AZALEAIt's been three days since my last meeting with Alpha Andras, and now I'm standing in the servants' kitchen, completely unaware of the eyes staring at me as I make breakfast.Working in the kitchen is much more enjoyable than washing floors and dealing with piles of filthy laundry or picking weeds and farming constantly in the castle's enormous garden. At least here, I can see, talk, and gossip with Darla. Jenna is also not constantly around, and that is a bonus. The smell of spicy pork bacon frying in the skillet fills the air. It smells lovely, but it makes me a little nauseous. At first, I don't think much of it, and despite the discomfort, I continue chopping veggies. However, when Darla enters with a plate of cracked raw eggs, all hell breaks loose. The smell of the eggs, along with pork and some stray spices, makes me gag and cough uncontrollably. The knife falls from my hand into the bowl, and I hold my throat, desperately attempting to keep the vomit from flowing out.
ALPHA ANDRAS"Azalea is sick."When Jenna came to me with this news, it felt like an ice cube had dropped on my head. I didn't have time to think about what it might entail, so I dropped everything I was doing and followed her without hesitation. She had taken me down familiar hallways, and as we headed to the servants' quarters, I asked if she had summoned the Royal doctor, to which she gave a stiff nod. I also inquired if she had observed anything different about Azalea herself, and she responded with another stiff nod that signified neither yes nor no.Things were still strained between us after our last argument. It had rattled both of us, especially her, and created a barrier of mistrust between us. We hadn't communicated much since that day either. But I didn't want to dwell on such thoughts, so I concentrated on more vital concerns, and the closer we got to Azalea's room, the more nervous I became. My palms were sweaty, and my heart pounded violently against my chest. What c
AZALEAI have never been more grateful for an interruption in my life. And when a gasp escapes my lips at Alpha Andras's thunderous remarks, an inward sense of relief floods me.I'd been on edge since the Royal Doctor left and Jenna started laying out the pregnancy rules. Her comments about my weight hurt, but when she referred to the baby inside me as 'hers,' I clenched my fists. Hard. I shouldn't be envious or possessive of the child because it isn’t mine. I am only a surrogate. Regardless, it hurt, and the thought of being cast away once I gave birth, like every other breeder who served this wretched kingdom, made the knot in my stomach tighten even further. Then Alpha Andras's statement - more like a command - happened, and my heart skipped a beat. His voice echoed throughout the room, exuding a sense of authority unrivaled. "Let the girl breathe. It's too early for this." He continues with his gaze fixated on his wife. "Andras?"His look becomes serious as he asks calmly. "Do
"I want you to stop babbling right this instant and let the poor girl breathe!" Alpha Andras thunders and a gasp escapes my lips.To say I'm surprised is an understatement of how I feel right now, hearing Alpha Andras yell at Jenna came as a shocker to me however, attached with it is a feeling of gratefulness.Jenna's words about me being overweight and indulging in malevolent cravings had me boiling in rage, the worst of all was when she kept referring to my baby as hers? Every fit of anger I had coursing through my veins had quadrupled instantly and showed on my face, which I think Alpha Andras noticed before I quickly replaced it with a blank stare instead."The poor girl's probably still in shock at the news of her being pregnant and you're not helping! Your approach isn't helping one bit!". He sterns.Jenna looks at him, confused. "What are you even saying Andras, she's not the only surrogate who's gone through this, other surrogates did too! So how is hers any different?""She i
AZALEAI can't sleep. I've been trying for an hour now since I took the tablets and snuggled myself into bed, but no matter what position I'm in or how I lie, it's not enough to help me close my eyes. It's like some invisible force is tugging at me, keeping me upright, and I let out a painful hiss. As if to worsen the situation, my stomach growls in a low-threatening tone.The cravings. The ones I’d been trying to avoid tonight suddenly sprang up, and I let out another hiss."Fuck!" When my stomach makes another hungry sound, I leap out of bed and curse. I sigh loudly as I gaze up at the wall clock, which shows it's a few minutes before midnight. I won't be able to sleep now unless I satisfy this hunger, so I take a deep breath and stand on wobbling legs, heading towards the kitchen.I stroll through the dimly lit hallway, and an unsettling calm envelopes me, causing me to shudder slightly. The castle feels vacant, and this area is much emptier. What do I expect from the servants' q
AZALEAThe figure I bumped into was Alpha Andras.I blink twice, believing it was only my imagination, but when I open my eyes, he is there. He's cradling me in his arms and looking down at me with tenderness that makes my heart ache.The corridor lighting is clearly on his side, highlighting his features and making him appear even more attractive tonight. Though his face is quite blurry due to the tears in my eyes, it is him. I haven’t seen him in months, but I immediately recognize him. His scent is also familiar, and his touch feels wonderful. My wolf breathes joyfully in relief, and so do I.After interacting with Jenna, I only want to curl up and stay in this warmth for as long as possible. Perhaps forever. But I can't. I can never. And the reminder causes me to pull back as a new wave of panic sweeps over me. "I apologize, Alpha Andras. I have to leave." The words come out shakier than planned, and when I look up, I notice a frown on his face. He appears bewildered and probabl
I stroll through the palace halls with one of my maids, discussing the various things needed in the palace. It's that time of the year where I make sure every single thing about the castle is renovated to my taste.The walls of the castle are repainted, new furnitures are brought in, bedsheets and curtains are replaced and the groceries restocked according to my meal plan.“Is everything I asked for on the list?”. I inquire.“Yes your majesty, everything is on the list as you requested”. She responds, bowing her head to the ground.“Good, instruct th–”I stop halfway through, spotting a commotion going on in the east wing of the palace and my curiosity kicks in. What the hell is happening?I approach a guard carrying furniture and inquire, "What's going on?""The king requested that the surrogate slave's room be changed. We're doing as we were instructed, your majesty." The guard replies.My body goes numb, unable to believe my ears or process the shocking reality in front of me. From
I stand in front of the full-length mirror in my new room, carefully adjusting the fabric of the dress. Darla is with me, gently combing my hair. From time to time she'd glance at my reflection staring back at me.“See how robust and beautiful you are!”. Darla exclaims and a smile creeps across my face."You're glowing, Azalea,". She remarks, her hands deftly working through my hair.I chuckle, "Well, I guess it's the pregnancy doing its magic."She continues combing my hair. "Not just that. You've always been pretty, Azalea. You have really good genes, I must confess."We share a laugh, but then Darla's tone becomes more serious. "Seeing how pretty you are I'm sure you took that from your mother instead of your father"At the mention of my parents, I freeze. It's as if I'm caught in a trance. I had no idea I had a phobia for the word ‘mother’ or ‘father’ up until now, all my life I've lived without one but then the fact that I might not really be an orphan weighs down on me too.Land