ANDREA.His grip on my neck was unyielding and I could mentally see the veins in my forehead and neck pop out as he continued to choke me. He had a very disappointing look. "Let go of me m, you sick fuck!" I growled, glaring at him from the position he had put me in. I couldn't move an inch because of the way he held me tightly. I feared that if he had me that way for a little too much, he might wound me. "Are you deaf?!" I growled again, watching as he continued doing his thing. "Shut up or I will make it worse for you. You think you can run your mouth whenever you want, right?" He asked, his jaw tightening and the veins in his temples became very visible. "Well, I'm going to teach you a lesson that you will never forget. Maybe before you open your mouth to talk to me, you will think twice about it. I've been quiet for too long and you thought it was your opportunity to say whatever you wanted to say to me. I'm going to let you know that you don't have the right to do that here, and
RONIN."Damn it!" I yelled in anger before grabbing the glass from the counter and throwing it across the room. It crashed by the window side and scattered all around the room. I shook my head, finding it hard to believe that it had happened, yet again. I had allowed my crude instinct to take over me and do the things I despised so much. I hated the fact that I couldn't control myself the whole time it happened. All I could do was struggle to come back to my resolutions at that time, but it just seemed impossible. It felt as if I was controlled by an outer, powerful force, one I could do nothing to stop. And now as I looked back at that moment, I felt so empty and shocked, and all my emotions seemed so vague. I couldn't bring myself to talk to anybody at this point. Without another word, I hit the wall with my firmly clenched fingers, but at the same time I knew it couldn't be reversed now. It had happened and there was no way I could change the hands of time. I remembered how sh
-CHAPTER 19-ANDREA.Everything about the room, despite the inner turmoil I was going through, added in the sadness that had wrapped itself around me. I was hurt and utterly disappointed by the things I had been subjected to in the past few days. My heart was heavy and it was all burdened by the weight of the choices I couldn't undo. I just wanted somewhere or something to do that would purge my heart of the anger that was clogged deep down. And the worst thing about this was the fact that the terrible feeling kept increasing with each passing moment. For the first time since I arrived here, I was regretting that I had taken my sister's place, but it was like a spilled cup of milk- you couldn't gather it back. I shook my head in pain as I remembered all that had preceded this moment. I could still hear the echo of Ronin's anger in my head. At times I would get up and pace around the room like a caged beast, wishing that it would blow the cobwebs away, but it wouldn't
CHAPTER 20- RONIN.A whisper swept through the Pack meeting hall as I presented the matter on ground. Unlike other secret meetings, the guards were around this time, and were standing on every corner of the room. The hall was echoing with the low hums of the elders who were gathered as they rubbed minds together to make a reaction about what was going to be done after the recent attacks. Their weathered faces were filled with the wisdom of years spent leading our community alongside their Alpha, so I had gathered them together with the generals. I watched as the murmurings continued for a while, and I guessed it was going to be best if they brought their resolutions to me later on. The air was filled with so much tension with the death of Mathew, one of my best men. It was a total shock, and I had spent a day or two, wondering how it had happened. I rushed to the scene the moment my Beta informed me about it, and I found out that a couple of other warriors had been killed as well
RONIN.Without another word I began to sprint hurriedly down the corridor and towards Andrea's room. I could hear my heart pounding very fast as the urgency of the situation told me that I should he faster even. I couldn't believe that I hadn't hadn't thought about her for the past few days, and I hadn't gone to see and talk to her after what had happened between us the previous day. The thought ran in and out of my mind and I was shocked at how thoughtless I could be. Was she in a very bad condition now? I knew I wouldn't forgive myself if that was the case. The thought that she had locked herself up from five fucking days now told me that what happened had hurt her deeply and it was going to take a while before she got herself back, coupled by apologies from me, telling her how sorry I was about what i had said to her, how I had choked her and nearly made her pass out back there at the room. I could hear the veins in my temple pulse as I turned into a new passageway, ignoring the
RONIN. My words were followed by a very heavy silence and the tension continued to intensify as I stood behind the locked door. I could hear the maids all talking about what was happening and the threat I had just made had the whispers getting more and more profound.And it was very annoying, to say the least. My frustration was mounting with each passing second, and the fact that she had ignored me made me mad. This was worse than I thought! I said to myself, heavily regretting my choices lately. It wasn't until I had knocked that she replied, as if she took joy in seeing me getting more and more frustrated. "If you want to bring down the door, go ahead. It's your door anyways, and I'd love to see you try." She retorted before a butter laugh escaped her lips again. The laugh was what got to me, because of how hollow and how much pain that was filled in there. The challenge in her voice threw me off guard for a second and I knew she seemed like someone who had nothing to lose. I k
-CHAPTER 23-RONIN.The air was charged at this point and the atmosphere had completely shifted. Our faces were inches apart as we stood there, staring at each other. I was taken aback by the fact that she wasn't resisting any of it. She wasn't fighting and asking me what in the world I thought I was doing. She wasn't pulling away. Instead, it all just seemed different, and somewhat beautiful like a fleeting moment where it all seemed like we were about to bridge the emotional gap between us. Something about the passion and vulnerability in her eyes at this point told me that that was how she felt deep down. I continued to close in on her lips, momentarily looking in her eyes to know if she really wanted this, if I wasn't forcing her or if she was doing this because she was too weak to resist and tell me to stop. But it wasn't any of that. Our lips had only brushed, and we were about to lock lips and tongues when a knock sounded on the door. My heart was beating fast when I pulled
-CHAPTER 24-ANDREA"The Alpha asked me to deliver this to you." She said, glancing up at me one more time before cowering.I could tell that she was still scared from the way I had been acting towards the maids recently and the smile on her face was just a way to put up with it. I eyed her as I inched closer, subsequently glancing at what she was carrying.Julia had just delivered a beautifully wrapped gift which she said the Alpha had ordered her to give me. His apology was enough, and even though there was still some undercurrent of tension, it still felt like a step towards the right direction. I couldn't wait to get things started.It felt magical the way my feelings had changed ever since he acknowledged the things he had done. The tight feeling in my chest and my clogged heart now felt free from the pain that I had been going through for a very long now."Hand it over." I said, looking at the box. I was hooked, because I couldn’t tell what was inside and I couldn’t also believe