FabianThis woman was no less interesting. There was always something new to find. I loved the little squabbles and her curious attitude. Every time she makes it difficult, it only makes me want to know more. Meredith, as a woman, makes me curious. I do not enjoy doing this to her, but I just want her, just as I would want any other woman. She had the capacity to know me as a man, but she wouldn't want to.I never wanted her to leave my sight. I knew I tried everything to stay away, to not participate in her daily life, but she was a means to get to me. There was little truth in what she might be saying; it was not the first time that I had actually been accused of something this complex.I don't care if she hates me; having her close to me gives me peace, in the weirdest way possible. The little things that she does intrigue me. I wanted to experience her in more ways that she might not approve of. The only thing she might know is that I could not hurt her, even if I wanted to. Even
Meredith.I was shocked, as the slap I had just received stung hard on my cheeks. I made no complaints as the guards carried me to the SUV just outside the building. Nothing made sense after this; my hands were still glued to my face as I relived the moment over and over. I didn't see him as the kind of man who would raise his hands to a woman. I have underestimated him. The first one was how he made it clear that I was nothing but a puppet he could control; now I'm just here to do his bidding. If I refused to adhere to his rules, I would certainly be punished for it.I'm screwed!!!I told myself this over and over until every fibre of my being believed it. I was angry; yes, hatred had developed over time. I should have known not to let my emotions cloud my judgement. I should have kept a low profile; I shouldn't have come to these events. No matter how much I wanted to be close to him, I knew it was futile.A slap across my face was a sign that he wasn't a soft person. He might be ki
Fabian I hated myself for causing her pain. I stared at my hands The flare of my ego wouldn't allow me to come close to her. I was pussed and I should have known better than to allow my anger to take charge of my thinking. It was the first time I had laid a hand on a woman. I usually avoid them but this woman did things to me. She makes me lose control and it was the first and last time I wanted that to happen.Meredith made me calm as much as she made me go wild. There are things I would let her in on, Mariana didn't have the chance to be that way around me. Mariana was suffocating but Mergave me that freedom to feel whatever I wanted. She drives me crazy as much as I make her go crazy too. Were we denying our emotions too much that we were fighting and hurting each other in the process? I haven't really given it any rational thought before now but it was pretty soon before someone came looking for her again. I wished she knew how I felt genuinely, maybe it would help see thin
MeredithI had to pack my things. I was happy that Kayla and the rest of the squad were not there. I had no way of explaining why I was packing my things away from the room. I placed my stuff in cartons,my private stuff was perfectly hidden underneath the cartons. Especially the file the FBI gave me. I was already imagining my life at the mansion where things might not be funny. When you live with someone you truly know them. With Fabian acting all controlling on me, I had seen everything I needed to. I might not like my stay with him and maybe it would really be the end for me. The ride to the house was very long, most of my pleas fell on deaf ears. Then I realised that my mouth never really uttered anything. I was mostly quiet as I pondered on everything that had happened . I was screaming inside as I tried to stare out the window. Maybe if I just plead with him quietly, he would listen? Maybe if I listen to all his instructions then he would be gentle with me. All of the questi
FabianI stood at the other side of the door and heard her cry. I wanted to go in and comfort her because it was hard for me to know just how much pain she was in.This was a big change for her and it was clearly for her own good. mostly mine but for her own good too. There were some certain things she knew that had made this place a danger to her. Just as many before her. Italy was a good place for tourists and it was also a good place for danger to reach its peak. People are being collected in the streets because of what they know. The things that they were involved in. I have lost too many people in my car to be bothered about what she thinks and how her freedom was snatched from her. It was too much for me to handle. I knew that there was nothing that I couldn't handle but I didn't like the fact that she was sad.I have never been indecisive to what I feel before now but who cares about what I think or what I feel?I was leaving the entrance of her door when Imelda bumped into me
MeredithI watched the day unravel itself. I didn't know just how much time I had most just thinking and rethinking everything all over again.My night was not fine, it was short and heavy. When I took out my phone, I saw the time and the day. It was a sunday morning, yet everywhere felt so cold. I decided that I couldn't sit around and wait for me to feel better. I just had to get around and fix the room to my taste"Meredith, this is where you will be living now. You might as well make good use of it." I dialled mom's number but she didn't answer the phone. She must be at the local ship buying plants again. It was how she spent her Sundays mostly, grocery shopping or buying plants. I wondered how she must feel alone because she used to have the two of us and now it was just me. I was halfway across the world and she was home alone, so I worried for her. My heart breaks every time I think about it. I tried calling one more time but it was still the same thing. Then I remembered the
MeredithI was infuriated.That was how I felt as I trailed behind Fabian to the dining table. He stopped in his tracks, staring at me, puzzled."Why are you walking so slowly?""I might as well be locked in a high tower, why are there so many stairs and so many rooms? I could get lost here." He stretched his hands, so I could take my hands in his. But I ignored him and walked past him"You might take the wrong turn? You can't be mad at me for a long time." I hissed, taking my left, until he pulled me to the right. "I warned you. You have to behave, I haven't forgotten the ways of punishment." He whispered in my ears. I shuddered as his voice went dark. I quickly moved ahead to the living room before the dining table. I was startled when I saw a full house."I thought…" I couldn't firm the words as Fabian gestured for me to sit. Imelda was all smiles and Giovanni just gave a short nod to me. "I wasn't expecting to see you guys." I was shy, I didn't know what to feel as I saw his sibl
MeredithIn no time, Zachary and Fabian were out of the study. I could hear their voices downstairs. It was the first time I had seen his smile. For some reason I loved the claim he had on me when I was being swooned by his friends' looks. I wanted to know about them and their friendship. One of them seemed very friendly, while Fabian, it was obvious that he wasn't really a friendly person. I was about to check my mail on my laptop when I heard a subtle knock on the door… I went for it. Perfect timing.Fabian was leaning against the wall. His eyes staring up at me. I rolled mine, leaving the door opened."Get dressed. You are going with me.""You can't just come in here and order me around.""I can. You have ten minutes max." He was about to walk away but I stopped him."Where are you taking me to?"He sighed, hesitating to speak. I folded my hands, not ready to leave until he did. I thought he was with a friend and now, it seemed he suddenly wanted to spend time with him. I just c