Chapter 109

Tahr

I miss Pepper terribly. She has stayed away for a month. Bastian and Laryn informed me that their mates are helping her. I should be angry, but I'm actually relieved. I don't want Pepper alone.

My thoughts are all over the place. I miss Meagan so much and I will admit to missing Pepper just as badly. It makes no sense. She has been in my life for such a short time.

It's after midnight and I've given up trying to sleep. Each night is longer than the last and I can't control my heart any longer. I need my mate. I know I hurt her. I'm hoping that charcoaling my face and giving her time has dispelled some of her anger. A broken heart is different. I saw it in her eyes and I have no idea how to fix it.

I gave her away.

She won't come to me so I go to her. Pepper doesn't fly out of Sarn's castle as I half expect. I shift on the perch and enter the bedroom. She's sleeping. I stay still and take time to admire her beauty. Her headpiece is waiting at home and for just a moment I wish I'd