I Can't Control My Feelings

*****Adam's POV****

“What happened last night?” Vanessa asked, quite shocked.

“What else do you think happened? We probably got drunk and did what I don't even want to start thinking about.”

“Yea, you're right. I don't want to think about what happened, either. This was all a filthy mistake, caused because we were damn too drunk.”

Neither did I want to think about it. I quickly put on my pants and dashed into the bathroom to wash my face.

Damn it! I hit the wall hard. Why did this have to happen? I remember what happened last night. I drank to the point where I couldn't see anymore. And the next thing I knew, I began to see Tihana. My biggest mistake was indulging myself with Vanessa with the thought of Tihana.

I want to believe Vanessa thought the same way. She must have agreed to what happened with the thought of Theo. One of the reasons why drinking is bad.

If I had known something like this would happen, I would have sent Vanessa home.

After washing up, I waited at the door f