Aurora POV:
The first few days out of Michael’s office were the hardest. I couldn’t forget how I’d looked forward to every new day, to each morning’s first glimpse of my handsome boss. My heart would jumped at the sound of his voice. My tingled all over when, rarely, he smiled at me when she finished a difficult task for him.Even the scent of a certain masculine cologne could trigger memories, because he always smelled of it. I felt deprived because my life would no longer contain even a casual glimpse of him. I was working for his worst enemy. Not much likelihood that Michael would turn up on Leo Jordan ranch in the near or distant future.But as week passed, I slowly fell into a routine at the ranch. The spreadsheet programs were easy to use once I learned what the various terms meant, like weight gain ratio and birth weight.I learned that Leo used artificial insemination to improve the genetics of his cattle, selecting for low birth weight, good weight gain ratios for offspring and lean cuts of meat in the beef cattle offspring that would eventually be generated by his purebred herd sires and dams.I was fascinated to find that science was used to predict leanness and tenderness of beef cuts, that genetics could manipulate those factors to produce a more marketable product for consumers.I was fascinated by the various pedigrees and the amount of history contained in his breeding programs. It was like an organic history of Texas just to look back over the first herds that had contributed to Leo’s formidable beef concern. He kept photographic records as well as statistical ones, and she found the early beef sires short, stocky and woolly compared to modern ones. It graphically showed the progression of genetic breeding.My duties were routine and hardly exciting, but I made good wages and also had enough free time on my hand. I registered at the gym and attended regularly, I also followed the diet charts I was provided with ar the gym regularly. It was hard at first but I adapted to the pain. 'No pain No Gain' like my gym instructor always said, in this context 'No pain No loss.It wasn't drastic like a fairy tale but I could feel myself changing. I was eager to look at mirror every morning, to watch my growing curves. It prompt to work even harder at the gym and follow my diet more strictly.I was growing in confidence and was happier, both at home and work. My mother was becoming more active with the increase in her trips to the hospital, My new boss was very nice to, not once had he raise his voice at me. I absolutely liked the people I worked with. Mr Leo had full-time and part-time cowboys, as well as a veterinary student who worked one semester and went to school one semester. He had three people who did nothing but work with his Internet Web site that sold his premium organic ham and bacon products.My job was quite different from that of the other workers. There was a new storefront that Mr Leo had just opened in Jacobsville to market his organic pork. There was also a modern office complex adjacent to the enormous barn, where the production and lab staff were located. The barn, in addition to containing the pride of his purebred cattle herd, his expensive seed bulls, there was also a climate controlled room where the frozen sperm and embryos were kept for artificial insemination. The procedure itself was conducted in the barn. Purebred embryos from superior herd sires, as well as straws of semen from champion bulls who were now long dead, were kept in vats of liquid nitrogen. These were placed in surrogate mothers who might be Holsteins or even mixed breed cattle rather than the purebred heifers he also sold along with each new crop of yearling bulls from purebred sires.I had a passing acquaintance with the employees who ran the lab, one of whom was a graduate biologist named Delene Crane, a young woman with a quirky sense of humor. The only woman working for Mr. Leo apart from me. We were simply nodding acquaintances, because she didn’t have much free time to socialize. None of the staff did, for that matter. With every day that passed I realized I was the given the most freedom in the whole establishment and was the only one quite free with the boss, which I never exploited in any way.Routine at the ranch was chaotic because spring was the busiest time for everyone, with calves being born and recorded and branding in full swing. I knew that Mr. Leo used not only hot branding, but also had computer chips on plastic tags that dangled from the ears of his cattle. These chips contained the complete history of each cow or bull. The information was scanned into a handheld computer and sent by modem to my office computer to be compiled into the spreadsheet program.“It’s just fascinating,” I told Mr. Leo as I watched the information updating itself on her computer screen from minute to minute.He smiled wearily. It had been a very busy day for everybody. His chaps and boots were dirty and blood-stained because he’d been helping with calving all day. His red shirt was wet all over. His hair, under his wide-brimmed Stetson, was dripping sweat. His leather gloves, tight-fitting and suede-colored, were dangling from the wide belt buckle at his lean waist over his jeans. He was dusty as well, but none took anything away from his hotness. How incredibly good looking he is has been seeping into my mind everyday and how he looked right now wasn't helping matters neither.