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Conversations with the Gamma
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Alpha Kade Training with the Beta
Emilia’s POVGamma Garrett is quiet as he thinks about my reasoning. Don’t get me wrong, I wonder the same thing. It wouldn’t have been too hard for me to accept his rejection, and free both of us from this bond. I told him I didn’t want a bond with him. I have had these moments since coming to this pack and finding the Alpha is my mate where I don’t want him. I see the way he acts towards me. He’s rude, careless, and quite frankly, just an asshole. But, have I really scratched the surface with the Alpha? I haven’t been around him besides a few small interactions. Are those interactions really enough to make it to where I hate him to the point I want a rejection? I don’t think so…Then, there is the other part of me. At the end of the day, this decision doesn’t just affect me. It affects Athena too. Although, I haven’t talked to her since he rejected us since she hasn’t fully resurfaced, I felt her pain and anguish when he rejected us in the first place. She felt many of the things I
Alpha Kade The Club
Emilia’s POV—Two months later The last two months have passed in a whirlwind. I have fallen into a routine. Every morning, I get up and help with getting breakfast rolled out before the warriors finish their morning training, then I meet Beta Marcus at the training building, and we work on training. And I have made a LOT of progress. Beta Marcus thinks I am almost ready to join the high school training classes, skipping over the elementary and junior high classes. I can hit him now without wearing myself out and hurting my hand in the process, unlike that first disastrous training. After training, I take a quick shower before I head down to help Alexis with our general chores, making sure I do everything I can to avoid the Alpha’s office. After chores are done, we get a little break before we have to help with the dinner prep and roll out. After dinner is done and the kitchen is cleaned, we are done for the day. It feels weird. When I was in Black Claw, when I finished the work fo
Alpha Kade Club Infinity
Alpha Kade’s POV I hate coming here. And I didn’t want to, but ever since I tried to reject the Omega, I have been off. Unfortunately, everyone has noticed. Her being my second chance mate is on a current need to know basis, so only a few know, but it doesn’t make it any easier. The last two months I have been successful in avoiding seeing her or inhaling her intoxicating scent. I know if I get a whiff of her heavenly scent, I won’t be able to stop myself from wanting her. She never accepted the rejection, like a little bitch, and now Ghost and me are reaping the consequences. Club Infinity is an exclusive club I own. The club is located only a short distance from the pack, in the middle of the nearest human city. At first, I considered creating the club strictly for supernaturals, a place where we can be ourselves, without having to worry about the humans. Then, I realized I could make something the humans would die to go to. And our pack is located on the outskirts of a college t
Alpha Kade Heart-to-Hearts
Emilia’s POV Pain courses through as I finish the rejection. And for a split second, I wish I didn’t say it. I wish I didn’t get pissed off with at him. I felt weird with guy’s hands on my waist. The guy I didn’t even know the name of. I should have been more careful. I knew Alpha Kade was there. I should have declined the guy’s offer to dance. But I didn’t think the asshole was going to care. He rejected me, so why did it matter who I was talking to. Why did it matter who I danced with? Athena whimpers in my head and regret washes through me. She’s in pain because I let my temper get the best of me. Moisture spills from my eyes and I can’t stop the tears from coming. As much as I want to remain strong, this fucking hurts. I felt that last shred of my bond fade away. I didn’t want a bond where the other person hates my guts, but I still didn’t want to feel this kind of pain. I didn’t want Athena in this pain from losing our mate, even if he didn’t want us. And I think that’s part
Alpha Kade The Shift
Emilia’s POV At the thought of being able to shift for the first time, Athena perks up. Marcus pulls into a clearing and puts his car in park before turning to face me. “Emilia, shifting is a privilege, but in order to get to where you can shift, you need to understand it’s going to be immensely painful. There will be times during the shift where you wish you were dead or for the pain to end.” He takes a deep breath, and he stares into the distance, almost like he is remembering something else. “Have you ever wondered why you typically get your wolf months, sometimes years, before you actually shift?” “No, I never thought about it since I didn’t get my wolf like everyone else.” “The younger your wolf comes usually symbolizes your rank. Kade got his wolf at nine, but he didn’t shift until he was twelve. I got my wolf at twelve and shifted fourteen. Many pack members, including Omegas, get their wolf at sixteen and then they shift on the eve of their eighteenth birthday. You get y
Alpha Kade Run Like the Wind
Emilia’s POV It feels freeing to let my wolf be in charge of everything for once. I love the feel of the wind blowing through her fur and the sound of her paws pounding on the ground beneath us. For me, this feels freeing. And incredible. Wonderful. Relaxing. There are so many words that I can use to describe it. Tears well behind my eyes as I think about how I didn’t think I would ever get to feel this. I went years thinking I wouldn’t get my wolf. When I turned 18 and she didn’t come to me, I had given up hope. It is practically unheard of for shifters to have their first shift and their wolf come to them after their eighteenth birthday. By then, you are considered too old and many experts say your body isn’t able to handle the changes you go through during your first shift. Never did I think I would get her and be able to run with her. We run for hours. Marcus trails behind us. He sent a message out through the mind link telling everyone to avoid this area to give Athena a
Alpha Kade Hard Truths
Alpha Kade's POV I stand outside the club and watch as Marcus immediately goes to my ex-mate. Is that even the proper term for her? 'She has a name,' Ghost growls. 'How about you try and fucking use it every once in a while?' I internally roll my eyes at my damn sentimental wolf. He's angry with me for rejecting her in the first place. He has been picking and choosing when to speak with me since I rejected to her. And honestly now? I'm shocked he even said that to me. Everything hurts and it feels like I just lost my mate all over again. I promised myself I would never take another as my mate after Leila. It feels like it would be a disservice to her. Like somehow it means I didn't love her as much as I did. I don't want her to ever question my love for her, even if she has long since passed away. Looking at the Omega, something twinges inside me as she curls on herself, as the pain ravishes through her. If it wasn't for the fact I am ranked as an Alpha and I have been through t
Alpha Kade Thoughts and Gestures
Emilia's POV By the time I made it back to the pack house, it was late. Marcus had walked me all the way to my room and waited for me to unlock my door before he left. He had hesitated at the door, almost like he wanted to say something to me, but in the end, he didn't say anything. He just turned around and walked away, leaving me to ponder his actions. I just finished taking a long, hot shower and now I am lying in bed, staring at my dark ceiling. Athena is on cloud nine right now since she had the perfect chance to go for a run and spread her legs. I can't believe I didn't think about trying to shift before now to let her...although, I am glad I had someone there with me. It was oddly nice and comforting having the Beta with me. I felt safe. And free. My mind drifts to the Alpha and his dark piercing eyes. When I accepted his rejection, for a split second, I thought I saw something that resembled along the lines of pain and maybe a hint of regret. And it’s crazy to even co
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