What to believe

Chapter 57

Selena POV

I don’t know if all this are true but all I know for now is that I will never forgive him for all that he has done for me.

Something’s are meant to be forgotten and forgive while some are just to be forgiven not forgotten.

I looked at his eyes with pains filled heart, he’s not going to let me go and I should find way to leave with it.

Does he knows how it’s feels for me having the sexual urge to be with him but didn’t want to call him because I’m angry at him? The only thing I could think that moment.

Is to hurt myself, I did it because I believe it will change my mind concentration and my sexual urge will go down but it’s only get worse.

Those moment I wanted to be fucked like there’s no tomorrow until I saw blood rolling down from my arms down to the floor and water cascading my whole body.

It’s feels as if my whole world is falling out right in front of my own eyes, I couldn’t do anything about it and there’s no one to even rest on.

No one to talk to and would