I didn't think the lessons with Madam Roserta would be exhausting, but they were. But as the engagement drew near, even her tiring lessons and the soft mattress can't keep me from waking up in the middle of the night.Four days before the engagement day, I woke up from a nightmare I can't even remember. I was sweating even with the AC blasting, and my heart was hammering in my chest. I stood up to take a glass of water from the fridge–because of course, every room in the palace has to have a fridge.I check my phone. It's just a little over one in the morning and I groaned. Genevieve will have her work cut out for her trying to cover the dark circles forming under my eyes.I wash my face to refresh and just change my night clothes entirely as they are wet from the sweat. But everything made it hard to go back to sleep, so I took my phone, wrapped myself in the silk robe in the dressing room, and went out.The palace is eerie at night. It's such a big, empty place without the servants
"Do you know about the Valeria Autumn Feast?" Caelum asked. He's still peeking through the telescope as I sit on the sofa, reading the book I brought along with me.We're in the Astronomy Tower, as I began calling it. To be quite honest, I'm extra sleepy and tired today, with both of us practically staying awake until five that morning, talking and laughing, and when the sun was about to rise, he walked me to my bed, with some of the staff on early morning duties obviously looking at us with surprise, especially when they see me in only my night robe.I slept another two hours before Agatha and the ladies woke me up. And as I predicted, Genevieve was not excited about my eye bags and scolded me like her little sister, saying I shouldn't be staying up late if I don't want to break out and feel tired during my engagement party.Caelum didn't show up for tea and dinner, but he had sent me another note earlier, saying to come by the Tower any time I wish.And so I did. I've really just b
I was begging Kida to return, asking him why he took me, but not the Prince, and that we can still come back and take Caelum with us.But he took no heed. He ordered another royal guard I haven't seen before to drive faster, taking the longer route to the palace. Another guard in the passenger seat was on his comms, requesting for back up and running them through what happened.I can't understand most of what he was saying, but a few words captured my interest: "The Discord found us.""What's the Discord? What's happening? Why can't we go back to Caelum?" I cried. I didn't really care if I was hysterical or I looked crazy. I need to know what's happening, else I might actually go crazy. My heart is pounding in my chest in equal horror and anger."My lady, it's best we return to the palace," Kida said, trying to placate me. But it only fueled my anger.I've practically been mobbed and people around me were hurt. I don't care if I'm the target or not. The issue is people are charging at
I felt Caelum stiffen, surprised by the sudden show of affection. To be honest, I was also surprised by my own actions, but all I can think about at this moment is that he is safe.But before I could pull away, I felt his good arm wrap around me, squeezing me and pushing me more into him, and I just let him, inhaling his sweet and woody perfume."Are you okay? Does anything hurt?" He whispered into my ear, and I shook my head.After another second, I finally pulled away, feeling the intensity of people's stares. As I pulled away, I saw the Queen on the side, giggling happily, while the King huffed, looking quite annoyed.I'll deal with him later. As of now, I need to ensure Caelum is safe."I'm okay," I gave him a look over. Beside a small cut on the lip and a limp arm, I couldn't see any other injuries and I sighed in relief. "Is your arm okay?""It's nothing. Probably just a sprain," he said, wincing a bit as I tried to hold it."Head to the infirmary, the both of you," the Queen ap
I couldn't sleep. Of course, I couldn't.Caelum was right. I'm shaken up. After everyone has finally left me and I am all alone, I would remember that afternoon and how terrified I have been for my life, but most especially for Caelum.Aside from that afternoon, the engagement party is keeping me up. It's by far the worst anxiety I have had ever since the Matching, because finally, I will be introduced to the nation as Prince Christopher Caelum Asher's Match, meaning all eyes will be on us.The only consolation I have is that the public's interest is ever changing. After a few weeks or months, they will move on to other, better things. And since Caelum is the third in line, people won't really be looking at us. Their eyes are more on Prince Louis and Lady Meredith.Speaking of the princes, I also can't help but look back at my first interactions with them. Prince Louis and Lady Meredith seemed fine. They're the picturesque royal couple; they have that commandeering aura about them.B
I spent my lunch with my family in the Rose Garden, with mom asking the royal chef about his meals, and dad catching up with my royal guards and probably telling them what to do. Serenity, Millie, and Madison bombarded me with questions, and I tried to answer as best as I could, leaving behind the unsavory moments like meeting Ava and the scene with the King.I also introduced Agatha, Maia, and Genevieve, and just as I expected, my family loved them. My mother has profusely been thanking Agatha for taking care of me, and despite herself, I see Agatha blush from the attention. Of course, Maia, Genevieve, and Serenity had fun talking about my look for this evening."How are you? Really?" Madi whispered to me as she rested her cheek on my shoulder. I rested mine on her head.“For real? I wake up almost every day wanting to puke my guts out because I’m afraid I would be a mess. Or I sometimes don’t sleep at all, especially before days like this, when I need to look and be my best in a w
I would have stumbled down the grand staircase if it weren't for Caelum, who kept me steady. I held tightly onto his elbows, trying so hard not to trip on my dress."You're doing well," Caelum softly reassured me halfway down the stairs.Why are the stairs so damn long?Instead of answering, or even nodding, I kept my eyes forward, making sure I'm not stepping on my dress or skipping a step. It felt like an eternity, and I can definitely feel all eyes on me, but I dared not look. I focused on the stairs and on Caelum beside me.Finally, we reached the landing and I finally looked at Caelum."Thank you," I whispered, gratefully smiling at him.For a moment, he seemed taken aback, and I don't know why. Then he shifted a bit and cleared his throat before saying "you're welcome.""Ladies and gentlemen, His Royal Highness, Prince Christopher Caelum Asher Renault-Lee, and Lady Vivienne Skye Harper," a deep voice echoed throughout the ballroom through the speakers that were smartly hidden.I
I felt like my heart was pumping flames into my veins and that butterflies were raving in my stomach. I didn't expect the kiss on the hand, and the spot felt so warm one minute, and then cold the second he removed his lips from it. His soft lips, which had been so gentle.And then, I can't stop thinking about it–how his lips felt so good on my skin, and how it might feel on my lips, and on other parts of my body that are not my hand…Good God, Skye. Get a grip of yourself.I inhaled and exhaled, and tried to focus on Caelum as he stood, and I think that was a mistake because I now can't stop looking at his damn perfect lips, and when I look at them, I can't stop the train of inappropriate thoughts. And it's even worse when his lips begin to move, and I just can't stop looking."...Skye?" He was asking. "I'm sorry, what?" I broke out of my reverie."I was asking if you're okay? Your eyes sort of glazed over, and I thought you're really red, and you might be getting tired from all the