Chapter fifty-four ( Behind closed doors)

Nengi's Pov:

Pacing around my room in total disbelief with a glass of wine in my hands, trying to wrap what happened between me and Nicholas around my head. It still baffles me how he thrust roughly into me without caring if I am hurt or not, his sudden behavior still has me at the edge. He hasn't sex me like that before, I could have enjoyed the sex but each moment that I tried he move roughly and painfully inside me, the pain was more than the pleasure though he came rushing the next day. Apologizing and all that but once I asked him about the reason behind his sudden change of mood he stilted and refused to open up to me which still seemed strange. Nicholas opens up to me no matter how small the problem is, he never resists telling me but now I couldn't say the same.

I know that something might have triggered him to pour out his frustration and pain on the sex, I can easily read someone's expression and I can see very well that he was pained and frustrated. My pain is that this wh