Fucked

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I watch her leave and then she’s gone but I haven’t moved an inch in minutes.

Then convince yourself to forget you ever met me.

The fuck I will..that’s like asking me to survive without oxygen.

I don’t want a fucking baby, it’s a bad idea. I knew one day she’d come asking for one but fuck I didn’t know it’d just happen out of the blue like that.

I release myself from the stone position I’m in and sit on the couch with my elbows resting on my lap and my head occupying my hands.

“Fuck!” I say aloud to myself.

I want to go after Millie and tell her everything will be fine, that I can do this for her and whatever she wants in life I’ll deliver it, but I don’t. I don’t do it because like I’d said before, we are not living in a fairytale.

…

It’s now the next night and I haven’t talked to Millie since she left yesterday but I also haven’t reached out either.

Julian throws a pillow at the side of my head from the other side of the couch.

“What the fuck man!” I yell and throw it