I think I briefly blacked out because suddenly I’m aware of being nestled in Jartre’s arms as his velveteen lips pepper featherlight kisses across my chest. “Welcome back,” I hear him say in amusement. “Wh…” Is all that comes out of me. Jesus my throat sounds hoarse as fuck. “You blacked out, but it was only for a minute,” he says, sounding proud of himself. I try to force my eyes open, but I feel my body becoming weightless and now feel myself laying on something very large and solid, yet surprisingly comfortable. “Don’t try to wake up if you’re not ready, I’ll hold you while you rest.” Instinct tells me to nuzzle myself against his chest, but I can’t even fucking do that. He’s fucking broken me. Can you become a quadriplegic from too many orgasms or am I about to become a medical study? Gods should come with a fucking warning label warning future sexual partners that they come with deadly fucking orgasms and oral skills. “Permission to read your mind since you seem to find it ha
“So let me get this straight.” “There’s nothing straight about you,” I tease. He ignores me and continues. “You bump into the same guy who hooked up with you the other night, you get to talking and he escorts you home. You invite him in, more talking, he leaves and then comes back because he forgot his keys. Then things get hot and heavy and he ends up staying the night,” Derrick summarises the slightly truthful slash slightly fabricated story I told him while he gets dressed upstairs. “Yup, that’s pretty much the gist of it,” I say casually, laying back on the couch scrolling through Prime on my TV for something to watch as I chomp on some chips. I settle for that old 90s program Fact or Fiction. I’ve never finished the entire series, but I’m really good at picking which is fact and which is fiction. Derrick scoffs, “You know damn well he left his keys here on purpose.” I smile to myself, knowing Jartre probably doesn’t own a set of keys and even if he did, he doesn’t need them
“You’re so lucky I like you,” he huffs, picking up his dress and stomping up the stairs. “No, you’re lucky that you have small feet and can fit into my shoes,” I say as I walk into the kitchen and grab myself a soda from the fridge. “Go for the eight-inch platform stilettos with the diamond fringe around the ankle,” I instruct, taking a sip of my drink. “Oh, good choice!” I make my way back over to the couch and sit down, “So, have you already decided what the number will be?” “I’m going for a Whitney Houston medley. I’m going to open with One Moment in Time, transition into I Have Nothing, then do the reveal as I transition and end it with Queen of the Night.” “I can picture it in my head, and it is already glorious. Any backup dancers or is this a solo number?” “Backup dancers are more your thing, ain’t no one stealing my spotlight,” he says as I hear him snap his fingers. “These ones?” he asks. I look up to see him holding up the shoes I had suggested and nod, “Yup, those ar
I’m coming up on my 2000th lap and yet the rage burning through me refuses to dissipate. I swim to the edge of the plunge pool and lay my arms on the side. I watch the fountain that runs along the edge of the pool, cascade over the side hypnotically while a storm whirls around me, darkening the skies as the palm trees on my estate fight to stay rooted to the earth. Another bolt of lightning rips through the sky in a violent fury as Gabriella’s words echo hauntingly in my mind. Just like me, she was betrayed. Deceived by someone she let into her heart and her home. It enrages me to admit it, but at least Oshmin never fucking gloated about what he did, and though I’ll never say it out loud, he was an unwitting participant in Apaki’s deception. But that… that VILE, insignificant excuse for a human just stood in that hallway bragging about her sins. She threw them at Gabriella intending to wound her. A brief glimpse into her mind revealed enough of her depravity to me, and if it weren’t
I freeze in my tracks, the bronze-coloured crystalized walls around me echoing sounds that have the blood in my veins turning to fire. Wild unabashed moaning reverberates around my ears; a moan I have memorised down to the decibel. Mixed in with the moans are unfamiliar guttural grunts that pierce through the very depths of my essram. With slow, languorous movements, I make my way into the bedroom only to feel my essram shatter into a million pieces when I see the love of my existence, straddling and riding my friend, in all her naked glory. Her glowing bronze skin moves sensually as her fingers move through her long bronze hair, and I remain frozen to the spot as the pain growing within me makes way for something unimaginable. Beneath her grinding hips is someone I thought was my friend; his dishevelled azure blue hair becoming matted as it thrashes with every move of Apaki’s hips. His hands roam her body the way mine always have, caressing her with reverence and inexplicable desir
I take a final sip from my water bottle before I slip it into my duffle bag as I step off the elevator onto my floor. My muscles are aching from the hours of rehearsal I did today at the Glitter Hole but it’s nothing a nice, hot shower can’t fix. I’m performing this weekend, and as Derrick mentioned yesterday, I love having backup dancers. I just love having a group of people working together to create an amazing performance and having us all in sync with one another. As I turn the corner and walk towards my loft, I trip over a large cardboard box sitting right in the middle of the hallway and have to quickly brace myself against the wall to stop me from landing on the floor. “I am so sorry!” exclaims a panicked Welsh accent. I look up as a young woman comes rushing over to check on me. “Are you okay? I’m so sorry, I should have moved that.” I steady myself and give her a reassuring smile, “No harm done,” I say as I notice the hallways lined with boxes, “Are you moving into the bui
The spotlight beats down on me, causing sweat to form on my brow as the fans in front of the stage act as my only saving grace, and yet, despite how much I am burning up on this stage – literally and figuratively – my entire being comes alive with every note I sing. I’m feeding off the crowd's energy, their excitement acting as my fuel as I sing Madonna’s song Secret. Bedtime Stories is my favourite Madonna album of all time and is just one of the many reasons I wish I was born in the 90s. The crowd dances to the beat, throwing bills onto the stage as the dancers and I continue our choreographed routine to perfection. I’m sweltering in these high-waisted black leather pants, but it is worth it. On the beat, I throw out my right leg, stomping my 7” black, pointed stiletto knee-high leather boots, fanning and throwing back the fabric of my shear, floor-length, puff-sleeve, low-cut polka maxi top like a cape, the fans catching the fabric and making it billow behind me as I signal for th
My laugh is cut off as a shudder ripples through my body when the air around us suddenly feels as though it’s filled with static electricity. I know that feeling. Hasn’t taken me long to understand exactly what that feeling is and where it’s coming from. I drop my arms, placing my weight back on my feet and doing my best to ignore the pressure that returns to them, as I whip myself around to look for Jartre. I don’t have to look far. The moment I turn around, standing just three feet in front of me is the 7’9 God himself. Instinctively my face breaks into a bright smile, but that smile immediately vanishes when I see the look on his face. His nostrils are flared, his jaw is clenched, and his fists are balled up so tight I can see the white of his knuckles, but that’s not what has me gulping. It’s the haunted – almost pained – look in his eyes, that has my heart feeling like it’s been clenched too tight. I take a slow step towards him as if attempting to stop a wild animal from fleei