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37 Days Reconciliation
POVMillie I don’t know why I do it but I push his hug away and straddle him. He’s clearly surprised by my shift in behavior. He looks up at me, and although it’s dark out now, the reflection of the moon and polluted Los Angeles sky glistens on his green eyes. He’s searching my face trying to figure out what’s going on in my mind, I spare him the thoughts and take both of my hands on either side of his face and bring my lips to his. He accepts them with ease, our kiss starts off with closed lips and continues on with our tongues entangled, making up for lost time. This is the happiest I’ve felt all week and even though I can’t actually read his mind, I know the same is true for him. He pulls me in closer wrapping an arm around my waist and the other still behind him supporting us. He breaks from the kiss only for a second, “fuck baby, I miss these lips,” he says so seductively. “I’ve missed yours,” I say bringing my lips back to his full soft ones. He sits us forward, taking b
37 Days Coming undone
POV XThis was not how I was expecting this night to go in any way. Wasn’t expecting to see Millie, wasn’t expecting to have a heart to heart and sure as fuck wasn’t expecting her to kiss me. Fuck that kiss was hot. Of course I had to be a dumbass and take it too far but I just couldn’t help myself at the time. I haven’t had any sexual encounters in a week which is a long ass time for me, unfortunately my last sexual experience was with the wrong person or I guess people…I walk back into the house, making my way up to my place and smiling to myself like a little girl but I don’t care how stupid I look, she wants to see me tomorrow, she used my words I used on her when we first met. Man, I love this girl. I can tell she’s trying to forgive me, she’s fighting within herself for me but she’s losing the battle and I couldn’t be an happier. We have a long way to go until we can go back to where we once were but I’m okay with that, I’m okay with taking baby steps even if it takes the
37 Days Care to share
POV Millie I’m driving back to the hotel in Penelope’s car with thoughts of X taking over my mind in every way until they whither away with other thoughts from the night. Tonight was unexpected, I feel slightly guilty for blowing off Nick in the middle of our date but he was no saint at the same time. And Penelope? She works as a bartender now? That’s all due to the shit that went down a week ago. I’m stunned she apologized for her actions towards me but it’s Penelope..I pull into the parking lot having no idea how I’ll get this car back to Penelope, but right now I don’t care either. As I’m walking into the hotel lobby, I see Nick sitting on a couch, what is he doing here? “Nick?” I ask out to him. “Em,” he says standing up off of the couch. “What are you doing here?” I ask confused. “I came here to see why you left, what happened?” He asks curiously. “A lot?” I more or less say than ask. “Care to share?” He asks while looking me dead in the eye. I scratch the back of my
37 Days Traveling news
POV XI texted Millie but she must be sleeping by now. I want to make tomorrow special, we’ve never been on a real date before so I want to make the beach into a date setting. My mind is filling with ideas of what to do for her, how can I make this special for her? I’ve never actually been on a real date so I have no idea what I’m doing. I know a few things that I want to do to make things as personal as they can be, but when it comes to the setup, I’m lost.Who better to ask than her best friend?I get out of bed and put some sweatpants on. I leave the penthouse and go down to the third floor walking to Julian’s place. I’m briskly walking down the hallway when..Oh great…I keep my head down not wanting to make eye contact. “So I just don’t even exist anymore?” Adria asks. “Told you not to talk to me,” I say coldly keeping my head down. “Heard Emily is having quite a night with some guy.” She says snakily. “Shut the fuck up, Adria,” I say and walk past her not wanting to hear
37 Days Breaking up is hard to do
POV Millie As I walk back into the lobby alone this time, guilt washes over me. I couldn’t help myself from kissing Nick. The spark in the kiss when our lips met didn’t even come close to what X’s did to me earlier but there still was something there. I unlock my hotel room door that X has paid for and when I get in, I go straight to the bed to get my head in order. I love X and that is undeniable but what he did to me, was unforgivable, no matter how many pennies I throw into fountains trying to obtain that wish. And Nick.. oh Nick. He does not deserve this, he does not deserve half of my attention, half of my heart, half of me, while the other half belongs to someone else. I feel awful for giving X the wrong impression tonight, I came on to him giving him false hope but he just has some sort of effect on me no matter what he does. When I’m with him I don’t think straight, but when I’m with him I feel alive. I look at my phone rereading the text he sent me an hour ago one too ma
37 Days S’more love
POVMillie “X, what is all of this?” I ask looking up at him as he's looking down at me. “Why don’t you go see for yourself,” he says leading me to the beautiful display. As we get closer, more comes into view. Alongside the shore is a wooden pergola, dangling from the top are vintage Edison bulb lights giving off a beautiful glow. On each post of the pergola, are white orchids cascading over one another from top to bottom. On the inside sits a small fire pit with a fire roaring to life and two wicker chairs across from each other. It is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen and the most thoughtful that anyone has ever done for me. How much work went into this in such a short amount of time? “X,” I say trailing off not knowing what to say. “C’mon baby, there’s more inside,” he says gently pulling my hand to see what more this could possibly entail. We walk the rest of the distance and make it to the pergola. There’s so much to see inside here. There is a black zip-up hoodie pl
37 Days All in
POVXI can’t get enough, her sweet lips on mine have taken me into euphoria. Without removing her lips from mine, she straddles me the best she can given the small space on the wicker chair. I need to keep my cool, last night, I took it too far for what she was ready for and it scared her off. I let her take control only leaving my hands against her waist. She takes my hands guiding them from her waist to her ass. I miss this ass it’s been way too long since I’ve had it in my palms. I’m rock hard, just dying to push it up against her but I don’t. I’m on unstable grounds here, she can pull away at any moment. I give her ass a good squeeze and she moans into my mouth giving me the verification that she’s missed this just as much as I have. She sits up on me breaking the kiss, leaving me desperate for more. Her lips are swollen in the sexiest way as I look up to her waiting for her next move. “We should probably take it easy,” she says looking into my eyes. I’m so disappointed by th
37 Days The green light
POV XWe walk up to the penthouse mostly in silence, dripping water from our bodies and onto the floor creating a trail until we reach my door. When I get it opened, we walk inside taking small steps careful not to slip on the hardwood floors. “I’ll get us some towels,” I say leaving Millie in the kitchen area. I retrieve two white towels and wrap the white cotton around her first before drying myself off. “C'mon let’s get you some new clothes,” I say walking down the hallway to my bedroom and she quietly follows behind. I rummage through drawers finding sweatpants and a T-shirt, she’ll drown in these clothes but I have no other options. I hand her my clothes and then rummage through again looking for clothes for myself. “Thank you,” she says quietly. “Mhm,” I hum out. I take off my soaked button-down shirt and let it fall to the ground. “I’ll change in the bathroom, you can change in here, just let me know when you’re done,” I say walking to the bathroom. I’m half in the b
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