Always

TRIGGER WARNING: NON-CON/SA

It’s been three days. Three excruciatingly long days in this godforsaken cell. Between the sound of the dripping and the flashing light; I’m going certifiably insane.

I didn’t speak to Elliot for two days. His confession broke me in a way I didn’t know was possible. But then I realized that my feelings were my own fault. Elliot told me what to expect from him over and over, but I callously disregarded that, convincing myself that my feelings would be enough for the both of us. But that’s not realistic..... You can’t force someone to want you. Each time he brings up the conversation; I shut it down. I’m not ready. I’m not sure I ever will be.

“Why do you think it’s taking Chaos so long?”

Elliot’s head rolled to the side, his blue eyes lazily meeting mine, “I can only assume the asshole put some sort of spell on this place. Chaos doesn’t respect boundaries,” he huffed, smiling and shaking his head. Elliot still looked just as handsome as always, des