“It’s taken a lot of work to get this operation so far,” he confessed, his eyes on the screen as he spoke, his voice deep and pleasant in the quiet office. “And a lot of cash. I’ve been in the hole for the past year. But I’m just beginning to show a profit. I think the pork operation may be what finally gets me in the black.”“Where are the pigs kept?” I wondered aloud, I'd only seen cattle and horses so far. In addition to the cattle herd, Mr. Leo maintained a small herd of purebred Appaloosa horses.“Far enough away that they aren’t easy to smell,” he replied with a grin. “They have their own complex about a mile down the road. It’s remarkably clean, and purely organic. They have pastures to roam and a stream that runs through it all the year, and they’re fed a carefully formulated organic diet. No pesticides, no hormones, no antibiotics unless they’re absolutely necessary.”“You sound like the Harts and the Tremaynes and…” I began.“…and Cy Parks and J. D. Langley,” he finished for me, chuckling. “They did give me the idea. It’s catching on. Christabel and Judd Dunn jumped on the wagon last year.”“It’s been very profitable for them, I hear,” I replied. “Mr. Angelo handles all the paperwork for the Harts and Cy Parks…”I bit my tongue as his face hardened and the smile faded. “Sorry, boss,” I said at once.How could I be so stupid.He moved jerkily. “No harm done.”But I knew how he felt about Michael. How both felt about each other. I bit my tongue even harder. I opened a second window quickly on the computer screen and diverted him with a question about another procedure.He explained the procedure to me and smiled. “You’re a diplomat, Aurora. I’m glad you needed a job.”"“Me, too, Mr. Leo” I replied, smilingHe reached for my hair suddenly. I froze as he rummage through my hair and fished out a straw out of my hair and showed it to me."How did you get straw in your hair" he asked puzzled"I went t.o ta..ke a look at the co'ws e.arlier" I stammered"Why would you want to go to such smelly place" He said as he combed my hair with his fingers and tucked the few straying nonetheless behind my ear. I struggled to breathe as I couldn't dare to look at his face."I wanted to see the calves" I struggled to make every word."He pulled his hat down over his eyes. “Well, I’ve played hooky as long as I can,” he said with a grimace. “I’ll get back to work before Lance comes in here and lassos me and drags me back out to the pasture. You go home at five regardless of the phone, okay?” he added. “I know you worry about your mother. You don’t need to do overtime.”“Thank you sir" I said, and I meant it from the bottom of my heart. “It’s hard for her to be alone in the evening. She gets scared.”“I don’t doubt it. Oh, if you get a minute,” he added from the door,“call Calhoun Ballenger and tell him I’m sending him a donation for his campaign.”I grinned. “I’ll be happy to do that! I’m voting for him, too.”“Thanks" He closed the door carefully behind him. But popped his head through the door again."And Aurora, don't forget to run by the post office and drop the earlier letter. It's very important.""I would never forget sir""Thanks Aurora" he said. He close the door again, this time he didn't open it again.Michael POV: The past few weeks have been hellish and not just for me, my workers too. I just fired my secretary few hours ago. The sixth to be fired in many as 8 weeks. The latest one to be fired for arranging my files in non alphabetical order, it sounded petty, but Aurora understood that much. Aurora! I didn't know I would miss her this much. She had been little light in world I never noticed, I felt submerged in total darkness. Her overwhelming desire to make sure everything was perfectly done for me and her desperate attempts to make me smile or smile when I just gave her an undeserved tongue lashing. I couldn't get her to come back and I transferred the agression to my other employees. I flip at every error and thundered at the most petty mistake. I thought I was going to have to accept she was gone with time, but the anger got worse everyday. Like every other day, I was leaving the office a bit later than others. I closed my office and headed, I saw by chance the Letter I to
Michael POV:I was back at home, where the laughter happens and I can rest at the end of the day. From the street it is bricks and mortar topped with tile, the same as any other mansion. If you step inside you'll feel it's so different, a place where the lungs choose to fill a little deeper and the heart beat a little steadier. I had purchased it for a fortune.On the verandah were plants that reached up past the cedar railings and branched out gleefully into the sun, enjoying their fair-weather home. As was typical Gian, the pots were works of art in their own right. Every one was a pleasing shape and glazed in the same vibrant shades of blue I accented my home with. Some were like snapshots of midnight and ribbed like waves. Others were classically smooth, widening to a rimmed top, brilliant cyan glaze clinging to them like animal skin and dripping down the sides to add just the right dash of chaos. Against the deep browns of the wood, these simple pots were stunning just as I knew
