115I slowly made my way towards her, restrained by the heavy crowd. Despite my attempts to be discreet, as though she was warned, she turned around and had me, our eyes meeting for a second. I saw the shock in her eyes turn to apprehension before she turned away hurrying up the stairs. I hurried on after her, getting to the top of the stairs and realizing she had disappeared.I walked into a passage way, hoping to find a few doors I could try but was disappointed when I was met with a row of doors on both sides of the passage. Sulking , I turned around to go back and try another route when I heard a faint whisper. It was Chloe's voice, apparently arguing with a man. Fighting of the urge to barge into the room and demand her attention, I walked back into the stair well and waited patiently for her to appear.Soon enough, I heard the door open and shut and her footsteps echoing down the hall as she approached. I allowed myself to enjoy the look of genuine surprise on her face when she
116I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, my head pounding with a headache that could rival a jackhammer. What did I do last night? The memories slowly started to trickle in and I cringed at the thought of the night with Chloe. What was I thinking? I couldn't let my emotions get in the way of the mission.I ignored the ringing, staggering into the bathroom to reach for my drug cabinet and fish out some Aspirin. It was then I noticed the bathroom was indeed unfamiliar, I looked around in confusion, wondering where I was. Frowning slightly, I reached for the immaculate white bathrobe hanging on the door, reaching for the label on embroidered on its collar, I read the ornate inscription on it out loud."Pine Crest Hotels?" It then hit me. I wasn't in my bedroom, I had lodged into a hotel room 2 nights ago, to escape Lily's nagging.Cursing slightly, I stumbled back into the bedroom, reaching for the phone on the bedside table. I had to call reception to get something for this hango
117I stared out the window into the rain, my heart pounding mercilessly against my chest. Three nights ago, in the guise of completing my mission, I made a mistake I had promised myself I wouldn't ever make again. I normally consider myself a reasonable person, but with Nathan, all reason seemed to jump out the window. I couldn't resist the urge to contact him, despite the potential consequences. And yet somehow I did resist.I could still taste his lips on mine, still feel him inside me, still feel the warmth of his body, the texture of his air, the smell of his cologne. It was all too intoxicating. Sighing and standing up from the couch, I decided I needed to get out of the house.As soon as the damn rain let out, it was contributing to my very depressed mood.I also needed to speak with Addison.Walking into her room, I heard her in the shower, singing very loudly, and very off key to Beyoncé's single ladies."A little bit on the nose? Addison?" I called out sitting on her bed. "A
118I cut the call, staring at the screen of my phone for a few moments, lost in thought. Not only had I never expected Chloe to call after that night, but to ask to see me?It was still raining outside, what is so important that she would want to talk about so desperately despite the weather and so sensitive she wouldn't say it over a phone. Was this about Eduardo? Was it about Noah? Adele? Did our time together at the ball make her change her mind about it all?My mind was racing as I tried to make sense of the situation, quickly searching for Cam's number to inform him of her request, but something stopped me.I wanted to hear her out first, I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. She came to me willingly, I couldn't involve a third party into this. Even if it was Cam.But then, he had a right to know. With all his help all this while, I felt it was unfair to keep this from him.I called Cam, "Hey man, what's up?" he answered."Chloe just called me. She wants me to come see
119My heart was beating faster and faster as I leaned in to kiss Nathan. As our lips met, a rush of emotions flooded my senses. His touch sent shivers down my spine and made my heart skip a beat. Remembering we were still outside, under the rain, I broke away from him for a moment, dragging him with me into the back seat of my car. Not minding the our wet clothes, we collapsed on each other, his hands roaming my body and heating me up in ways only he could.But just as the intensity of the moment grew, Nathan pulled away, leaving me feeling confused and vulnerable. I looked at him, trying to decipher what he was thinking. He looked back at me with a pained expression, and I could tell that he was struggling with something."Are you sure this is what you want?" Nathan asked, his voice filled with uncertainty.My mind raced as I thought about his question. I knew I wanted him, but at the same time, I couldn't ignore all the pain he had caused me in the past. We had been estranged for s
120As I walked up to the towering new building, I couldn't help but feel a sense of pride. After months of negotiations and paperwork, I had finally secured it for the casino that Eduardo and I were trying to run. The structure loomed over me, its sleek exterior glimmering in the bright sun. It was the first concrete step I had take toward my plan. I could finally feel it going somewhere.I couldn't wait to tell Eduardo the good news. As I stepped into the elevator, I took a deep breath, trying to contain my excitement. I pressed the button for the top floor, where Eduardo's office was located.When the elevator doors slid open, Eduardo was already waiting for me. He had a big smile on his face, and I knew he could sense my enthusiasm."Nathan!" he exclaimed, giving me a firm handshake. "Tell me, how did it go?""It went great," I said, beaming with a smile. "I was able to secure the building for our casino."Eduardo's face lit up. "That's fantastic news, Nathan," he said, clapping m
121It was impossible to escape Nathan in this city, and that fact nagged at me every second of every day.I couldn't stop thinking about him. I couldn't stop doubting and second guessing my decision in the back seat of my car that rainy day. I felt like I had made a big mistake by refusing him, I felt like it was too hasty.I had seen him the previous week, in a party Eduardo had insisted I attended represent him. He was surrounded by journalists, trying to get their five seconds of fame with the Golden Boy. He was as charming and as witty as I remembered him, smiling good naturedly as he answered all their questions. I stood back in the distance, watching it a unfold, quietly fingering the necklace he gifted me on my neck. Shaking my head to clear it, I sought out Addison for advice. She was in the living room, a bowl of popcorn on her lap, watching one of those crime documentaries she seemed to love so much."Addison, I can't seem to get Nathan out of my head," I announced sitting
122"Fine," he said at last. "Okay, on your terms." I let out another sigh of relief, that was close."Good, it should be secret. No public meetings, no pictures, no press.""Why?" He asked. "You want to keep our daughter hidden from the public? Why?""Because I don't want her getting pushed into the public eye just yet Nathan," I said rolling my eyes. "What do you think would happen when the world finds out you and I, two high profile people, had a baby together huh? It's not safe for her."He kept quiet for a minute. "Oh.""Exactly, " I pressed. "So no public appearances for now please.""I see, I can take her to the park though?""Yes, sure." I answered. "When?""In about an hour.""Isn't that too sudden?" I didn't know if it was okay yet. Addison popped in, mouthing to me that she had an appointment to meet and she had to leave immediately, I gave her a thumbs up as Nathan continued."I have missed the first two years of her life." He replied quickly. "I intend to spend as much ti