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52. Selfishness
Alpha Fiama
The whole night was sleepless. When I got dressed for college, I looked at the mirror. My eyes looked swollen enough. I hardly wear make-up. However, today it was needed to wear some. Looking at myself, I strived to smile, at least a fake smile. But it was so difficult to give a fake smile too.
I checked my phone. There was no GOOD MORNING message from Jay. I did right when I rushed away from him. Though I didn't want him to stop me, it would hurt if he actually didn't.
Grabbing my backpack, I left my residence and moved towards college.
*
My eyes were glued to the ground all the time when I was walking towards the classroom. As I stepped inside, I bumped into a hard chest abruptly when my muse broke. I lifted my eyes with a devastating gaze to find Jay in front of me. Our eyes connected. He didn't say anything, I was quiet. But it felt like our eyes said many things to each other. His hardened reaction was something I had hardly seen.Related chapters
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