Amelia tries hard to stop the Alpha when the Alpha is going to give her the final bite. The high alpha just ignored her and continued to lap her tongue over Amelia's skin, the deep growl grew louder, and he pumped the last few drops of his saliva into Amelia. Amelia was panicking and speechless because Alpha didn't tell her anything about mating. Fuck. What is she going to tell her children's when they saw the bond mark, even they don't know about it they will still ask questions.
"Sebestian, stop it please."
The alpha finally pulled out from her neck, heavy breath dropped out through his nose, chest heaving and eyes starting to become clearer than before signaling his rut had come to its end. He blinked rapidly while looking around, eyebrows rising at the shaking and crying Amelia, all confused until his brown eyes fell on to the red moist on the area next to Amelia's shoulder.
"What the fuck?!"
"Sebestian..."
"Oh god, I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I-"
Amelia shushed him and pulled the frightening alpha into her shoulder. She gently rubbed the back of the unknown Alpha head (she only knows his name) to console his wild nerves. She herself was still in shock of what happened but the dreadful tremor expressed on her soulmate face who literally was just out of his Alpha self-brought out the sympathy from him.
"It's okay, Alpha. I-I know you weren't aware of what you did. Please don't feel guilty, okay?"
"No, it's not okay. I don't even know y0ur name. Even we are soulmate I can't do this to you without your permission and I don't think I ever will." And at that, Amelia took a sharp intake of breath, not expecting the sudden confession.
Her soulmate is such a nice man, "I am Amelia."
The invisible string of darkness suddenly appeared among all the lights and sunshine rays in her imaginary. That could mean one thing. She needs to tell him about herself, about her children's, about the life she is living for years. Amelia felt like all the bubbles of happiness that have been attached to every inch of her body were being popped by a rusty, hot needle that she never knew about its existence. It felt like a sudden pang of hurt and embarrassment was being dug in and sealed into her sweaty chest.
"I am sorry, but I need to go." Amelia said as she free herself from Alpha.
"No, I'm sorry that I did not taken time to talk to you. Please stay for a night."
The lingering pain on Sebestian face, in his mind and chest was being stroked even harder soon as the words left the alpha's mouth. Never came to his mind. Is he not important enough for her that she stay with him.
"We can but now I can't, my pups are waiting for me."
"What?"
The Alpha eyes become wide as he looks towards Amelia.
"You had pups? The fuck"
Amelia tries hard not to feel embarrassed, her babies are her world, and she will never feel ashamed because of them.
"How old?" The Alpha and Amelia can see hatred in his eyes.
"5, both are them just turn 5."
"You have twins? And they are fucking 5, means?"
"Yes, I got pregnant by someone accidently and..."
The Alpha growl, "Why don't you fucking abort them?"
Amelia looks towards the Alpha, that's the same question everyone ask her when they know about her children's.
"Why would I do that, they are part of me." Amelia don't want to cry but she can't control her tears.
"They are part of the biggest mistake you did in your life Omega, you fucking let someone else fuck you and you are now raising that shit..."
The tornado of wrath and anger instantly left the room, leaving a stunned Alpha who was trying to absorb the unforeseen incident. He stumbled back against, eyes blinking, wasn't expecting such a blow from the Omega.
"They are my children's you have no right to talk bad about them." Amelia tries to control her breath.
It brought so many tears and agony of pain for Amelia until one point she almost couldn't breathe, the bond mark on her neck suddenly felt so heavy and hot, it was throbbing from the heat bursting through their bond link.
"Fine."
Amelia can see how the Alpha trying to control himself.
"It's look like you love your mistake more than your own soulmate, don't worry I also don't want someone who just sleep around and get pregnant."
Finally.
"I am breaking our bond, I hope we will never see each other again. Now get the fuck out."
The action of breaking their bond link caused the crying omega to succumb into a deep pain, head pounding while neck aching from the force and pressure it just received and the last thing she saw before falling lax onto the floor was Alpha leaving the hotel room, leaving her forever with an broken bond.
One hour later: -
Sebestian has been staring at one of his rooms, he just came back and see the Omega already. The feeling of curiosity has been clogging his mind for hour now, why is his own mate who he just knows has do this to him. Why she didn't wait for him.
He knows he should interrogate her about it, hell he should've done that the first time the Omega decided to tell him about her.
He rests his back on the sofa.
Amelia looks undeniably a very hard-working person and maybe a good mother. He thought it was maybe because Amelia is his mate, but that can't be since she already has a family, without him.
Sebestian knows he did wrong, he need to let her speak but he didn't give her chance, he just marks her one second and the next second, he broke the bond.
There's just something that keeps whispering in his ear that Amelia has his own reasons. She is not a bad person; he just needs to know her story.
