Rebel My heart is in shambles. I'm hurting for Logan. He thinks he is a monster, but Logan is the sweetest guy on earth. After we fell asleep, he kept me warm by holding me. He wouldn't let go until morning, and before making it to hockey practice, he served me breakfast in bed. Now I'm trying
Rebel Every minute feels like an entire cold long year as I look up at the flames lighting up the sky. The apartment is no longer... I chew on my bottom lip. Caroline is still in there, and so is Andrew. We have been informed that a neighbor's oven exploded for whatever reason. The fire had been
"Oh baby," Logan hugs me tighter and kisses my neck before whispering into my ear. "It's going to be okay. I trust Andrew. He got this. He will find her and bring her out of there." I throw myself at Logan's shoulder and cry loudly. The others are crying, too, especially Alice, who is convinced she
Rebel "Caroline is going to make it," I tell Logan as we watch TV inside the hotel room we were handed by Hannah's hubby. He lowers the volume on the TV. "Oh, how do you know?" "Andrew texted me while I was in the shower. He said Caroline has suffered some burns and will need skin transplantation
Rebel Two months later "How are you feeling today?" I smile at my therapist, Linda, who I've been seeing more and more this past month. She is a great listener and an excellent therapist, and our sessions are well-needed in my life. My chemo has been taking its toll on me, and ever since Carolin
I open the door smiling. "Oh wow, look at you not being afraid to spend your money!" Logan grins at me, and I'm immediately hit with how attractive he is. I probably say that because he is mine, and I'm deeply, deeply in love with his bum, but bah—he is so GORGEOUS! "I've never been afraid of spen
Logan Rebel is under the scalpel, and I'm praying the tumor hasn't spread anywhere else. They said it hadn't, but I keep imagining this terrible scenario where the doctors run out and tell me they have found something else life-threatening. Silly, I know, but I can't help myself. I've never been
In the background, I notice Nathan leaving the room, and then Alice smiles radiantly at me. "We will leave you guys alone." I hand them a smile before I return to focusing on Rebel. For the first time, I notice that she feels thin and realize just how small she is. The chemo destroyed her appetite,