There are five stages people go through when they lose their loved ones; denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. And although no one died, Alpha Ciandra went through all of the emotions, over and over, and poor her, it wasn’t even dawn yet. Alpha Alphonso was enjoying every moment of it, and because he didn’t know if Alpha Ciandra would act the same the following day, he stared at her with hands crossed above his chest, it was the best show ever. She was at stage three now, bargaining for her needs. She crawled to her and hit his legs softly, she begged him, saying she would lick his penis if need be. He chuckled and pushed her head away, “you don’t know how to do it, Ciandra.” Her lip curled up in anger, and she yelled at him for being deplorable, when she realized what she has said, she returned to the corner of the house and cried her guts out. His alarm rang, and he said, “I have had enough of your shit.” He picked her up and took her to the bathroom. Filling the
Her feet pounded against the ground, and with each push, she increased her momentum. She didn’t know where she was heading but it was way better than being near him. Stupidly, her mind began forming coherent thoughts and it was telling her to head back, be a little doll and do her fucking job. If the elders knew they were in new surroundings and she left him alone, she wouldn’t hear the end of it because sadly enough, it was part of the deal they informed her on the first meeting inside the Shadow Court. She didn’t look back and continued sprinting. Her heart was pounding hard, she could hear it in her ear. She couldn’t believe she was having a hard time running, she was the fastest runner, and hell, when it came to sprinting, she always turned up number one and not her father. Her heart and mind were working simultaneously, they were racing so fast. She felt a surge of adrenaline pumping through and it pushed her to run faster and harder. Alpha Ciandra ran as if her life depended o
[ALPHA ALPHONSO] Alpha Alphonso couldn’t return to fall asleep, even with his fucked up head, he had a topic, or rather someone’s name that gave him sleepless nights whenever he thought of her or someone mentioned her. At least for the past few days, no one had ever spoken of her, Luna of the Dark Shadow Pack, how would they have when all they were to do was to forget what had happened on that fateful night? And although some of them whispered to each other about her in dark corners, it was always for a few minutes, and off they went to focus on something else. During his meeting at the Alpha Summit, he had dreaded the full moon coming as it meant he would go to visit her, it was like a sealed unspoken deal between them, he never look up to it although a few minutes after meeting her, he would always enjoy every moment of it. If there was anyone who brought out different sides of him, shades of emotions from him were no one other than his Luna and oh, he hated it. On his way back
(ALPHA ALPHONSO)The blazing sun above him hit his face and he was damn sure it would leave sunburn on his skin. Checking his watch, Alpha Alphonso couldn’t believe it was not even 10 AM already, why was the sun so hot suddenly? He smiled, thinking of the sun being against him, and sat upright.He was still outside the room he spent with Alpha Ciandra, it had been hours since he sent Beta Pierre to go and search for her, and they haven’t returned. He studied his surrounding, hoping they could appear out of somewhere.Seeing nothing, he leaned back sighing frustratedly, he hadn’t expected they would take this long. Like damn, hadn’t he applauded Alpha Ciandra for the connection she formed with Beta Pierre? He was damn sure the Beta wouldn’t take an hour to find her.“What the hell is taking you so long?” He wondered, feeling disappointed. Disappointed at leaving him all alone, technically, she was supposed to stay glued to his side if they ever left the pack together and were at new te
Luckily with the moon's current phase, no one in the pack realized Alpha Ciandra was missing when they ate dinner or they were outside on their stroll with their mates. Beta Pierre brought her meals on time and not once did he ask her why she wasn’t going outside. With the Tagadi Town's files and its history occupying her mind, she never asked why he didn’t ask. She found out about many things she has never heard about humans, most of the things were insanely boring like fuck and if it had been someone else, they would have stopped immediately. Talking to other supernatural beings was a piece of cake, and even if she had already spoken to the humans in Tagadi Town before, the situation had shifted and she had to relearn about everything on them for their communication to be smooth the next time she visited them, especially Tagadi Town leader and the hunters' leader. Everything and everyone Alpha Alphonso thought was important to carry his plan was on the list, she was intrigued and
The tension in the car was unpalatable, Alpha Ciandra looked forward with her jaws tensed. She was furious at Alpha Alphonso for speaking at the grieving Alpha without giving a second thought and worse, for him to squeeze her shoulders as if she used petroleum. The moment he laid his hand on her shoulder, she realized something, he wouldn’t miss a chance to lay his hand on her, either for pleasure or to execute pain and she hated it. Earlier, she couldn’t let him handle her the way he had at the Moon Motel and on that fateful night inside his room, it was fucking damn time she got her power back. Well, at least this was her hope, and yeah, a girl gotta dream, right? His eyes were glued to his hand as they drove home. Two hours later, he spoke when they were nearing a restaurant, “stop.” “Why?” “I need to use the bathroom.” Alpha Ciandra looked back for a second, and they made eye contact, her black eyes darkened while his blue ones bored into her forehead, he was acting extremely
“RUN! Ciandra, RUN!” She could see herself running freely, far away from Beta Pierre, and of course nowhere near the Dark Shadow Pack. Beta Pierre’s drunk self was on the ground, mumbling, and if she wasn’t in shock, she would have learned another secret. Her face had gone white, pale like a ghost. The wolf she sent to call others was the one who broke her from the current state she was in, she waved at them to go back to the pack and slowly picked up Beta Pierre from the ground. She couldn’t leave him without facing the music later. As much as her wolf was advising her against helping the man, she knew this situation was different from when they had left him at the Wilder Pack, the evening he rolled out of the moving car, and on other occasions. He was vulnerable and she didn’t want to take the chance of leaving him around the humans who detested him. “Daddy, Beta Pierre knows.” Her father was the only one she could think of. She had to, after all, he had been her greatest teache
Disappointed, Alpha Karl whispered, “Alpha Ciandra, you are a great alpha and not a lowly wolf, you don’t have to speak to me as if I am the moon goddess or the supreme Alpha.”Alpha Ciandra only managed, “uh?” Alpha Karl cocked his eyebrows at Alpha Ciandra, his eyes saying, "please tell me you are joking." He cleared his throat and asked Alpha Ciandra to follow him. She nodded at her warrior slightly, sending a link to her, again! A block. "What the actual fuck?" She mumbled. Alpha Karl let out a lowly chuckle while he waved at some wolves who greeted him. They stopped at the exact position Beta Pierre had left Alpha Ciandra when she arrived first. "Alpha Ciandra, you do know you are the best alpha." It wasn't a question. He continued, "you have sent thousands of wolves into different packs and they have always succeeded and returned to their packs. I applaud the ones who are in my pack and the ones before and the ones before. You are the great Alpha Ciandra. Okay?" "Thank you