DAWN.
Rolling on the bed, my eyes snaps open, and I let out a harsh breath as I stare at the blank ceiling for some minutes before sitting up on the bed and glancing at my side, my eyes narrowing at the clock. It's just a little past midnight.
I let out a sigh, holding my head between my palms, sweating hardly and ruffling my hair in frustration. It's happening again, it's almost like I'm reliving that part of my life again. The nightmares are back, and although, they aren't as bad as before, they aren't good either. I can see their faces, taunting me for what I did to them. What I caused.
Suddenly feeling thirsty, I move out of bed and walk downstairs towards the kitchen and everywhere is so quiet and peaceful. Not a single voice could be heard and as much as this is exactly what I've always been wanting, I can't help but to have a little fear at the back of my mind with the fact that I'm the only one in the big h
DAWN.I'm shock and surprise beyond words as his lips begins to move against mine while my eyes remains widen with my heat beating faster against my chest.What the hell is he doing. What the hell am I doing? He is kissing me? And what am I doing? I'm letting him do it?I pull back away from him with my eyes still widen, and he smirks down at me. That smirk that I want to badly wipe off his face.“What the hell are you doing?”I almost yell, and he chuckles before shrugging as if what he had just done is something funny.He thinks just kissing me is funny? This fucking asshole! He fucking thinks this is something to laugh about?“I kissed you cupcake, and don't try to deny that you wish I had continued. ”He has a smug smile across his lips, so sure of himself.“No I don't. ”I seethe, my tone hard as I glare at him through my eyes, and he crosses his arms over hi
RYDER.“Why exactly did she lose consciousness? Does she have media fright or something?”Minerva asks as I cross my arms over my chest, glancing at the girl whose eyes are closed and seem to be in her little world.I don't understand why she fainted either, she never mentioned anything about media fright or so, she seemed perfectly alright with it when we left this morning, except for the fact that she was nervous. Everything else was okay so her suddenly fainting appears as a shock to me.Of course even after she passed out, those stupid reporters didn't stop asking their stupid fucking questions. Even after seeing her like that, they carried on with the questions till I got to my car.I didn't think that it needs medical attendance, so I just brought her here.“I don't know. She didn't mention anything like that to me. “I sigh, kneading over my temple.
DAWN.“I'm glad that you decided to stay.”Minerva grins at me and I politely return the smile as the small girl runs towards me, almost making me trip, but I'm quick to retake my ground and clutch her in my arms, taking her up in the air.“How are you doing Emily?”I kiss her hair, and she giggles before wrapping her small arms around my neck, mimicking me and kissing my hair just like I did to hers.It's night already and Ryder said we could just stay here since his Dad wants us to stay here for the night anyways which I agreed to, knowing it will be only the two of us at home if we go back, with him disappearing through the night and only returning around dawn.About those disappearances that he always seem to be making, I do have it at the back of my mind to find out what's really going on.It isn't like
DAWN."Are you sure you're okay with that? There's more if you want. "Minerva questions as I pack the dishes, walking to the kitchen."Yeah, I'm okay with it. I'm afraid my tummy might as well go boom if I take any more than that. "I giggle, turning to stare at her at the table. She chuckles before nodding her head in understanding, and I turn back to the dishes."It's fine, you don't have to wash them. I mean it's late already, and you must be stressed. "She mutters as she walks towards me, and I shake my head in disagreement."No, I'm fine. I'm not at all stressed and there are only a few of these, I will be done in no time. "I flash her a smile, and she nods her head, patting my shoulder before jumping and sitting on the counter casually. Something I didn't expect, especially from Minerva."So how has it
DAWN.His gaze holds intensely onto mine, never for once wavering as my heart beats faster against my chest while I hold tightly into the country, mentally cursing for saying that."What do you want Dawn, again."He inquires, his hands now going to either side of the counter, resting gently above mine, making my skin tingles from the reaction to his touch as he cages me in, his huge body blanketing mine."You..."I whisper once again, never losing eye contact with him. My body wouldn't stop shaking, and I keep trying to get myself back to normal but those all seem far from been possible with the way his closeness is making me feel. Oh, the things he does to me."It's you."Saying this now make me remember his words from two days ago, he did say he would make me beg and although, this is nothing compared to begging, more like declaring or letting out something
DAWN.I'm breathing hard. Too harder than I should normally be, and you can say it's for the fact that something is crushing me, pinning me too deeply into the bed or rather, should I say someone?Muscular, good-looking, obviously have the strength of a thousand men with his famous signature smirk and oh, let's not forget he's an asshole? Yup, that's him. Ryder fucking Smith!He's fucking crushing me and when I mean he's crushing me, I don't mean he's just crushing me, like his whole entire weight is on me. His entire fucking weight and the ludicrous position that we are in right now makes it so hard to get him off.How we made it into this position we are in right now is something that seriously baffles me, and I'm absolutely confused about. Like the last time, if I do remember clearly, we went to bed with me in his arms and when I mean in his arms, I mean with me hugging myself to his chest a
RYDER.Waking up to her writhing beneath me and trying to get me off her sparks something in me. Something I'm not so sure of and something I can't explain. The scent of her fills my nose immediately I inhaled, and it's something that I like.When I touched her, my first instinct was that I was looking for her trouble and I was going to get it because she won't allow me to touch her, but what I didn't expect is for her to let out a low sound with her brows arched in concentration as I kiss her inner thigh.What I didn't expect is for her to grip the sheets so tight and bite down on her lips when I pushed two of my fingers in her. As I said, you can never know what's going on through the mind of this young girl.She does things that I never expect her to do, and it surprises me or should I say, she's fond of making me amused."Look at me, cupcake. "I te
DAWN."Stop staring at me. "I groan, and he lets out a chuckle before finally deciding to get off the bed which he has been the whole time we have been awake.It's currently after ten, and I'm surprised I slept that much but with what happened earlier, I know that sleep is just what I needed. We woke up to a different position from what we slept off just like earlier but this time, he wasn't pinning me down with his weight. I was on him, my body sprawled across his with my head against his chest and our legs tangled. Trust me when I say I have no idea how the hell we woke up to be in that position.I've been trying to get him out of here ever since we woke up, so I'll be able to dress up freely without his eyes boring holes into my skin but being an asshole, he refused to listen and actually took his time laying against the headboard and watching me every damn minute.I ha