chapter 48 lovesick

Kristopher POV

Today was a hectic day with almost no success.

I was frustrated not in the mood exactly

Lighting a cigarette i went to the terrace connected to my office and stared at the city

Normal people would stand here and admire the view for u couldn't find a single thing admire worthy in it.

i looked at the cigarette in my hand and that's when i remembered that Jude hates man who smokes

I quickly threw the cigarette on the floor and squeezed it using my shoes.

I really do what she likes in men but still she doesn't like me

she loathes me in fact but i can't help it cause i am lovesick.

she was the reason i didn't commit suicide and held on to my life.

She was the reason i killed my own father.

She is my greatest strength and greatest weakness

talking about killing my father made me remember the night three years ago.

that night was the biggest blessing in my life. That night gave me a eternal bond me and her and i became a father.

Gotta give Jude some praise as she was able to