AURORAYesterday was chaotic, but I'm glad it ended well. Caelum's father is doing alright now, and he scheduled an appointment at my mom's hospital, aiming to change and have her as his doctor because if I, her daughter who has no medical background managed to save his life, she can do more. Emelia had come to her parents house almost immediately after they left with Caelum, and I too took my daughter and left when she showed up. Sienna, who seems to have taken a liking to me wouldn't let me leave, she even followed me all the way to my car and put her number in my phone. She's sweet, but she does too much if I'm being honest, she's way too hyper for little ole tired me but drunk me? Heck yeah, we would have a blast together because drunk me has no boundaries, drank me knows no worries, she has the perfect life but she screws up mine, leaving me with hangovers and ex's to sort out.I like Emelia's siblings, they're all close and witty with their interactions, my sisters and I fight a
AURORASomething pulls me into the darkness, I try do hard to stay in the light but that voice, that taunting laughter that irritates my soul is hard to ignore. I want to ignore but it's too late, it pulls me back, sending me to him.I don't like this man, I don't like way he touches me, it makes me feel filthy and I can not do anything about it. His rough hands graze my thigh, slowly moving up, I hate it but I don't speak, I don't move an inch, maybe he'll go away if I play sleep long enough. His hands are erasing every good memory of being touched I've had engraved in my head, it's damaging me. He finally pulls away, I think he's leaving, but I can still feel his shadow on me. His hands push at me from the tiny bed, crashing me into the cold hard floor, causing gasps to erupt around the room.I cry out in pain, opening my eyes to his large frame staring down at me. He leans over, grabbing a fist full of my hair. It hurts, it hurts so bad I whimper. “Please don't,” I sob.“You think
SCARLETTSomething is different in my marriage.Caelum wasn't home last night, he should have been home, he always comes back home but I had not seen him all day so I know he didn't bother coming home in the morning. I left around seven in the morning and he was nowhere to be seen, but he did respond to my text saying he'd be home later. Cassian was tweeting about what a great night they had, what fun and all sorts of nonsense. I guess they had a boys night, but still, he didn't come home. They've got an event today at their club, and the social media and recreation director of their club tweeted about it, so I know he won't be home tonight, and I won't be going either.Brielle, one of his sluts called me about finding a surrogate for me, she says she's found a lovely and healthy girl for the job. She acts so caring towards me, she thinks I'm unaware of her sexual relationship with my husband but I know about it because he doesn't hide anything from me, and I don't care about it, Brie
EMELIAI'm laying down with Ryker resting his head on my stomach, surrounded by the his friends, as well some of Scarlett's model friends among other unnamed guests. It's my turn to host the craziness that's usually harboring at Cassian's house because his house is getting sprayed with disinfectants, and I mean the whole house, every inch of it is probably being scrubbed and sprayed right now. Beats me as to why he's always having so many people over at his house when he could easily host them at one of his other homes. Cassian is partying hard these days, all the knights are, and they're taking my quiet bonus boyfriend Bishop with them.Speaking of Bee, he's acting a little more like Ryker these days, surely he's swooning over some girl. I can see it in his eyes, in his clothes, there's a woman's touch lingering on him and his aura, a good woman but there's also trouble, I see him frustrated half the time. It worries me half the time, and honestly, I never thought he'd end up with an
AURORAIt's been a long day, and I actually miss going to Fantasy Elite, it's precisely what I need to clear my mind today after the constant arguing with Caelum, and my neighbor's daughter who just seemed to find me in the worst mood possible when she came to complain about my kids running and screaming in the halls. I blocked Caelum's phone number because he was making a logical argument and I've not picked up one call from any unknown numbers. I had Emelia tell him I wasn't home so he wouldn't come to make logical arguments in person and still the man found alternative ways of contacting me. He emailed me, warning me that my behavior was out of context and it's about time I ceased daring him with my brat idiosyncrasy. I blocked his email address too, and he resorted to texting me from another phone, at this point I was fed up so I let him lament, rant and threaten me in all the ways he preferred.I'm not necessarily mad he suggested Layla get a head start on education, I'm not mad
CASSIANLuxuria, our newly renamed club has never seen better days and I think it's because of Caelum. Most customers I've encountered at Fantasy Elite have diverted to here after the disappearance of Rumor at the club. We have shares in Fantasy Elite so their loss is our loss too and I don't like losing money at all. I've suggested he bring Rumor back to the club for just a few shows a week, even if it's two and they don't need to be sexual if he chooses but he says he'll think about it, he's currently trying to unravel her past. A past that seems to haunt her so much, and I don't understand why Emelia won't talk, it would certainly save us all some time and headaches.I'm scouting the club for a little toy, a beautiful slender or thick girl that I break tonight. I'm in the mood to break toys, and the one toy I've been interested in tonight is off limits, Caelum has forbidden me from touching her because she's new, and could do without my antics for now. I'm at the bar, admiring how
KATHERINEThe hangover of Friday's escapades is still strong two days later. My head hurts, my butt is sore, and I feel like shit. I've never been to church with a hangover like this one but I guess today is that day, and I've learned two things from Friday night, one I can't outdrink Aurora, I'm never drinking with her again because keeping up with her is exhausting and two, mad Bishop isn't my cup of tea. I knew he worked at the club, he told me he was in charge of that specific one and I still thought it was a good idea to go there. The night was wild, from kissing my best friend to getting kicked out of the club by security thanks to Stone and getting my drunk ass spanked beyond rehabilitation. Another thing that shocked me was Aurora knowing Bishop Stone, really had me questioning a few things I thought I knew. But that's not all, I actually liked the sex club, I enjoyed it and admitting this on a Sunday is burning guilt into me, surely hell awaits me.Aurora and I agreed she wou
AURORAI'm in utter disbelief, I've gone to great lengths to avoid him and here he is, at church. He followed me to church, and I'm unsure of how he managed to get to me, Emelia couldn't have told him I'm here because she doesn't know I'm here. Since he left my apartment after causing a scene the night before, I haven't given him the time of day, much less now that he tried to interfere with my decision on Layla's education. I've been ignoring him and his calls, he's acting strange, and Emelia told me she was worried about him and his newfound interest in my past.But what worries me is the here and now, why is here? At a public place, and carrying my daughter in his arms like this is a normal encounter. “Are you out of your mind?” I snap at him, not discerning what demon is driving this devil today.“Hmm?”“Don't Hmm, me.” I snarl, mimicking him.” Why the hell are you here? How did you even find me?”“Bella.”“That fucking twit,” I chew on my lip.“Why weren't you answering my calls?