After saying those words to Nickolaus, for some reasons, I thought he would have a second thought, maybe look at me or ask me why I said that….? But none of that happened. He left home with Sherly that day and since he came back. He hardly talks to me or even look my way. Not that I want him to do so.My physical being likes the way he has been on his own but my heart no matter what he do or does to me, my heart still yearns for him. I know I'm stupid, or might even be foolish but it's not my fault I've tried my best I try to stop loving him knowing that he doesn't want me not even my shadow. Yet! My heart wouldn't listen, every seconds and minutes of the day I feels like I won't survive. I feel like my best isn't enough like I have to do more I don't know what else is it that I should do but what I know is that I'm not giving up, I might have said to him that I'm letting him go but that isn't happening, the heart wants what it wants. Today I'm happy in a special way. The detective t
Ava Della SanchezI couldn't see any sight, became blurry from the food, my whole eyes became so peppering that I nearly lost my sight, I staggered to walk but I coulsee. I tried finding my way using my sight but Sherly pushed me to Nickolaus while Nickolaus pushed me back.They suddenly made me an object of caricature, I feel hot tears pouring down my eyes, and my whole body screams out for help. I wanted to cry but I lost my voice. I can't. I need help. How could they treat me this way?All I ever did was love Nickolaus. Why is he doing this to me?.I was still staggering when I heard their footsteps fading away, I slumped down on the bare floor, trying to find my way, I know I probably look like a mess right now, I felt rejected that I hate my sight right now, I look so pathetic "Just tell me why I can't stop loving you?" I screamed out in pain, hot tears mixed with pain that's all I feel right now. I was still crawling on the bare floor when suddenly I felt someone hold my hand, I
Ava Della SanchezI decided to clear my head, after the scene I saw a few minutes ago it dawned on me that this is going to be tougher than I thought. I decided to go to the park. I need to clear my head. A lot has been going on lately and my poor heart has been the one suffering it.I wanted to take my car keys but then I decided against it. I decided to walk to the park and as well clear my mind, I feel so suffocating at the moment. As I walk to the park which is not too far from our mansion, seeing different people go about their daily activities I can't help but smile, knowing that all these people have their different problems and destinations making us different races and that's why we're human beings. I'm now close to the park as I could sight it from a distance, I sighed and walked towards it. As I sat down on a bench at a corner in the park. I could see different couples with their kids, I can't help but admire them so much. This has always been my dream. This has always bee
Nickolaus Michaelson"Fuck" I ruffled my hair angrily I know I don't like Ava but for some reason seeing her with another man got my blood boiling, how date she? Doesn't she know she's married? Right now I'm so angry that I feel like punching the wall. "I swear Ava should not taste my patience or else I'm going to make this marriage a hell for her" I swore to myself.I think I need to clear my head, I walk towards the wine bar and pick out a bottle of vodka, I suddenly feel the urge to call Sherly I slide out my phone from my sweatpants and dialed her number"Hello…..ba..be" She stuttered like someone in pain"Babe wee you okay?" I ask getting on my feet"Oh...oh...ye..ye..h" She stuttered again"Sherly what's wrong?" I ask already getting worried."Will...call….you back...love" She stuttered for the umpteenth time and hung up, I sighed and rubbed my forehead looking frustrated already. Feeling angry that maybe Sherly's in trouble or sick and is hiding it away from me I started drink
19Ava Della SanchezI watched as Nickolaus left for work in a fit of anger without eating, Madam Perky served him his breakfast but he didn't touch it. I don't know why he's upset but surely I don't think it's me. I think I should make him breakfast and take it to his place of work. I walk into the kitchen, I couldn't think of anything I really need to make something exceptional this time."What are you doing child?" I heard madam Perky's voice. I smile "I want to make breakfast for Nickolaus since he didn't touch his breakfast"Madam Perky sighed and look at me with a concerned look, "You know what happened the last time you tried to do this?" She smiled at me"But I don't want to give up on him, I love him so much" I sighed knowing she's right"I know honey but don't fall so helplessly in love with him that yourself becomes unrecognizable, no matter what your happiness comes first okay," She said patting my shoulders, like a mother"Thank you so much for this" I smile and engulf
Ava Della SanchezTears blurred my vision, I don't know but I lost my voice completely at that moment. I could feel Chris taking me away to where I'm not sure of, at the moment I'm too devastated to care, "Stand here.." Chris told me as he opened his car door, that's when I realized we were standing beside his flashy Ferrari, I allowed my tears to flow, and I could feel a banging headache slamming in. Chris started cleaning my body with a towel, I could feel my eyes moving in circles. I'm feeling dizzy but right now I'm trying my best to keep in check. The more I fight the urge to keep myself from caving into dizziness, the more it keeps on coming back. "Fuck! Are you okay?" Chris asked, guess he noticed my uneasiness"I'm fine you don't……" I couldn't complete my sentence a huge dizziness slammed in followed by a banging headache"Ahhhh…..!!!!!!" I screamed holding my head, my knees made to give in weakly to the bare floor but Chris was fast enough to catch me halfway. "Fuck! I'm
Ava Della SanchezIt's been a week since I left Nickolas's mansion and divorced him. I already signed the papers and sent them back to him through mail. Standing outside the balcony of Chris's house, I allowed the cool breeze of the nighttime to soothe my aching heart. Yes! It's been one whole week and yet! It felt like yesterday, thanks to my family and Chris, I was able to keep my sanity in check. I thought that after I divorced him, I would finally forget about him completely...but no! I was wrong, I never knew it was going to be this hard and painful. Every passing moment I feel like my life is about to crawl away from me, I couldn't believe I attempted suicide twice, If not for Chris I would have been a long speech.This whole time I never realized that I've come to love a monster so much that I gave him the room to destroy every inch of my whole being that I became a shadow of my own existence. Nicholas treated me like an unwanted plague yet! I was so in love with him that I co
Nickolas Michealson.It's been close to a week since Ava left, I thought I was going to be the happiest man on earth, but surprisingly I turned into a shadow of myself"What's fucking wrong with you Nickolas Michealson? This has always been your dreams, your prayers" I ask myself angrily, slamming the hard glass cup on the counter. Yes! Counter, that's it. I've been feeling miserable, my parents were so upset with me that they wanted nothing to do with me now, obviously, they liked Ava so much that they never expected she would leave.I've made the bar my second home favorite place since it happened, I don't know why I'm feeling like this, I suddenly miss her face so much. No matter how I tried hating her, she always caves in."Why did she suddenly give up?" I ask no one "You always wanted her to leave" My conscience slammed me"I don't even know what's wrong with me!" I said to myself throwing my hands in the air."Deal with it, you lost her already!!" My conscience screamed at me