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Noah's POV I'm glad I was able to make it to my bedroom without running into him. I sat down on my bed and turned the TV on as I tried not to think about everything that just happened. But in the end I found myself thinking of it anyways. Thinking of what this means for myself. This makes me want to leave again, I planned on staying home this time. I planned on giving it up and not traveling anymore. I was going to stay home and train here so I can be with my family and friends. But now I just want to leave again, I want to leave tomorrow... Right now! I want to go as far away as I can! To Florida or California, any place where he can't find me.... But then I think of the repercussions that would have on both myself and on him.... I can't help but wonder how bad it would actually feel if I rejected him... How bad would it really hurt? Would he even accept it? If he doesn't, then I would be stuck just like I am now.... But if he does, and he says the words back, will he be just li
Third Person's POV It took Michael a few moments to realize the effect his command was having on Noah. He could see the tears streaming down Noah's face, his body trembled and shook. His chest rapidly rose and fell, he looked almost as if he couldn't breathe. He felt horrible and instantly regrets ever using the command and quickly lifts it. He watched as Noah quickly scrambled backwards away from him and winced when he fell backwards and fell off the bed. He could tell Noah's head hit the floor by the sound it made. Noah curled up on the floor into the corner and held his hand over his face as if Michael was going to hit him. Michael's heart broke seeing him like this. 'I never meant to hurt him, I just wanted to show him he couldn't talk to me like that. I wanted to show him I'm an alpha and he has to respect me.' Michael thought as he knelt down in front of him. He reached out for Noah but he started screaming and flailing his arms. He watched as Noah stood up, his breat
Third Person's POV Noah lays in bed, trying to go to sleep but he's unable to get the Alpha out of his head. He keeps picturing his face, what he can actually remember of it. He was trying to fight the bond so hard, he really didn't take the time to look at him. Maybe he was afraid to have that image carved into his memory. Maybe he was afraid it would make it harder for him. But now he thinks it only made it worse that he doesn't have his face in his memory. Because now he finds himself staying awake, struggling to remember the details of his face. The details he can't remember since he didn't really look at him. He flinches at the sudden sound of his phone ringing. He grabs his chest trying to calm his racing heart once he realizes what the startling sound was in the middle of his peaceful night. He reaches over and grabs his phone from the nightstand and looks at it, wondering who in the world could possibly be calling him at this time of the night. But when he looks at the p
Noah's POV Leaving was difficult, just like when I went away for training. But somehow yet different, at least it was for me. Maybe it was the fact that I knew this was it and there was no coming back. I mean of course I would come back and visit, but I would never come back and live here. Maybe that's why it was so different for me. Or maybe they felt it too but I just didn't know. Either way, it was difficult and hard to leave. Once again there wasn't a dry eye as I climbed into the car. Although I did get some satisfaction from snatching the door out of Alpha jerk's hand and closing it myself. 'I'm not a fucking princess! I don't need my door held open and closed for me.' I thought to myself, satisfied. After driving for an hour, we pulled into a small diner for lunch. I look around as we walk into the restaurant. I've seen the restaurant several times as we passed by, but have never stopped here. So as we walked in I look around, taking in my surroundings for the first time.
Noah's POV The next morning I sat at the counter, and poured what probably looks like an absurd amount of Snickers cream in my coffee. I ignored Alpha jerk as I slowly bring the cup to my mouth and take a sip. I close my eyes and moan as I savor the taste. 'Damn, that's a good cup of coffee!' I thought to myself then slowly brought the cup to my mouth again and took another sip. My eyes closed again and I moan as the delicious liquid gold flavor explodes in my mouth. My goddess I love my Snickers coffee cream! I thought to myself as I licked my lips. I heard a strangled sound next to me and I look over to see Alpha jerk gripping the counter tight and his eyes flickering back and forth between blue and gold, letting me know he's struggling with his wolf. 'That's strange!' I thought to myself. "Are you okay over there Alpha?" I said as I looked back at my kick ass cup of coffee. I bring it to my mouth again, this time taking a larger sip. The amazing taste rushes over my tongue an
Noah's POV I woke up feeling so warm and comfortable. I nuzzled into the warmth before realizing the warmth is moving. I freeze, confused and that's when I realize the steady rise and fall that I'm feeling is a person under me breathing. I blink my eyes open and lift my head to see the person I'm laying on is none other than Michael. I lift my head more and look down at him and see he's sleeping. His head is tilted slightly and his lips are parted as he made soft little snores. For some reason I didn't feel like I would freak out like I normally would. I couldn't believe it, but I actually feel relaxed and calmed as I look down at him. Feeling his warmth and the steady rise and fall of his chest. I take a moment to take in his features, something I haven't really done yet. I'm usually too busy being angry with him. Angry that he took me from my father and my family. Angry that he took me from my home and forced me to live here. Angry at the fact that he's an Alpha and I'm afraid
Noah's POV I'm about to show this Alpha jerk what's up? I thought to myself as I approached the mat. Only to stop in my tracks at what I see when I turn around. Michael standing there in basketball shorts and no shirt. He's standing there in all his glory with his back to me. My eyes roam over his back and I can see every defined muscle on his back. It's as if the man is standing there flexing but yet he's completely relaxed as he talks to Anders. My eyes roam over the curves of his muscles, then go lower to see his shorts hanging low on his hips, and see the band of his boxers peaking out above his shorts. He turns around and I gulp as my eyes roam over the large peaks of his chest muscles, then down over the ripples of his abs. My eyes find that lovely V, and sadly watch it disappear below his boxers. I hear someone clear their throat and my eyes snapped to Michaels. I feel my face heat up with embarrassment that I just got caught literally eye fucking him. I quickly wipe my m
Noah's POV I was so happy the whole drive home. I officially had my first date ever! I couldn't believe it, I actually had a date! I roll the window down to feel the breeze and smell the fresh air as he drove us back. As the wind blew against my face, I remembered Aiden still hasn't woken up. " I'm going to go see Thaddeus and Aiden tomorrow, Aiden still hasn't woken up and I'd like to see how Thaddeus is doing." I said, then I thought of Luca. I'd also like to check in on him. I know he must be terrified from the attack and I'd like to make sure he's okay as well. It would be good to go home for a little bit and see everyone. I would also like to see Samantha and Tyler. I miss them, I spent over a year with them and I haven't seen them in a while. "Yeah that sounds like a good idea, I'll go with you. I'd like to check in on those two as well." Michael said. As I walked around the car, I could see the biggest smile on Michael's face. Ever since I decided I wasn't going to figh