NIRVANA I checked the time on my phone— it was supposed to be lunchtime on the reservation. I had already been in the restaurant since morning, but Kailin hadn’t arrived yet, nor did her grumpy hot biker cousin. To be honest, I was excited to see his annoying, handsome face, so I sent a quick text to her. “Mara, has Kailin arrived yet?” She’d been working here for five years and knew my best friend. “Yes, and Mr. Blackwell.” A small smile appeared on her lips. I knew what it meant. Even the blind could see how attractive Knight was. “I saw them went to your grandfather’s office and the beautiful woman.” “Beautiful woman?” My brows knitted. A sliver of jealousy pierced my heart. “Yes.” “Okay.” That was all I could say before I went to knock on my grandfather’s office. I still felt the pang in my chest when the door opened wide. Grandpa, Kailin, Knight, and the beautiful woman Mara talked about were there. She was indeed beautiful in her thirties, but I’d seen her before. “Oh,
NIRVANA “Never. Knight’s always focused and a little bit aggressive, but he’s respectful, protective, and loyal to default. Forgive his manner, Grandpa Case, Zarah. My cousin is a lot, but he’s very respectful. Lately, he’s been temperamental.” “I completely understand, honey.” “It’s all right, Kailin. Your cousin is under a lot of pressure,” said Zarah, agreeing with Grandpa. “Excuse me for a moment.” I got up. “I’ll go find him.” “Good idea,” Zarah and Kailin said in unison. “He’s probably in the parking lot, honey.” I went out towards the parking lot. He was there pacing before the rental car. I hadn’t got closer, yet he somehow sensed me. He stopped and turned to me, still wearing a confused look on his face. “Look, I know you hate me, but you can tell me now if I shouldn’t join you over lunch. I don’t want to make it more awkward than it already is, and I don’t want you to look disrespectful in front of Zarah. I will understand.” I stopped before him, and he just stared at
KNIGHT After lunch, Nirvana had to stay at the restaurant with her grandpa until the afternoon. Kailin and I went to the hotel suite she booked for herself. At the same time, Zarah told me to talk to me later before she left Italy. “Why didn’t you tell me?” Kailin figured it out as I expected and wouldn’t let it go. “Why didn’t you tell me her grandfather is a werewolf with ancient blood?” “It’s not my secret to tell, Alpha. Besides, I already told you I promised not to tell anyone.” “Even to me, your cousin and your alpha.” I was both offended and admired her commitment. “Don’t change the subject. I’m dying to know here.” She was already grinning. “Shut that grin off. I need a nap.” I took off my jacket and put it on the chair. “This is my suite, Knight. Go and find your own.” I ignored her as I went to bed and shut my eyes, hoping Nirvana’s face wouldn’t appear in my sleep. Not that I was complaining, but I had been sleeping terribly since meeting her. “Let me guess, you k
KNIGHT I glared at Zarah. I knew what I wanted. I wanted her even the first time our eyes met. I knew she was mine, and I knew without a doubt that I would protect her with my life— but she was also human, so I thought I did what was rational at that time. Yeah, I wasn’t ready to have a mate, didn’t know how to deal with her, and wasn’t near ready to meet her too soon. And things got out of hand, but she was mine and mine alone. “Knight, please?” Kailin pulled me back to reality. “We have to protect her. I don’t know how to convince her to come with us, but I’m the only hope you have. She trusts me. I will help you break the news. And maybe she will believe me if we show her the truth about us.” “Just don’t drop the bomb all at once,” Zarah warned us. “She hates me.” “And who’s fault is that?” my cousin blamed me. I chuckled sadly. “I never wanted to reject her. I don’t know how to handle the situation, and the pull drives me crazy.” “You’ve never been in love. I got that, Alp
NIRVANA Axell caught me off guard when he tried to kiss me. “I’m so sorry, Vana. I know I made a mistake. I should have been upfront with you.” “It’s fine, Axell. I’m sorry, too. I guess we’re friends, and we’re not supposed to kiss.” Yeah. My feelings for him just vanished into thin air. Maybe I never really fell in love with him. I wasn’t sure what to feel anymore. “Give me another chance.” He reached out for my hand. I agreed with him sending me home because my car was with Kailin, and he wanted to talk. So this was the talk that he wanted. “Give me some time, okay? You hurt me, Axell. You shouldn’t have told me you were having second thoughts about the trip.” “I know, babe. I’m sorry.” “I’ll call you.” He barely nodded. He must have seen the reaction on my face that there was no chance for us to be together again. In my defense, he was not honest, and he already broke that trust. “It’s okay.” I stopped him when he was about to help me out. Before I could unlock the door
KNIGHT “You know, you didn’t have to do this.” She watched me clean the dishes while helping me put them into the dishwasher. “You don’t have to help me, Nirvana. I can do it myself.” “If you say so. Anyway, if you wish to stay, Kailin’s room is open. Some sheets and blankets are clean. You can stay there. It’s all yours.” “I’m good with the couch.” “I think that’s too small for you. Bed is better, but it’s up to you. Knock on my door if you need anything.” “Thanks.” “I suppose you’re not gonna wring my neck in my sleep?” I could do many things, but definitely, it didn’t involve wringing the neck. If there would be, it should be a kink. I held that thought. She left the kitchen. When I told her I liked her, she didn’t react. I didn’t know if she decided not to respond or didn’t believe me. After that, we didn’t talk about it anymore. After cleaning up her tiny kitchen, I brushed my teeth. Then I grabbed two pillows and Kailin’s comforter and arranged them on the couch. I
KNIGHT“I don’t know I have one.” Nirvana put her fingers on where I touched it, and it didn’t hurt her, and the glow was gone. “Are you okay?”“Yeah.” I checked my finger. It had already healed, but it didn’t change the fact that it seared me, and that birthmark just glowed against my touch as if protecting itself. “Goodnight, Nirvana.”“Goodnight.”When she closed the door to her room, I was mind-blown and puzzled at the same time. I picked up my phone and sent a message to Zarah.KNIGHT: I need you in her apartment early in the morning.She replied right away.ZARAH: What’s the emergency?KNIGHT: Have you heard about a birthmark that burned when someone touched it?ZARAH: I knew it.I let go of a shuddering breath before I typed my reply.KNIGHT: Tell me more.KNIGHT: Please?ZARAH: Have you told her about you?KNIGHT: I can’t do it alone. I need you, Kailin, and Case with me tomorrow.ZARAH: Then start texting them. I’ll be there.KNIGHT: See you. Thanks.“Shit.” I shut the laptop
NIRVANA “Hey, girl.” Kailin was unusually jolly today as she hugged me tight before entering the apartment. “Grandpa.” “Hey, honey.” He put his arm around my shoulders and kissed the side of my head. “Mr. Blackwell.” “I think we passed the formality, Case.” They shook hands. “So, how was your night?” Kailin asked her cousin. “He probably has a headache or neck pain but hides it very well.” I joined them in the living area when the doorbell rang again. “I got this,” said Kailin as she went to the door. Then Zarah walked in, looking gorgeous in her white corporate dress. “Zarah.” I got up, surprised to see her. “My dear, good to see you again.” We did a cheek-to-cheek kiss. “Me too.” I suddenly felt uneasy when the apartment felt small for all of us, and I had a bad feeling that this meeting was set up. “Can I get you something to drink? Coffee? Tea?” “I’m good, darling.” Zarah took a seat to my right. “Honey, we have something to tell you.” When Grandpa started in that