Chapter Twenty

Rain midnight 

 

I broke another pen in half and threw it in the trash can. I wasn't so sure how many pen were now inside the bin because I lost count after the tenth one. 

 

My wolf wouldn't stop irritating me about her. I didn't want her but why does he? She wasn't what I dreamt about, how my mate would be ,she was the total opposite and I can never sacrifice all by beliefs for her can I ? 

 

"Don't deny and lie to yourself, you need her just as much, or have you forgotten how you were screaming her name last night after the wet dream you had." My wolf blasted. 

 

I was tried of arguing back and off with him, this past few days I and my wolf were behaving like tom and jerry. 

 

"You are right, I need her ,for the hot sex, the one i have always dreamt of  with our mate , nothing more." I shot back and I could feel him roll his eyes back at me. 

 

" Yeah, dece