like the complete opposite to be honest. I looked at the four different sets of eyes staring back at me. Grey, blue, hazel and finally, the warmest shade of brown I had ever encountered. Liam flashed me an excited smile, and I felt my lips form a grin and my face warmed. His smile was contagious. He was contagious. “Okay, give me your number,” Liam said, pulling out his phone. I shook myself out of my daze, and my already warm cheeks now felt like a furnace. “S-sorry?” I stammered. “Your phone number, so I can contact you. About the party.” “Oh, right.” I nodded and wiped my hands on my apron before I picked up his phone and entered my digits. I fumbled the number twice before I entered it correctly, saved it, then handed the device back to him. Our fingers touched briefly, and that