She knows

" I don't actually trust you, Jacob! From the very beginning! I never trusted you!" She said, facing the truth of her own feelings.

She has honestly let herself go through the time and the desire to be loved by her own mate, almost unwillingly. She knew she didn't trust him, yet she did. She did betray her own sanity, her heart and her emotions. She should have never acknowledged him. She should have never become an emotional stupid on the first place. She has forgotten that she lives in the world of selfishness and cruelty.

" I am sorry I made you feel this way. I know that everything around me is messed up. I never had any intention of creating this but - I am sorry!"

She watches him saying sorry repeatedly. But it doesn't reach her heart. Not even a single ounce of trust exists in her heart. All she has is a heart of doubt, disbelief and impatience. She wants to run away from this person at any cost. The feelings are bitter and suffocating. She hates to think of living here