Chapter Four.***~~***Dylon has made quite terrible choices in his lifetime but none as bad as the one he made three days ago. Of course, he didn't feel the pain from the forks but it had ended him in a hospital which frightened his family, especially his sister who has been emotionally blackmailing him ever since. She's told him countless times how he hated her and he was left with trying to prove her wrong. He loves his family so much but he just couldn't help these unexplainable sick feelings he constantly gets from the inside. Neither can he figure out from whence they emerged, to begin with. He had returned home from the hospital and skipped school for two days which added to the magnitude of the entire situation.He was a fool.Where does his pain go if he doesn't feel them?How long was he supposed to live like this? He could be gravely injured and dying and he wouldn't even notice until he's dead.That is no life.He wanted an end to it.The look on his mother's face when
Chapter Five.*****It was a strange type of feeling.***~***"Hi," he greeted, offering his hand for a shake which Dylon took with excitement bubbling in his once cold heart. "My name is Levon." "Dylon and these are my friends, Jerk and Dummy." They both laughed when the other two boys groaned in feign annoyance. The sound of the boy's laughter was like a tidal wave crashing down into his desert soul and suddenly he felt alive, almost whole, which left him wondering whether all he has done the seventeen years of his life could actually be described as living and it had only been a couple of minutes the boy walked into the class. Dylon could feel the trouble this boy posed and it frightened him even more but when he opened his mouth to speak, he spoke the opposite of what his confused heart thought."Don't listen to him, my name is Keller and this here is Dummy… sorry, Dalton." Keller introduced and the rest of the period went by without either of them paying attention. During lunc
Chapter Six.*****Three weeks, three long agonizing miserable fucking weeks have long gone and yet Dylon hasn't recognized him from their past. Why was he born with the memories and he wasn't? Why wouldn't he remember him? Was it because he was already dead when he made the vow? When did this become us? Levon could hear his heart crying out painfully for his soulmate. "You're so close yet so far away.""Why won't you connect to my singing heart?" "Why won't you feel me, my Beauty?" Levon thought he heard the other boy whimper softly and he chanced a glance the other's way but Dylon wasn't looking at him, he had his head resting on his desk facing the other way. Mr. McKorny was over at his desk grading their quiz. Levon couldn't look anywhere but at his lover who faced away from him and probably fell asleep. "We used to touch nonstop, you and I, we used to kiss around every corner, yet here we are. Sitting mere inches from each other and all I want to do is feel you, hold you."
Chapter Seven.******Dylon had left the boy up on the roof and bolted for dear life. He couldn't let him sweep him away like before. This was what was best for both of them. He was a mess in his previous life and in this life, it has followed him still. If nothing had told him, the fact that he was born not to feel pain was enough to tell him all he needed to know about their end if he gave Louis another chance.It wasn't exactly easy denying these feelings, the yearning and his aching soul which craves only one human being, one he wouldn't dare have, never again. "Night, Mom, Dad, Draya!" He called out to his family as he made his way from the dinner table, up the stairs, and into his room."Finally, some peace and quiet." He whispered as he went into his bathroom for a quick brush, a change, and ready to call it a night. Now that he has seen and understood the meaning and reason behind his sinful dreams, he doesn't get them anymore and he must say he missed waking up with that eu
Chapter Eight.******Dylon had felt like a zombie the entire day and only when he walked with his friends to the cafeteria had he acted like he was alive. He had also tried to avoid Levon who had made a circle of friends for himself from the football team. He heard he was really good but he hadn't bothered to go watch him play. Anything that would bring them close or make their eyes meet, he avoided and it was starting to drain the life source out of him.Why was he stressing him so much?Once they took their favorite spot and sat down with their trays of junk food in front of them, Dylon noticed from the corner of his eyes as Levon strolled into the room with five other members of the team, and they all talked loudly. The second their eyes connected, he averted his gaze and pinned them on the box of milk in his tray. This was stupid. Levon seems disappointed but he gave the boy his privacy and didn't talk to him but instead sat with his friends just a roll away from Dylon, he was
Chapter Nine.******Levon couldn't handle all these emotions anymore. They ate at his soul and no matter how hard he tries to let it slide, that idiot will have to go and do something and ruin his little tranquility. Of all the things he would have done to get at him, he had to go and do that?! He has only been in the school three weeks and the girl has fucked every single person in his circle of friends if he was into that sort of thing he would have fucked her too and that's whom Dylon was going to make him jealous for.How could he rail him up like that?Levon could have sworn he did this on purpose. How was it possible that he was okay to fuck him in his dreams but if he showed up around him in reality he goes and runs for the door. What kind of a game was he playing?If he didn't want him, well he better grow some balls and tell him otherwise he was going to take this course into his own hands and deal with it his own way. Williams went crazy and murdered anyone he saw as
Chapter TEN******A curse of some sort. One he had brought upon himself by his own hands.*****"Come sit with me." She pulled the reluctant boy with her towards the couch where they both sat down. "He is your soulmate, one way or another, he will come to this realization and he will accept you.""But, I don't have that much time, I can't wait for that long, my fathers wanted me home in three months and I have used almost one and have achieved nothing." "I know, I can always put in words in your favor and see if they give you some more time." "No need, if in these months he doesn't remember to accept me, I'll go back home and not bother him anymore." "If that is what you want." "It hurts too much, Steph." Levon broke down in streams.He seems to be doing this a lot lately and it's that boy's fault. If only he could stay mad at Danny for tormenting him this way. Stephanie remembered the news she was going to break once the boy returned and her eyes sparkled with delight as she br
Chapter 11******"Hey there, Precious!" Mark smiled into the screen at their beloved son. "Hey, Dad!" Levon forced a smile of his own. He's barely spoken to his parents in weeks and they have given him the time he needed to put his mind together and perhaps find what he sought after. "What is this, boy, you chased after love and forgot your parents, huh?" Daniels appeared behind his husband waving excitedly at their son. "I'm sorry, Papa." Was all the broken boy could utter. The weekend has been terrible and he's barely made it with each day. The most exhausting part is having to go back to school tomorrow and confront the boy who clearly doesn't want to have anything to do with him. He doesn't even want to see him.Remembering the picture Owen had sent him a few hours ago, he hissed. Owen said he had gone to grab a bite with Bickerman at Randy's when he saw Dylon sitting with Vera; both of them seemed to be having the time of their lives. The picture had broken the last bit of