~Kiki~ The sky seemed to explode with booms of thunder, releasing its fury while dawn was breaking over the horizon. Gusty winds pushed raging dark storm clouds closer to the moon, making me feel sapped out of energy. The smell of wet soil saturated my senses as fat raindrops hit the parched sand beneath my feet. Something inside me was urging me to go back to bed, but there was this heavy squeezing feeling in my heart, making it difficult to breathe. My feet took me to the rippling waves as my knees buckled. Tears won't stop rolling down my cheeks while my vision blurred. I tried to force myself to gulp in as much cool air as I could, but ended up breaking into sobs instead. Ivory, the omega who did laundry for the training warriors, was racing to the locker room with freshly laundered clothes. When about a block away from where she was headed to, she thought she heard stifled cries that were drowned by the pelting rain and crashing waves. Setting the laundry basket down in a dry
~Kiki~ The knot in my throat seemed to have grown bigger when I realized everyone was now staring at me. Alpha Kayden was waiting for an answer. Fiddling with the edge of the kitchen tablecloth, I glanced around wildly to think of something to say. "Um... You--- it's your arm around my w-waist." I was stammering like an idiot. "I mean, you know we are t-too close, and, and your taut, hard muscles..." My eyes raked over his naked torso involuntarily. The frowning and suspicious look on the Alpha's face transformed into a small, smug smirk. There was a mischievous glint in those deep blue eyes, and I could see him suppress a chuckle. I could also feel my ears burn with embarrassment, but it was too late to take my words back. His gaze flickered downwards to my lips momentarily while his eyes turned a shade darker. My stomach did a sudden flip before I felt an ache between my legs. My entire body was actually aching for him, and I wished he pulled me closer again. My hand had a mind
~Kiki~I struggled to keep my nerves under control as we all walked to the room Alpha Kayden and his Gamma had just come out of. I was the last one to step in, and the Alpha locked the door immediately behind us.The room seemed to be a guest room with just a king-sized bed, dresser, and a nightstand with a lamp. Willow arched a sharp brow as her eyes darted between the two men and the bed she was standing so close to. At least there was someone else who was as puzzled as me.Alpha Kayden would not meet my eyes. He gazed at his Gamma for a moment, clenching his jaw. What happened next made my stomach plummet, forcing me to clutch the nearest piece of furniture in shock.Somebody tell me this is a nightmare! Alpha Kayden thrust Willow roughly against the headboard and tugged on her hair, crashing his lips against hers. She wasted no time in reciprocating.Ignoring the sharp pain in my chest, I gazed between the two and let out a growl, my eyes narrowing. What the hell was happening? I
~Kayden~Fuck!! What just happened? How could Kiki be my mate? I would never be able to take her as my Luna.Why did I even let Nash persuade me to carry out this stupid test? All I wanted was to find out the truth and clear Kiki's name from so many allegations against her. I wanted to find out why Axel and I were so drawn to her when she wasn't our mate. But did I ever think about what to do if she actually turned out to be my mate? Nope! Because I was certain she couldn't ever be my mate.It wasn't just because Axel said so. The Moon Goddess had always paired an Alpha wolf with another Alpha's daughter, or a Beta's daughter, at the very least.The Green Valley Pack's Alpha was in love with an Omega's daughter and rejected his true mate for love. His chosen mate couldn't survive childbirth.That's how the Moon Goddess built us to make the strongest of the alphas run and protect the packs. An Alpha who hid in his office during a pack war was unheard of because such an Alpha didn't exi
~Kiki~ "Kiki, wake up. You are going to be late!" Poppy shook me out of the usual nightmare that had been haunting me for years. "Why are you soaked in so much sweat when this room is freezing?" She peeled off the sheets sticking to my skin and went ahead to pull the curtains apart, opening the windows and letting some fresh morning air in. Bright sunlight poured into the room while I tried to retain all the new details that got added to my dream. It had always started with an angry, roaring ocean and thundering skies. But this time it started with a thunderous bone-rattling growl instead, and then someone had dropped me into the water, more like tossed me in from somewhere high. Little details like this kept getting added to the dream sometimes. "Kiki!" Ugh, didn't realize I was falling asleep again. It's been almost two weeks since I had seen my mate. He had been avoiding me pretty well, and Cel had been keeping me up a lot at night, worrying about if our mate was preparing to
~Kiki~My mind was swimming in thoughts as we reached Alpha Blake's pack. How could the frail old woman be Moon Goddess's evil sister?Sibyl! Some things did make sense now.She disliked werewolves and never let Benji or Megan anywhere near her cottage when they had accompanied me in the past. She had also looked strangely disturbed when I showed her the mark on my back.She tricked Alpha Dimitri into believing that she was a seer. She was no seer. She was an imposter. Now I was pretty sure she was responsible for those rogue attacks she pretended to be foreseeing to make herself valuable to Alpha Dimitri and his pack. I bet she had a lot to do with Skinwalkers showing up in Thunder Bay pack lands too.Alpha Kayden was right about Skinwalkers. They weren't capable of attacking someone who had lost their mate. And yet, I found Alpha Dimitri fighting for his life when half a dozen of them were pitched against him. Sibyl brought them in and took care of their dead bodies before the warr
~Kiki~"Oh no! Alpha Kayden will be furious. I'm not going to be the one telling him this news." Poppy started walking back and forth near the doorway, still holding the bags of chips she brought from Thunder Bay.It wasn't really my fault, was it? Did I ask him to break into my bedroom and sleep with me? He should be pissed at himself, and I should be mad at him too because that little bit of pain I felt moments ago was pretty bad when the heat hadn't even started. I could only imagine how much worse it was going to get when the actual heat kicked in.'Our mate is going to continue ignoring us. We don't have to wait for him. There are many others who would be happy to put us out of our misery.' Cel had turned rogue.She was the biggest fan of Alpha Kayden until he made out with Willow. She was so hurt she stopped saying good things about him since then. That didn't stop her from yearning for him all these days. But now she was just a lustful beast? It was scary that she wanted a mate
~Kiki~ I cracked the window open to let the cool breeze in. It was right before dawn, and the sky was laden with dark rain clouds. Taking a deep breath, I closed my burning eyes. They were dried up of all tears after hours of crying and failing to catch some sleep. Despite the stuffy nose, I could still smell the pinecones and dandelions that were over a mile away. But it wasn't the smell of grass and wood I opened this window for. Cel was restless. The pain of being left high and dry by our mate was too much to handle. She couldn't feel his scent anymore. It was weak for the most part of the night, and now it was gone completely. Dark River Pack was huge and extended for several miles. Alpha Kayden was probably somewhere in the woods, running. Was he also not able to get any sleep? My wolf was pathetic. I tried so hard to convince her to stop thinking about him, but she kept me up all night, lying in the dark and getting her hopes up every time there was a faint noise in the hallw