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“I am fine!. Sorry I was lost in thought.” I apologized.

“No need to apologize, it's all good.” Xavier smiled at me.

“How was your night?.” Xiao asked the question that made me want to avoid them. i dont what to remember my display of foolishness.

“It was fine. Thanks for asking!.” I slowly uttered.

“Good! And about last night, we are sorry if we came too hard on you!”. Xiao apologized, looking sorrowfully. I don’t know why they are apologizing. I enjoy every bit of it even though the night was cut short thanks to someone.

“Yeah we apologize. We will take things slowly from now. we won't rush you into things you are not ready for!.” Xavier murmured.

“What NO!”. I shouted. I can’t believe they are talking about going slow. To me we are moving like a snail already so I don’t understand how slow they want to move now. I know that it is my fault we are moving this slow because I was scared. Now I am regretting it. I would have been long enjoying my mates’ bed if not because I allow fear