NIRVANA “How’s your first experience in the underground fight club, Vana?” “It hasn’t sunk in, Kaleb. I’d never seen people fight, let alone watch them for entertainment. I don’t even watch WWE or boxing on TV.” “You did well, considering you didn’t pass out back there.” “Trying my best not to. It was terrifying, maybe because I knew who was in that ring.” “Because you care for the person fighting in the ring. If it happens to a stranger, maybe it isn’t that terrifying,” Kailin said. “Want more mashed potato?” “I’m good.” “You barely touch your food.” Knight saw the food on my plate. He was the one who filled it for me, and it could feed five heads. “If I eat more, I’m gonna explode.” I wasn’t sure everyone was listening until they laughed. “Guys, the food is good, but I’m not like you all, who can burn thousands of calories in one run. And it’s worth it if it goes into your muscles, not your tummy.” They chuckled, still eating. “Vana makes a good sandwich.” West grabbed an
NIRVANA “Maybe. Knight was a senior, and Mac was just a freshman. Mac told me Knight was a manwhore in college. He was kinda famous on the campus, and girls like bad boys like him.” “How old was he when he lost his parents?” “Eighteen. He just started college. It was difficult for everyone. It was one of the darkest moments of our lives, but I was grateful he didn’t do drugs or impregnate someone. Instead—” “He trained himself and began fighting in a secret underground fight club.” “Yeah. He told you?” “Yes.” A knock on my door interrupted us. I got up and went to open the door. I froze for a moment before I could speak. “You’re still here.” “A deal is a deal, Nirvana.” He got in without an invitation. “Kailin, go to your room.” Kailin got up, smiling with a salute. “Aye, aye, captain.” “See you tomorrow, Vana. Night.” “Night.” I waited until Kailin shut the door closed. “Why are you here aside from collecting our deal?” “I’m staying here. Tomorrow, we go home to my house
KNIGHT “Can you move a little?” I could hear her heartbeat racing as she gestured at me. “To the center or side?” “To your left, Knight.” There was an irritation in her voice, but at least she hadn’t kicked me out of her room yet, and the night was still young. “This bed fits for both of us, even for three people.” I moved a little. “I’m not letting anyone in. I’m not interested in a threesome, manwhore.” She fixed her pillow and laid on her side, stiffed as a slab. I inwardly growled as I turned to face her. “I didn’t say I want to do a threesome. I want to make things clear between us. I won’t share you with anyone else. Do you understand me? I was trying to say that maybe we’ll have kids someday, and if they want to come to our bed, I will let them. And I want more kids.” “You’re too ahead of yourself, Knight.” She narrowed her eyes at me. “Pull yourself together. We have a lot on our plates right now to think of having a big family.” “This is not helping.” I blew a breath
KNIGHT Kailin laughed. “You two are so dumb. It’s her way of showing she’s into you and she cares. You should have seen her face when you were in that ring. Goddess, my best friend likes you a lot. Just don’t push her too hard.” “Good to know.” “Now go and find her before she runs too far.” “Thanks.” I got up from bed and used the bathroom. I put my clothes back on and got out of her room. Guys were already scattered in the living room. “Can I bring breakfast for you, alpha?” Roisin asked. “Maybe later. I have to find Nirvana.” “She’s probably in the vineyards. I saw her earlier. Thirty minutes ago.” “Thanks.” “I’ll look out for her if she goes out, alpha. With your permission, of course.” “That would be a great idea, Zander. Thanks.” “You’re welcome.” On foot, I went towards the vineyards but couldn’t catch her scent. Finding her on these ten thousand hectares of land was difficult without her phone and our pack link. I made my way toward the cabin. Maybe the guys had g
NIRVANA I woke up wrapped up in his arms. I realized it wasn’t the effect of the mating pull anymore. We liked each other and got along just fine if we were not like cat and mouse. Despite our differences, I really liked this guy. He could be domineering, but I completely understood, considering his line of work and how these guys look up to him. Knight had a reputation and integrity to maintain, and looking at those guys who followed him everywhere without questions and how they respected him, I should, at least, give this relationship a chance. “What are you thinking?” “You can read my mind too?” “No, but when we complete the mating process, we can read each other’s thoughts.” “Yeah, I read it from the book, and we can also sense each other’s emotions or if one of us is hurt or something. Don’t you think it’s a little creepy?” “No. Not at all,” he confidently said as he placed a waffle on my plate. “Do you like syrup or whipped cream?” After I showered earlier, Knight decid
NIRVANA “Is that what you want?” “Yes. I will tell Luka to bring your things here.” “No. I don’t like someone touching my things, but I can go back and pack them, and then I need help carrying them into the car.” “All right.” “Can I avail one of your living rooms or entertainment room?” “To paint?” “No. I want to watch movies.” His smile was from ear to ear. “You can use one of the rooms as your studio. I’ll call someone to clean it up so you can put your things in there.” I sighed deeply. “I’m sorry.” “For what?” “For the troubles.” “I want you to feel at home. Let’s go and watch movies.” “I’m watching a sappy romantic movie. Would you join me?” “Whatever you want.” He opened the door to the entertainment room. “Choose what movie you want to watch. I’ll go make us some popcorn.” “Do you have sodas?” “I’ll bring some.” “Thanks.” I grabbed the remote and scrolled down some movies on the monitor. I chose a biopic movie and paused it when it started rolling. “What are w
KNIGHT “Shit.” I caught my breath, and she chuckled at the interruption. We pulled apart when the vibration continued. I still wanted to make out with Nirvana, but the call seemed important. I shifted in my seat uncomfortably with the bulge on my groin. “Aren’t you going to answer that? Could be important.” “This better be.” I fished out my phone from my pocket and checked the caller ID. “Shit.” I answered quickly. “Hey. Glad you call.” “Is this a bad time? Where are you?” “It’s fine. I’m at home with Nirvana.” I turned to her and mouthed who I was talking to on the other line. “I need to talk to you. It’s important. It can’t wait.” “Of course. When do we meet?” She must have found something about the curse. “How about now?” “Wait. You’re here?” Until the portal appeared before the white screen. “Now I’m here.” Zarah walked in. “Oh, my God.” Nirvana’s hand was on her chest, staring at the portal before it disappeared. She got up to meet Zarah, and they kissed each other’s
KNIGHT “Don’t look at me like that. I just didn’t find the man I wanted to pop my cherry to,” she said sarcastically. “Well, I don’t care whether you’re a virgin or not as long as you want and are willing to sleep with me.” “Enough with sex talk,” Zarah said impatiently. “You have to decide now, and this is a one-way ticket, Nirvana, or you lose the gift.” “I changed my mind. I don’t want it anymore.” I took a deep breath to calm myself. “Nirvana, this is a gift—a special kind of gift.” Nirvana glared at me. “You call it special and a gift when I have to stay a virgin? And seeing people’s future is scary. I may be able to save lives, but this is not the gift I want. This is a curse. It doesn’t matter if I stay a virgin. At least I don’t have to know if or how someone will die. I don’t want this. Unless you don’t wanna sleep with me.” “Nirvana, it’s not a question if I want to sleep with you. I want to build a family with you, but I want you to make a wise decision.” “So what?