Nevertheless, he knows it is wrong, Amelia didn't respect him and wait for him. Sebestian is a very respectable person in the society, and everyone always looks up to him for everything that he does, how he dresses, how he talks and especially how he treats his workers. As if on cue, someone knocks on his door twice before barging in without waiting for his response.
"Hey, my friend."
"Steaven, if you're just going to barge inside of my room like that there's no need for you to knock at all."
"Sorry, Seb. I didn't mean to. It's just someone's been complaining about you, well not someone actually, some people."
Steaven James is an alpha who own this hotel and Sebestian business partner, not only because he's Sebestian's best friend since they were five but the talents, skills and commitments he's shown in managing the Communication and Relations department of the contractor company has brought him to where he is now, the executive partner of his company. He is currently single waiting for his own soulmate.
The brown curly-haired alpha raises an eyebrow at the message. No one had ever complained a single thing about him before, and he would like to keep it that way so he could impress his father. He slowly stands up from his seat and starts walking to the side of bed that is a bit messy because of sex he had with his ex-soulmate, preparing to listen to Steaven who has already sat comfortably on the chair in front of the bed.
Sebestian crossed his arms, cracking the muscle of his biceps with a frown written across his features. He looks so intimidating and if there's any omegas in the room, they would probably whine while unintentionally releasing their slick at the strong pierce coming from Sebestian but since Steaven is his best friend and an alpha, the hard look given by him never seems to falter his eagerness to tell the controversial news.
"What is it?"
"So, you know the omega that your kind of... fancy?"
"What the hell Steaven, I don't fancy anyone."
"Dude, relax. I didn't even mention anyone name, but okay. Anyway, you do notice that the one who left your name, right?"
Sebestian nods and he knows where exactly this is going.
"And... you don't think before having sex with her? She works here dude, she already had two pups. And I know you never just sleep with anyone so tell me what the fuck is going on?"
"Well long story short, she is my mate so I can't control myself and had sex with her."
"She is what? The fuck she already..."
"I know Steve, she told me, don't worry I already broke our bond." Sebestian while dressing himself on his expensive suit.
"You had sex with her and mark her after you know about her pups you just rejected her and broke the bond. Wow, it's like I am reading someone kind of book. Big bad Omega reject his poor Omega."
Sebestian rolled his eyes at his best friend's choice of words. Steaven is always overreacting, and he sometimes wonders how he could keep up with their friendship for more than two decades now.
"Shh stop, I don't like your tone and you're being so annoying. I just...forgot, okay?
"Dear best friend she is your mate, and you can't just deny it. I know you will never try to find about her more, but I will do. I am going to know more about her and tell you. Worry not, If I find something interesting I will inform you first my dear best friend."
Sebestian knows he can't stop his best friend just that Steaven will definitely do as he says.
3 hours later: -Amelia wipes her threatening tears and quickly gets herself together before continuing to exit the building. She literally has no time to think about the insult and the broken bond when she has another problem coming up, after leaving the Alpha room the first thing she did is take shower and cry her hurt out.As much as she wants to leave the building soon, she can't go home like this.Her eyes widen as she looks down to her watch when it shows her it is one minute before the last bus starts to leave. There's no way she could reach the station by then, but she keeps running anyway. The busy street only makes her steps harder and soon as she reaches the bus stop, she sees the bus departing, leaving a stunned Amelia far behind in the middle of the street crowd.No.No. No. No. This can't be happening.Seriously, what did she even do to deserve such a shitty day? Everything has gone wrong since the morning and if Amelia thought the universe didn't hate her that much when
"I've never thought someone as stern as you could offer those kind words, but thanks again." Amelia jokes, amused.Steaven James always stays professional and cold but look like today is full of surprise for Amelia."Eh, looks are deceiving they say." Steaven winks, smirking as the blush on Amelia's cheeks darkens. "Anyway, I'm bringing you home, are you fine with that?"Amelia hesitates at first, but since she has no choice, she agrees."Mr. James, can we stop at the pharmacy first? I need to get Alec's and Ethan medicines."Steaven nods before adding, "You can call me Steaven, we're outside of the workplace and I hope you don't mind if I call you Amelia.""Oh, sure, S-Steaven." The alpha smiles in satisfaction at the mutual agreement and soon, the engine of the black Bugatti roams loudly as they glide on the road.They arrive in front of the flat area when the digital clock of Steaven's car strikes 8:00pm, the wheels halt on the dark tar that covers the parking lot bringing them to
