Confusion

Emily P.O.V

Things were going great with me and Bryan, he couldn’t see each other every single day like I would’ve liked but overall every time we did see each other we were making out like teenagers. It’s just every time my mind would start to wander towards Caleb, I hated the idea it felt like I was being unfaithful. Me and Alexa met up for lunch and even though she isn’t the best friend I would love to share this with I knew she would never judge me. We sat looking at one another and I have to admit motherhood fitted her well. “So why do I get the honor of being the only one invited to lunch?” I sighed fuck how do I even start this “Okay so, I cannot discuss this with Cat, I mean she is our best friend but she is also black or white no in between and she is always the right way and all, and somehow I feel like I am betraying her in the process.” Alexa placed her order just like me and she started smiling “you know she’s the last person on earth that’s judgmental to right?” Aren’t