The sweet taste of icecream that I had before now tastes freaking acidic. My smile was already dropped to the floor. Shit, Jessica now was not the time. I worked so hard in lifting the mood up for Tiffany and now everything feels like ruined.
"Are not you going to invite us in or should we stand here all night?" Natasha spoke.
Bitch if you were not here with my sister I would have slammed this fucking door to your face.
"Oh please, come in" I spoke with a forcible smile and took the wine bottle from Jess.
"Hope we are not ruining your plans for tonight!" Natasha spoke.
Too late Nat.
"It's okay I was just a bit surprised and yes Tiffany is here as well" I spoke the words with a hidden warning for Natasha. Her face that was beaming before was already now full scowling.
"Awesome! So it's literally going to be a pyjama party lol
No one should ever back down from defending their honour. I was not even a part of the drama but Natasha still dragged me into the pit. Even though I don't regret sleeping with Sebastian, I somehow regret rejecting him right on his face. She doesn't even know what a wonderful human being he is yet she decides to tarnish his reputation? "Oh, you want to talk about Sebastian and me? Then let's talk Nat." I screamed. As I was about to defend myself, Tiffany held my hand tightly, stopping me from whatever words I was about to spit. "Don't do something that you will regret later Tina. She is your sister's best friend and long time family friend" Tiffany pleaded. In my heart, I knew what Tiffany saying was absolutely right. She has always been sensible and handled matters more maturely than me, but if I stay silent now then my heart would ne
I never knew one text could make my heart race like crazy. I was wondering since when I turned into a teenage girl with raging hormones. Was it the text or should I say it was the sender for whom my heart was beating like a maniac? Of course, it was the latter one. It was not even a day since I last saw his handsome face. I was trying not to miss him throughout the whole day but who knew just getting a text from him would make me miss that man double than before! There was something in him that kept compelling me towards him and my will to resist was becoming unattainable and harder every passing second. Little by little I didn't realise how addictive has this man became for me. I wanted to end this texting right then and there but with every ping of my phone, I decided to not do so. My heart told me to hear him out at least for now.
My life, that was fabulous a few days before, was now drowning in the pool of pure agony. And surprisingly, the pain was not even limited to the physical aspects. I was going through intangible emotional turmoil. Without my will, I had cut all my loose ties with Sebastian. I should be happy, or at least relieved, but sadly, I was not. I learnt that it was not so great to be hopeless and I should live without lament. I was constantly trying not to let him evade my thoughts and then failing at it and regretting everything in the end. The next few days went in a blur. I haven’t heard from Sebastian since the night; I blocked him two weeks ago. I tried to avoid mentioning his name in front of my friends and left out any ongoing discussions regarding the their company during family dinners. I told Tiffany what I did to Sebastian. Though she scolded me a bit for it, in the end, she turned out to be
We all need a new beginning to challenge ourselves so life won't turn into a dull and bland show. Just like everyone, I also aimed for a new beginning. I do not doubt how much people wish to live a life that I have now. I was always grateful for my lineage and the privileges that came with it. But very recently this privileged life made me think like I was getting everything without even wasting a breath. At twenty-three I feel like I need to revaluate my life itself. I graduated with a degree in business marketing but never went ahead to pursue it. I took art classes but never sold or displayed my pieces. Instead, just like the free spirit that I am, I went ahead with my hobby of travelling and exploring the world. Even though I earn enough money for myself from the c
The week went in an absolute blur. The news of me agreeing to intern at Sebstelivia Corporation was becoming real with every passing second. I was going through a total rainbow of emotions. Nervous, anxious, excited, confused, afraid. You name it and I have gone through it. Amid it all, I was still trying to keep my sanity in check or at least trying and failing in between. I was keeping myself busy with planning and preparing my exit from Boston to New York. Though the distance was not that far and I have gone way far ahead and travelled the world, it was still my first time to be away from home for such a long time. Mom has told me that I
It was true that packing could be a pain to deal with. At one moment it makes you feel so excited and the next moment you would scream at top of your lungs cause you are not packing enough or you have packed too much. Believe me when I say that I was going through the same thing right now. My apartment was a mess. I felt twisted up in my messed-up life. I was picking up something to pack, such as a lovely outfit, one moment and then throwing it out of the suitcase the next. Yes, I picked it up again and put it away. It's just another lovely top, after all. Like a Bridezilla, I was becoming a ‘travel-zilla' for sure. Thankfully, Jessica and Tiffany
Ryan and Jess left a few minutes before the security check. Jess was teary eyes and hugged me tightly until Ryan had to forcefully separate her grip. I have never seen my sister this sad because of me ever. For God's sake, I do travel blogs for life! I hugged Ryan as well. And comically warned him that if he hurts Tiffany ever then he should mentally prepare himself to face my wrath. To which he just rolled his eyes. I know how much he loves Tiffany so I was not worried about them at all. I asked both Jess and Ryan to take care of mom and other family members and keep me posted with every little update. After bidding my family with an aching heart and a little teary-eyed, I composed myself and went for the security check.
If you thought packing your pieces of stuff was difficult then wait until you start to unpack. I sincerely regretted calling packing a bitch. At least with packing, I had Tiffany and Jessica to seamlessly sort my things out. But here in a new place, I have no one to help me with it. A sudden thought crossed my mind where I felt like considering hiring a house help for the apartment. Honestly sitting cross-legged in between these piles and piles of unpacked boxes made me realise how much unpacking can be the true queen bitch. I was going through a major missing my packing fairies, Tiffany and Jessica. The money that I have in my account minus the gifts from my family was enough to hire a house help for three months. Even though it seemed feasible, somewhere I was feelin