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My Little Kitten The dinner party
We have been exclusively dating now for about a month, and I wanted to do something special for Keegan. So I laid rose petals all the way from the door to the bedroom, I made small little snacks for dinner and lit candles everywhere. I even dressed up for the occasion, I wore a sexy red number with a garterbelt. I skipped makeup and wore my hair lose. But when he got home, he didn't notice all of this at first. Since Richard came home with him, and I heard their argument. It was about him refusing to date anyone else, how he was inlove and would not be forced into anything he did not want to do. This was about the time I stood there akwardly trying my best to cover up. But even if I tried to sneak out they would see me, it was a useless plan. So where were I suppose to go, they both turned my way and froze in an instant. I could feel my cheeks heat up to a thousand degrees as Keegan smile started to widen. Hell I loved it when he smiled, he had this trimmed beard thing going on that j
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Keegan’s P.O.VEverything around me froze when I heard that gunshot, I swear as if everything went in slow motion. The guys started running as past me, screaming her name as they started pulling their guns. Except for me, fear gripped me. And where adrenaline would normally spike nothing did. Time stood still, until Kade grabbed me “she needs you, she needs us. Concentrate on her” And then it all knocked me in the gut and I started up. Like no one’s business, I ran and saw the body first. It wasn’t hers though it was a man, then I saw her. She didn’t have any blood on her she was safe, but then I turned. And saw the person who pulled the trigger. “You have to go, get out of here.” She turned and looked at me with tears in her eyes. “No, I know exactly what I did.” But Catalya spoke up,” give it to me, I was kidnapped. It was self-defense I would love to see them prove otherwise.” But she didn’t want to leave so Catalya stepped forward and whispered something to her, that made her hand
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