Nat's POV
It has been a day since Leo's confession and I can't believe I kissed him in the parking lot of a restaurant.
I touch my lips with my finger and can't help but think of how it felt when he crashed his lips against mine. I feel the butterflies in my stomach again and blush away at the thought of the kiss.
And then it hits me, I shouldn't have kissed Leo.
Leo stands for everything I should run from, hide away from and just never come in sight of. I can't seem to do any of those things though. For the first time in my life, I want to stay and whatever lies ahead of me but then the fear cripples in and know I just don't know what to do.
Should I run?
Nat's POVIt has been a day since Leo's confession and I can't believe I kissed him in the parking lot of a restaurant.I touch my lips with my finger and can't help but think of how it felt when he crashed his lips against mine. I feel the butterflies in my stomach again and blush away at the thought of the kiss.And then it hits me, I shouldn't have kissed Leo.Leo stands for everything I should run from, hide away from and just never come in sight of. I can't seem to do any of those things though. For the first time in my life, I want to stay and whatever lies ahead of me but then the fear cripples in and know I just don't know what to do.Should I run?
Nat's POVI run out of my house as soon as I hear voices next door.Not a smart move for someone whom two clans are after then again, I'm not so smart after all.They seem to be of two people fighting.Having figured this much, I try to take a better look inside and hope that nobody sees my head bobbing on the fence.Praying that one of those people isn't Leo, I rush to the gate of Leo's house and try to see what's happening.I see Nick hitting someone really badly and to my horror I realize that's not the Nick side of Marco but it's Marco himself.
Nat's POVI stand there looking at Marco clean up the mess he made outside and I try not to throw up.Never in my life had I ever thought that I'd have to do this but here I am.I have reached an all time low.This was not the first time I had seen a dead body but this something you can never get used to this kind of stuff.I'm positive I will have nightmares of this for a long time.This is all too much.Thishadto be some stupid joke by Marco, just to scare me.But som
Nat's POVIt was early morning and the image of Nick smirking and telling me about his motive doesn't seem to get out of my head.What if start popping in my head and I try my best to let go of them but they too don't seem to budge.What if he gets to know who I am ?What if Marco is lying and this is just a sick game of his to kill me?What if it's true?All these what-ifs are giving me a migraine.But no matter how much I want to not think of these, I just can't seem to let go.I search f
Nat's POVIt's been a week since the kiss with Marco aka the biggest asshole in my life.I left without another word cause I couldn't risk Mario seeing me.I feel tired every now and then since that day.I miss Leo.I miss him a lot.This is exactly the reason why I wanted Leo to leave me alone cause I didn't want to fall of this again but he didn't leave me and now here we are again.I just feel this ache like I felt when Nick told me he was Marco and he never was in love with me.But this time,
Nat's POV"Nat , honey , will you please go out of the house ? It's been a week since you haven't stepped out except for going to school," my mom says to me one fine day and wakes me up from my peaceful slumber."Mom, I don't want to go, "I whine."Why?" she raises an eyebrow and asks me."Please,"Why is she bothering me?"I don't care. You need to go out and socialize! How long has it been since you last talked to Nina?""A while, " I say guiltily.I've been ignoring her calls all week and now that even school i
Nat's POVWe sat there for a while.We didn't speak for a while.The silence was sickening and my insides were turning up and down.I look at Leo. He's sitting with his arms folded and just staring right into the space. He lets out a heavy breath and looks towards the ground. I think he can feel my gaze upon him but he chooses not to look at me but at the ground. He rubs his eyes with his hands and I feel saddened by this sight of him.I've never seen him so tired and maybe even broken.We sit in silence and as the silence was making me want to puke, he looked at peace as if the silence wasn't slow
Nat's POVWe reach home an hour later.Turns out when Leo was looking for me, he got his car.The drive home was silent with nothing but music blaring on the radio.I could tell Leo was damn angry and he wanted to kill Marco this instant because Marco not only killed his cousin but countless members of the clan.I don't understand why Leo felt the need to bring this up when we were finally communicating and sorting everything out and how in the world am I supposed to act about this?I shoot a glance at Leo and see his grip tightening around the steering wheel and breath heavying with every passing second.