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Chapter 74 - Tension
Asher had also been quite distant the past couple days, maybe not physically but definitely mentally.
Sure, he would still wrap his arm around Cailen's waist or kiss him on the cheek, but it somehow just felt wrong.
Like he was just going through the motions because he knew this is what he should be doing but like he didn't actually feel like doing it.
Like when he left for work this morning, Asher gave him a chaste kiss to the lips, mumbled out a goodbye and barely looked him in the eye before fleeing for the door.
Their goodbyes in the morning were usually longer- a lot longer- and involved a lot more embracing, kisses and some playful teasing.
This morning, Cailen almost broke down in the kitchen because that's all it's been the past couple days.
He couldn't say Asher was completely to blame because Cailen didn't want to bring it up either but he couldn't help but notice the wedge
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