Forty Six

Olivia Keller

I have never felt used in my life, but today I felt used, abandoned and betrayed. Thinking about what happened in school makes me feel dizzy. I chastised myself. I could deal with this. My mum has been trying to make me talk to her, but I just couldn't tell her what happened in school today.

There was a probability she might want us to continue last night's discussion.  My eyes were all red and teary, I hate Jamaal, I hate mystery man. I hate them both for making me feel this way. I felt heartbroken and tired. No matter how hard I tried to distract myself, it just wasn't working.

I heard a knock on the floor, then the opened and my mum stepped in. I should have locked that door.

"Olivia, are you okay?" She asked, tears immediately pooled down my face,  I didn't bother to wipe them.

"Oh baby, are you hurt somew