"Amelia?" Steaven carefully calls as he sees how Amelia is whispering to her son's, afraid that he might scare both of them even more.The omega quickly looks up and motions for Steaven to continue as she straightens her body before turning to properly face to him."Would you like it if I give you a day off for tomorrow? I mean, you obviously need it to look after your poor boys, and Alec and Ethan probably want their mama to be with mama, am I right?" Steaven smiles when he finally gets the attention from Amelia's sons as the little boy's looks up to him, clearly curious as to why their name is being mentioned.The alpha's grins even wider when both of them nods, agreeing with him with a little smile, but for Steaven it still counts considering the boys was being a bit hostile to him at first. Alec then reaches out to touch Amelia's arm, silently pleading for her to stay at home for tomorrow."Mama, can you please not go to work tomorrow? I don't like to feel lonely when I'm sick." h
They weren't expecting someone, not like there's anyone ever just casually visit them without informing Amelia through a phone call first. Even her evil aunt would tell her at least three days prior to the day she'd arrive in city, but that only happens twice a year due to their packed schedule with her aunt working as a doctor.Revelation is a drop of a bombshell once she opens the door just to face the one and only Steaven James. The man is standing in his glorious work outfit, Amelia can literally smell the thousands dollar worth of famous designer touch that is smugly cloaking his sturdy, muscular body, screaming alpha. Face smirking at the gaping look coming from Amelia, a slight upward quirk to his lips when he greets, "Good evening, Amelia.""O-oh, hi. Good evening, Mr. Steaven." A surprise squeak coming from Amelia is what makes Steaven quickly state the reason for his arrival."Sorry to bother you but I just want to give this to boys." He holds out a transparent bag full of w
"Well, you're right. Uhmm, I'm...gonna go now.""Well, drive safe. And again, thank you again for stopping by, and boys' gift, and... the flower." She walks Steaven through the door, biting her lower lips to suppress a large smile."You're welcome. Goodbye, boys Goodbye Amelia. See you when I see you.""Bye, nice Steavy! See you when I see you too!" Both adults let out a laughter as the boy's continues to look at Amelia's phone screen.The alpha leans down to hug Amelia, pulling her into his embrace and instantly bringing a shock expression to the omega's face. Amelia can smell the cinnamon earthy pheromones coming from Steaven's neck, almost drooling at the alpha's scent. She, once again, flushes with a very hot face once the taller man pulls away."Take care." And for the second time of the week, he left Amelia with a skipping heart, and this time with a coy wink.God.The weekend slipped away faster than Amelia was hoping that she couldn't help but whine a little on a warm Monday m
Two Weeks Later: -It is 6:45 in the late evening when Amelia finally finishes all the extra tasks she had left for days. The hotel is nearly empty from morning staff except for a few workers that are doing their over shift hours and some security guards who were waiting at the main entrance, ready to lock up the building right after the last person finally exited. She lets out a relief sigh as she leans her back against the chair, thinking about what she should bring home for dinner.Soon as the thought comes into her mind, she instantly remembers about what she promises to her pup's (about their favorite dinner). And also remembers that the last bus available at the bus station is at 7:00pm and there's no way she would make it there if she doesn't leave now and Steaven is not coming hotel today (even he came he will be here it's not Steaven responsibility). Amelia abruptly stands up and packs up all of her things, her mind suddenly filled with worries and perturbing thoughts about
Despite everything, both Ethan and Alec were joyful and good-hearted child and's Amelia didn't want to break their heart. Maybe it was all Amelia's fault because she didn't try hard enough in life, she sometimes stayed up late thinking about a good lie to tell her little ones, hoping that they will forget about it as they get older. She knew they was missing a father figure in life, an alpha. It was something that Amelia was not able to substitute. She also craved for someone to take care of her, to take care of them, she was tired, but she had to keep pushing for three of them.She often felt unsafe. Her omega always on high alert especially when she went out with pups to public places. She hopes that the pup's isn't able to tell how afraid and unsure she feels in lot of situations.The day came when they were eating dinner together, her aunt wasn't home yet late as always. "Mommy..." Alec trailed off and Amelia hummed in response to let him know that she was listening. She could se
It was Alec and Ethan sport day and both of then worn. Amelia baked a chocolate cake with fruit jelly. It may sound weird or unappetizing to others, but it was based on Alec and Ethan favorite candy. She was never allowed to call their friends to the small party, it was her aunt rule 'no more children in my apartment'. Amelia couldn't go against her and risk that it will backfire.So, she did the same thing as every previous year, tried her best to replace their father and their friends, smiling brightly and throwing a best party just for the three of them to fill out the void.They played games and did everything her pup's desired. But Amelia was able to catch the expecting gaze that they were throwing at the door, like they were expecting someone to show up. Amelia knows that one day, she is going to run out of excuses.Amelia took a thousand of pictures of Ethan and Alex and the three of them together. Now, they were munching together on the cake, her pup's choosing the slice with