Letting go

  Emily’s Pov

“You know, it’s okay to feel you don’t have to hide what happened.” I try to ease the pain that he’s trying to hide behind the tough man he was raised to be. He looked down and kept his eyes focus on my lap while I’m still sitting on his lap.

  

  “I don’t want to lose focus when I’m high on emotions. I never learned how to show or even let it in.”

  

  “Then let me teach you the same way you’re teaching me to fight. Let me show you how to feel.” My hands are hooked around his neck and his hands are around my body. I can feel how ye shiver, trying to hold back what is dying to let out, but he’s too afraid to feel anything.

  

  “How did you feel when your sister overdosed?” he snap his head with anger and removed me from his lap.

  

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