Aurora POV:It was a busy morning, I was engrossed in the work I was doing. I was collating the number of calves brought to life yesterday and cross checking with the spread sheet to make sure there was no error. I still had quite a lot to do, Yet my mind strayed back to my ex boss. Through out the night it was he who was running a course through my mind. I was having a mixed feeling, I was so proud of myself I finally stood up to him and didn't allow him to do me as he please. Yet there was subtle melancholic feeling in my heart, I knew I was sad and I was yet to figure out the cause of it, but it was eating me out slowly. My mother also called my attention to my sad face this morning, I wasn't surprised she detected immediately, it is often said I'm like an open book, easy to read.I felt a cold hand on my skin, I jolted violently with fear out of my skin. "Calm down Mrs. Hardy" I turned around to see my taciturn boss, who looked shaken as much as I was. I presumed my reaction s
Michael POV:"Whom did I asked to deliver the emails for me" I hollered early the next morning.I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and like usual, I was going to take it out on my workers. They were the best option to relieve one of frustration and irritation. Watching them cower right in front of me is thrilling enough to start any day."I was""So, what happened? I clearly told you how important it was, yet you willy - nilly refused to do so.""I had a lot of to do yesterday, my mind must have skipped it at the end""That is not an excuse to forget what I asked you to do Miss Collins" I hollered "I didn't pay you that much to give excuses, I pay you to work and when I ask you to do something you do it""The weather was quite sombre yesterday, I also had to consider the possibility of both I and the important letter getting wet. I planned to mail it first thing this morning, that was why I got to work extra early, but it was nowhere to be found""Because I entered the rain you we
Aurora POV:"GOT IT! AND IT ONLY TOOK ten strokes.”Friday evening, on hole seven of Potter’s Putt-Putt, Mabel performed a little dance that revealed she may have had one too many beers. It was the monthly ladies’ night and judging by the slew of high scores, none of the three of us would give the LPGA a run for their money any time soon.White lights decorated the course’s trees. With temperatures in the seventies, it felt as if fall had finally arrived. Shrieks of laughter mingled with top-forty music blaring from loudspeakers. The mouthwatering scent of the snack bar’s trademark barbecue."You seem to be having a lot of fun" I grinned "Every minute out of Mr. Angelo office is a time to be alive" I couldn't help but imagine the hell I went through and pitied my ex colleagues. Now that I know how it feels to work under someone that truly values your worth, I couldn't imagine myself ever working in such conditions again."That bad?" I asked"His temper grow worse daily, he flips on t
Aurora POV:I headed home after stopping briefly at grocery store to get some stuff we needed and the gas station to refill my car. I drove by the gym too, it's around this time I often head home from gym too. Nights like these are the only few time I let my self have a day off from the gym. I have been so strict with my attendance and why not, I could see clearly how much it has helped me. It helped rebuild my self esteem that was cruelly razed down by Mr. Angelo, after that episode I couldn't even look myself in the mirror, I have never felt so insecure, that was how bad he ruined my self confidence. Despite trying not to show it, I hated myself that time, I hated how I looked and how weak I was. It all changed Mr. Jordan, whom I didn't envision would have so much impact in improving me, despite being oblivious. His subtle remarks and praises for every little thing I do. It boosted my self confidence so much, I could confidently stand in the mirror and admire myself - which I do m
Michael POV: I drove towards Iliac's Café, it is a thirty - Five minute drive but I got there in thirty , it was quite easy to find.I pulled up in their parking lot, the outside of the café looked so calm and the proper lightening made it look so aesthetically pleasing . The clouds was becoming sombre, it would most likely rain soon. I hurried into the Café. The floor was spotless, the walls were painted sepia, with decadent local arts hanging on every wall to exudes absolute serenity and exuberance. I was hit with an amalgam of smell emanating from different direction, Freshly brewed coffee and ground beans, the aromatic scent of espresso, acrid burned coffee, warm caramel or chocolate, the tingle of spices (cinnamon, chai teas, mulled ciders), fresh-baked cookies and muffins, the fruity aroma from a steaming cup of herbal tea, mingling perfume scents, vanilla enveloped me.It was a saturday morning, but it was relatively emptier than what I had expected. I was glad it was, I was
Aurora POV:I promised myself not to cry on my way home, but tears stream down my cheek nonetheless. I felt so angry at myself, how could I be so weak. I couldn't believe I said all that hurtful words to him, it was unlike me to stoop so low and insult anyone with something so personal no matter how angry I was. No matter the situation, what I said to him was much, too much infact. I knew I was angry and lost control because of the amount plausible truths in his words. And setting myself for another rejection is a pain I'm never coming back from, it hurts almost twice as hard as the first. I realized beneath all the denial I still had traces of feelings left for him. How is the heart to forget someone already imprinted on it.My mind drifted to his claims about Mr. Jordan, his claims couldn't be all wrong, could they. I wonder which was possibly the truth and which were lies. It could all be the truth for all I knew, especially the part about his secretaries. But afterall it was none