CHANGE IN A SECOND

NOLAN

Can your whole life change in a second?

Yes, it can.

When you get your dream job, when you propose to your long-term girlfriend, when you quit that job or move to that new country, it can all change your life.

But for me, it changed when I realized I was a father, not just a father to a child but to children.

Alanna walks in, slamming the door to my face and I am not sure how I want to feel about what I had just found out, I am a dad.

I have two lovely children who grew up not knowing I existed.

My mind is a whirlwind of emotion, I didn't leave her house.

I wanted to, I did, but I came back the next day.

That was when I saw her, dressed all fancy and probably going out for a date.

I didn't want to stalk her, I didn't mean to, but I couldn't help myself.

“You always know how to keep a level head Nolan and act on logic,” this had been one testament I had constantly got about myself, my ability to think rationally and not act on impulse but, I was losing it.

Alanna is driv