JaxsonI can't believe I have to go to this stupid Ball this weekend at the Blue Moon Pack, the one I went to last year was so dull, there was nothing there except mated wolves and young she-wolves that throw themselves at anyone who will accept them regardless of them being true mates or not. But my Beta John has managed to talk me into going, with promises of the possibility of finding my mate and he is also hoping to find his as well. I try not to lose hope but with all the letdown of not finding her it’s hard to stay positive, but I am hopeful that she will be there. Hopefully, he is right, we both have been matless for four years now and I am beginning to lose hope of ever finding her, I have dreamt of the Moon Goddess blessing me with a mate for so long it’s beginning to feel like it will never happen. I have my tux already for the damn Ball and John has his as well. All that is left to do is make sure everything is taken care of for my father, so he won’t have to do much whil
JaxsonOnce I finish up all my paperwork and I am finally able to take a moment to relax and enjoy the rest of my day I make my way out to the tree line, and I strip down and hide my clothes in a hole in a tree and shift into my wolf. My wolf is a dark chocolate brown with bits of white and honey brown flakes throughout, I have one bright white paw and deep brown eyes and being an Alpha I am much bigger than most wolves out there, Alphas must be bigger, stronger, and smarter than most. Anyone ranking lower than an Alpha would have to be stupid to challenge any Alpha out there. Especially me, I am known as a cutthroat Alpha. Tough, strong, scary as all get out and every other pack around knows better than to mess with me and my pack. We aren’t the biggest pack, there is about 200 plus members in my pack but just because we are a small pack doesn’t mean we aren’t tough. I can feel John behind me before he even makes it within a foot of me. I mind link him since I can't talk while in my
AlexandriaToday is going to be a good day....it must be, Annie has already texted me to wish me a happy birthday. That’s right. Today is the day. I am finally eighteen and I will hopefully find my mate today. I hope it is someone who can love me and cherish me and show me the adoration a true mate should. I make my way out of bed and into the bathroom to get my shower and get ready for school. I grab my towel and I turn to the shower to turn the water on hot and as I strip of my pajamas, I climb in the shower and wet my hair to use my best shampoo and favorite vanilla scented body wash, it’s not easy to keep my blonde hair as lush and bright as I do. So, I need to use only the best hair care products. Once I’m done with my shower I step out and dry off with my super soft towel, this one is my absolute favorite, it feels like heaven and is super absorbent, once I am fully dried off, I lather my body in my hibiscus and strawberry lotion after I am lathered up, I make my way back to my
AlexandriaIt takes me a minute to figure out what Annie is talking about. I know I heard her, but I guess my brain is a little slow this morning.“What? No way. It can’t be.” “And why not?” She seems to think that my mate is James and that can’t happen, he is a total asshat, he is a...douchecanoe. No way. I will lose my mind if he ends up being my mate. Why would the Moon Goddess curse me with someone like him? “Don’t even go there, Annie.” I say as I roll my eyes and begin my trek back towards my first class of the day.“Let's get to class maybe you will find him in there.” She seems pretty determined to help me find my mate today, we know he is in this school we just don’t know who it is exactly. As we make our way to class, I get this weird feeling I’m being watched again but I don’t turn around this time and just continue to class.By the time lunch rolls around Annie and I make our way to the cafeteria room for lunch, I am starving and ready to eat. Annie and I make our way
AlexandriaWhen I wake up the next morning, I feel groggy and tired still, that can sometimes happen to people when you’re in that in-between headspace of waking up for the day and being half asleep, it is also known to happen to some wolves who have been rejected by their mates as well. So, in my case that is more than likely what is going on with me right now.I try to forget what happened the day before. But when the memory won’t go away, I have no choice but to get up and get around and get ready for the day. No matter how much I want to forget about yesterday and stay here under my nice warm blankets in my nice comfortable bed, I can't, I can't let my parents know what happened yesterday, at least not yet. They would go to the Alpha and tell him everything and he would make James take back his rejection and I don’t want to be mated to someone out of obligation or by force. I refuse to be mated to someone who doesn’t want me for the way I am. I don’t want someone to be with me if
Alexandria I’m not surprised to see Annie waiting for me by her car when I pull into my parking space right next to her car. This is going to be intense; Annie isn’t going to let up until I give her the full story. She is my best friend, after all, I might as well tell her the truth. “Hey Annie, before you go crazy and start in with the twenty questions, I will tell you everything but just give me a minute to prepare myself, okay?”“Okay, I just want you to know that no matter what it is, I’m here for you, we are best friends you’re like my sister I never had.” She is the best, I’ve loved her like my sister I never got also, unlike me, she has two brothers, but no sister and I ended up not having anyone, so she and I have become like sisters and her brothers look after me too like their little sister. “So, Annie you know how you were dead set that James could have been my mate?”“Yea, what is going on Alex?” Usually, she is a lot more quick-witted than this. Why is it taking her s
JamesHaving to see Alex at school these last few days has been torture. Is it possible to regret rejecting her as my mate, no it's just the mate bond it's got to be, it will be fine, I’ll be able to mate and mark Jackie soon, I just need to wait until she turns eighteen in a few weeks and I can announce her as my mate and tell my dad who is the Alpha, and then he will want to announce it to the whole pack and then will come the Alpha and Luna ceremony, then he may be willing to let me take over as Alpha, then I can become the most powerful Alpha in our area. Even before I rejected Alex officially, I planned to become Alpha and then find a way to become the strongest. But I can't do that if I have a weak Luna, and that’s exactly what Alex would make me, she will make me seem weak and I can't have that, I need someone strong by my side and someone who can help me take over more land and who can help me acquire more pack members. Alex has always been weak, she has never stood up for her
JaxsonThis is going to be a long weekend. As I sit here in my office finishing up last-minute paperwork before me and my Beta John head out to the Blue Moon pack for the Ball this weekend. I have so many things to finish. There have been a few rogue wolves roaming around the border of my pack lands but what pack doesn’t have a rogue problem occasionally, and there are a few issues with the hotel businesses that I own that need to constantly be taken care of. I have my hotel business that is in the human part of town, we are in a fairly large city but nothing too big, but my pack is on the outskirts of town with a lot of room to run around and along one side of my pack territory there is forest beyond the eye can see, all the pack members love it here, my pack isn’t the biggest in the state but I have a little over 200 pack members, we are a tight-knit community and we all stick together, we all work together and help each other out when anyone needs help. So, I don’t have to worry w