In the course of the days, I have observed that Antonio is avoiding me. I can’t help but feel a void within me, pain, disappointment, hopelessness. When I feel like I like someone, I can’t be with that person. Love is very complicated. I hate love. 一 And then he told me we’re going camping...I’m with Taísa and Clarisa in my room. Let’s just say I’m not paying much attention to them. 一 Fabiana! 一. Taísa took me out of my trance. 一 Sorry, I didn’t hear you... What were you saying?She glared at me. Clarisa was smiling and looking at her phone. 一 I was telling you about how my boyfriend invited us to go camping.Go camping or something? 一 Where? 一. I frowned. 一 Somewhere in the mountains... can you imagine? It would be amazing. It sounds excited. Mountains? Will there be bears? Wolves? Oh, God. 一 Are there wild animals? 一. I hurried to ask. She shook her head. 一 I don’t think so. Clarisa stopped texting and joined us. 一 Who is Iran? 一. Clarisa asks. I looked at Taísa, who h
The next morning I woke up at about 6:30 am, packed my suitcase, packed everything I needed. My mom was in the kitchen having breakfast; yesterday I had to go wake her up to tell her about her trip, she just accepted and told me to take care of her.一What time will they pick you up?一. Ask. We were having breakfast. From the nerves, I wasn't even hungry.一At 8It was 7:30, each time my nervousness increases more and more. Antonio will go, he will go. I will have to act as natural as possible. Natural. As if I could. I shook my plate and put it in the sink. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I took my bags down and sat on the sofa to wait.一I'm leaving, Fabiana. You call me as soon as you arrive, okay?I nodded. Mom left the house, leaving me alone and nervous. Why does this have to happen to me? what did I do? why Antony? because the? I would have preferred to fall in love with someone else, someone who was free, without commitments.A car horn outside my house makes my heart
6 hours later..."Oh my God, my butt hurts," Clarisa complains.We had arrived, we parked the truck in a store where the cabin was rented, Zac went down to get the key and buy a few things to eat. Jason fell asleep on my shoulder. I did not dare to see Antonio these last 6 hours, he went down with Zac.一Are you okay?一Tai asks me.一Yes, of courseHe faked a smile. I'm really not okay. I want to go home. My mom comes to mind, I have to call her, there's no signal to the cabin we're going to, it's better to do it here and now. I pull my phone out of my front pants pocket, punch in Mom's number, and put it to my ear. It doesn't take long to answer.一Say...一Mom, it's me, I'm talking to tell you that we're arriving, alive.一Thank God, how is it there? it's nice? Fabiana, ask if there are no wild animals... They have to be careful.I smile at the crazy things mom says.一Everything is very beautiful, it's a bit cold. I don't think there are any wild animals, and when I'm in the cabin I won't
Upon arriving at the cabin we all settled in. There was fog, it was very cold, we were surrounded by trees, there was a lake a kilometer from the cabin, there were even neighboring cabins, when we arrived, we observed that they were busy, there were several guys a little close to ours. Something was happening at night, it had no signal, we tried to put a movie but there was no handling. Until we opted to make a campfire outside, Zac was telling us his stories at work, how his relationship with Tai began and so on. A while ago, we just arrived, I saw that Antonio brought with him a guitar, could it be that he plays? I'm tempted to ask him but I dare not. We each have a beer in hand, it's a nice night. 一They are somewhat quiet一 Clarisa commented. She kept me company. 一I'm boring一murmuré. I had a drink of my beer. 一Did me, Zac's stories are terrible一susorró. That made me laugh a little bit. Come to think of it, Clarisa can ask Antonio if he plays guitar. 一Clarisa, do you know if
Mint. That's what his lips know. Its rubbing is soft, our lips move at a slow but precise pace, they fit perfectly. I'm kissing him! It has to be a dream, it's so delicate with me, with my lips. We started panting. Now the images of him kissing with Stephanie, of him and his daughter, of them together come to mind. I depart from him carefully, I don't want to do it but this is about not paying attention to the heart, he is going to marry and is with me based. This is wrong. 一This is wrong一susurré. I was still with my eyes closed and my head down, my hands were on his chest. 一 I know, but I couldn't hold back. I always wanted to kiss you. 一lifted my chin with his hand to look at it一I don't regret it, you are all I want, what I need. I also need you. 一You are not for me, you will get married, and... Your daughter needs you 一I turned down my eyesight again. He, with his hand, raised it to me again. I observed his brown eyes, those eyes so cute that I would always like to see them
Fabiana ... Fabi ... Fabiana! ¡I didn't eat the pizza! 一 I woke up suddenly. I narrowed my eyes to watch the 5 pairs of eyes watching me trying not to laugh. But, they didn't stand, they laughed. Even Antonio ... what a shame! ¿What pizza are you talking about? 一 Tai asked approaching me. I know, I was dreaming that I was stealing a slice of pizza from Mom. I am me or I am the only one in pajamas. The bed was at least large. We accommodate perfectly. What I didn't like was that Jason lay down next to me and hugged me all night. Tai lay down in the middle and Antonio at the other end. I glared at Antonio who was also laughing at me. Nada Nothing, where do they all go? 一 I changed the subject quickly. They rolled their eyes as if it were something obvious. Vamos We are going to the lake 一 Clarisa replied sitting next to me. Now we were three, in front of them three. They crossed their arms. Right now it's very cold to go to the lake and I'm still sleepy. If there is something that bothe
My name is Fabiana Smith, I am 17 years old, in a few days I turn 18. I live with my mother and I have two best friends who are crazier than a goat. I had no feelings towards someone, until a fool, handsome, bipolar, crossed my path. At this moment I feel that he will give me a heart attack. If I die, please tell mom that yesterday I stole money from her pig, I made a small hole in the bottom and then I glued it with glue. Okay, I'm being pathetic. You only stole 1 dollar, Fabiana, and it was to buy mint. Ops, I like to look interesting. But you are not. I shake my head and look at Antonio, did I listen well? Did he say he would leave Estefanía? Maybe I imagined it. 一 Q-What did you say? 一 I asked in a voice. He smiled sideways and took my hand. Now the butterflies begin to wake up and fly away aimlessly or directions. Or maybe it's your parasites. Maybe. Que I will leave her. I will do my best to have custody of Hillary, I will not allow my daughter to stay with a smoker 一 It was so
Yes, everything in life is fine until people have to look for our own way, we take different directions, it hurts to leave the people you love, but what I am sure of is that if those people are destined to be together nothing and nobody will separate them, although for a time both take different paths, in the end they will meet again. Clarisa doesn't seem so scared, since her boyfriend isn't here, he works, and that fills her with relief. Tai is the one who is more pale than who knows what. Zac watches us crossed his arms waiting for an answer. Tony is the same or worse than him, he wants to hide, but it doesn't come out. Jason says nothing at all, since he will leave with us. Zac Zac, I can explain it to you 一 Walk Tai towards Zac. He goes back and gestures for him not to touch him. 一 When did you think to tell me? 一 His tone is serious. Now it's scary me. 一 I ... was going to tell you when I return home 一 she answers. Zac bufa and leaves the cabin slamming the door. She gives us one