I'm going to pick up my nephew soon, but I had just enough time to write this chapter. Hope you like it :) Thanks for the nice comments below my note. She has been feeling pain and some contraction and is dilated, but not enough. but I hope tonight or tomorrow my baby nephew will be born. In the mean time I will try to give his big brother a nice day so my sister can save her energy.
Argo’s pov I wanted to start training the soldiers as soon as I left the hospital, but they told me to take it easy, whatever the fuck that meant. I mean, how easy can someone take it? I’ve been in the hospital for days, doing barely anything, and bored out of my fucking mind. I could have left a few days before Airk, but I couldn’t leave my brother alone. Since we’ve been back in the packhouse, things haven’t really improved. Airk’s talking to someone, and he’s staying outside a lot, but there’s something different about him, and I’m scared he’ll never be the fucking same. How could he go back to being the old Airk after what he went through? To be able to stay strong for my brother, I need an outlet, and thankfully, Airk has plenty of other people to look out for him while I’m gone. Mom and dad left yesterday because the pack needed them. Not just the pack; Aeryn has a newborn, and they’re balancing two packs at once. It’s a fucking lot. I should say that I miss them, but I real
Airk’s pov "So, um, you know how you’ve been sleeping in my room all of the fucking time?" Argo asked me. "Yes?" "Well, Mila wants to give us a shot, and I kind of need my room to do stuff. You know." Argo said, wiggling his eyebrows. "Yeah, I know. That’s fine. I’ll stay in my room." I said, feeling instantly like I couldn’t breathe. "I can still come to you, and I promise to talk with you before you go to bed. I’m next door; I’m not fucking leaving you." Argo reassured me. I wasn’t a child. But it sometimes felt like it. Like a child who was afraid to be alone, afraid of what monsters he would find under his bed. I just wish I had Kael with me, so I wouldn’t feel so alone. "I’ll be fine." I said, again, and Argo raised an eyebrow. "You fucking suck at lying. I heard Brax did some things to your room to help?" He did. The room was perfect, but it didn’t matter what the room was like when I was there by myself. I kept seeing Emmy and Jace having sex. I kept feeling the pain of
Brax’s pov Every day, I saw Airk looking a bit better. Having something to do and something to focus on seemed to get him out of bed. He wasn’t happy, but he was there. ‘He’s always been here,’ Hudson said, confused. ‘No, he hasn’t. His body was here, but his mind was elsewhere. Just like his wolf still is.’ Hudson howled inside my head. He had never really gotten to know Kael. I knew Hudson always dreamed about meeting Airk’s wolf. ‘If Airk never got his wolf back, I’d be okay. As long as he’ll allow us both to love him.’ Hudson said, but I still felt bad for my wolf. He lost his mate too, and we both loved Airk. I thought that Airk would plan a quick ceremony, but he hadn’t shared much with me. I was only joking that it needed to be big. It wasn’t until Mila stopped by that I realized Airk had a whole party planned. "It’s so nice, Brax. I can’t believe you and Airk want to throw a party. He asked me to invite Mom and whoever else I wanted. I was thinking Eli, but I don’t want
Mila’s pov "Um, so, uh, well, I was thinking, um..." I said, unsure of how to approach this. Had I done something wrong? Argo seemed to be obsessed with my body, so why didn’t we have sex yet, and why had he not marked me? The party for mine and Airk’s iniation was tomorrow, and I hoped to do it with my mate’s mark around my neck. ‘But did you actually ask him? They are not mind readers. You might be able to feel some emotions through the mark you left on Argo’s neck, but he can’t sense yours.’ Leysa said, clearly annoyed with me. ‘Shouldn’t he want to mark me? Shouldn’t he be able to tell I want him to?’ ‘No. If you want something, ask.’ "Well, sunshine? I’m waiting. What did you want to say?" Argo asked with a smirk on his face. "Why haven’t we had sex?" I said it so fast that it was barely audible. "Are you saying that all the fucking times I’ve gone down on you don’t count? Have I not made you cum enough?" "No, but I mean, that doesn’t count." Argo raised an eyebrow, "ar
Argo’s pov Mila wanted me to mark her! Although the thought of sex was at the forefront of my mind, and my dick, all day, the thought of marking her felt so fucking special. Not only was she staying here, she wanted the world to show she was mine and I was hers, and I couldn’t be fucking happier. I had thought about fucking my mate daily, but I wanted to make absolutely sure she was on board. I didn’t want to ruin this for her. And for me. This was our second chance to do her first time again. It needed to be right. All week, I tried my best to erase the damage I had done. I wanted Mila to be as confident with me as she was when I first met her. I had damaged that confidence; I knew that for a fucking fact. When she was naked around me, she would hide certain parts of her body, and I tried to make sure she knew how much I loved her body. Every part equally. ‘That’s a lie.’ Stark said, laughing. ‘Fine, I love her ass and boobs more than the rest.’ ‘And there’s one part you like
Brax’s pov "Good morning, Air," I said before stretching my arms above my head. "Goodmorning," Airk said, before quickly moving away from me as if he were burned by my touch. He stood up from the bed, looking everywhere except for me. I looked down to see a very large morning wood. "I’m sorry." Airk chuckled awkwardly, "it’s fine, it’s natural, right? All men get it; you probably just need to pee." Yeah, it probably had nothing to do with the dream I had of sucking Airk’s dick before letting him ride my ass. I didn’t respond, instead asking him. "Are you excited about today?" Airk had let me sleep in his room for the last few nights. At first, I kept my distance, but when we were both asleep, we tended to move towards each other and wake up with my arms around Airk. Then, after the second time it happened, I decided to just cuddle with Airk before he fell asleep, and surprisingly, he let me. I was trying my best not to be scared around him and not to worry about triggering him
Airk’s pov Why did Brax do that? Why? Was it a cruel joke? No, he wouldn’t do that. He’s not cruel. So why tell me he loved me in front of the pack, me, and his family? I missed Kael, but now more than ever, I wish I could talk to him. Brax looked at me, now facing me instead of the crowd, and told me his heart was mine and I could choose what to do with it. I didn’t know what to say, so I squeezed his hand. He must mean it, right? But how could he? How could he love me like this? I didn’t even love myself right now; I felt closer to hating myself, actually. But his words did something to me. It reminded me of what we used to be—just the two of us in his room talking about life and exploring each other’s bodies. Things were so simple back then, except for hiding our feelings for each other from each other and the rest of the pack. Brax held me until the applause stopped and I stepped down from the stage. ‘I didn’t know the fucker would do that. That was fucking romantic.’ Argo
Mila’s pov I always knew sex would be awesome. My brother always told me about all his conquests in way too much detail. But I never suspected that once I had sex, I would want it all the damn time. I couldn’t keep my hands from Argo, and while I loved seeing everyone, I kept thinking about last night and this morning. ‘Keep that up, Sunshine, and I’m fucking you right now in the middle of this fucking dance floor.’ Argo said, feeling my arousal through the bond. ‘If I can fucking smell you, so can the rest.’ He growled huskily. ‘Want to sneak into a bathroom, and I’ll give you a quickie to get your mind back on this damn party?’ I so desperately wanted to say yes, but at that moment, Eve and Charlotte came back into the room. ‘So what’s the deal with those two talking to Airk?’ I asked, still mind-linking my mate. Everyone here could hear anything, and I had no clue if this was something private. ‘They both had fucking horrible mates. Charlotte killed hers. First, she rejected